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Chapter 10 - Late Night Documents

Adrian's POV

Weeks blur together into something almost like routine.

Adrian wakes. Goes to council meetings where he speaks up now without Lucien's silent push. Attends diplomatic dinners. Works on trade agreements. Falls asleep knowing tomorrow will be similar but slightly different. The constant motion keeps him from thinking too hard about Lucien and what his husband means to him.

Most days.

Tonight Adrian sits in the sitting room reviewing a trade contract while Lucien reads military reports across from him. The lamps are turned low. The palace has gone quiet around them. Just the two of them in this shared space doing separate work like they have been doing this for years instead of weeks.

The comfortable silence feels almost domestic.

Adrian tries to focus on the contract. Tries to understand the terms. Tries to stop thinking about the man sitting across from him. But Lucien moved and Adrian's eyes followed automatically.

His husband's hands move across the military reports with elegant precision. No wasted motion. Every gesture controlled and graceful. Adrian watches Lucien's fingers trace along a line of text, watches his silver eyes scan the information, watches his face remain completely neutral while his mind clearly works through complex strategy.

Adrian wonders what those hands would feel like without gloves.

The thought arrives suddenly and heat crawls up Adrian's neck. He looks away quickly but the damage is done. His entire body is aware now. Aware of Lucien sitting close enough to reach. Aware that they are alone together and the binding magic between them keeps pulling them closer even though Lucien keeps pushing Adrian away.

Adrian bites his lip and forces himself to focus on the contract again.

He is developing feelings for his political husband. Deep feelings. The kind that make his heart skip when Lucien walks into a room. The kind that make him memorize the way Lucien's expression softens when he thinks no one is watching. The kind that make him want things that were not part of any treaty negotiation.

This was not supposed to happen.

Adrian was supposed to marry a prince and build an alliance and survive. Not fall for his own husband. Not want him. Not dream about him at night and wake up disappointed when Lucien is already gone from their shared space.

Adrian forces himself to keep reading.

The contract blurs in front of his eyes. He reads the same paragraph three times without understanding it. His concentration is shot because Lucien is breathing across from him and that is apparently enough to destroy Adrian's ability to think about anything else.

He bites his lip harder and tries again.

Suddenly Lucien speaks.

"You bite your lip when you are concentrating."

Adrian's head snaps up. Lucien is watching him with an expression Adrian cannot quite read. Silver eyes intense. Face completely still. But there is something in that gaze that makes Adrian's breath catch.

Lucien has been watching him.

Adrian opens his mouth to respond but Lucien continues like Adrian did not just have that revelation.

"You do it every time you work on difficult documents," Lucien says quietly. His voice sounds different in the low light. Softer somehow. More real. "You bite your lip and tilt your head slightly to the left and your eyes go distant like you are solving a puzzle nobody else can see."

Adrian cannot move.

Lucien sets down his military reports and leans back in his chair. His silver eyes never leave Adrian's face.

"You have been doing it for weeks," Lucien continues. "Every evening when we work. Every time you concentrate on something important. Every time you forget I am watching."

Adrian's heart is racing. Not from fear. From the realization that Lucien has been observing him. Has been paying attention. Has been noticing things about Adrian that nobody else would see.

"Why are you telling me this?" Adrian whispers.

Lucien's jaw tightens slightly. He looks like he is fighting with himself. Like he is standing at the edge of something and deciding whether to jump.

"Because I cannot keep pretending," Lucien says. His voice is rough. Not controlled anymore. "Because weeks of watching you pretend you do not feel this too is destroying me."

Adrian's breath stops.

"Feel what?" Adrian asks even though he knows. Even though he has known for weeks that something is building between them. Something that neither of them planned and both of them are trying desperately to ignore.

Lucien stands up suddenly. He walks to the window and looks out at the dark palace gardens. His shoulders are tense. His hands are clenched into fists.

"This marriage was supposed to be simple," Lucien says without turning around. "I was supposed to come here and do my duty and gather intelligence and leave before anything got complicated."

Adrian watches his husband silhouette against the moonlit window.

"But you complicated it," Lucien continues. His voice is so quiet Adrian has to strain to hear. "You with your sea-green eyes and your fragile body and your brilliant mind. You with your willingness to stand up even when your heart is racing. You with the way you bite your lip when you concentrate and the way you look at me like I matter."

Adrian cannot breathe.

"I came here to use you," Lucien says. "My father sent me to this marriage as a tool. A way to control Solmere. A way to position myself for when Valtoria absorbed your kingdom completely."

Adrian flinches at that.

"But somewhere between defending you at dinner and watching you dismantle the tariff agreement and seeing you every evening working so hard to prove you are worth something, I stopped being able to use you," Lucien says. Finally he turns back to face Adrian. His silver eyes are burning. "I started wanting to protect you instead. I started falling."

Adrian stands up without meaning to.

"You are falling," Adrian repeats. His voice sounds broken.

"Yes," Lucien says simply. "And I hate it. I hate that you matter to me because it makes me vulnerable. It makes me weak. It makes my father's teachings about control and power and never feeling anything seem like lies."

Lucien walks closer. Adrian can see the tension in every line of his body.

"You are developing feelings for me," Lucien says. It is not a question. "I see it in the way you watch me. In the way you bite your lip when I am near. In the way your eyes follow me when you think I am not looking."

Adrian wants to deny it. Wants to protect himself. Wants to pretend this is still just politics.

But he cannot lie to Lucien anymore.

"Yes," Adrian whispers. "For weeks now."

Something shifts in Lucien's expression. Something dangerous and wonderful and terrifying all at once. His husband reaches out and touches Adrian's face with one gloved hand. The touch is gentle. Tentative. Like Lucien is asking permission.

"This changes everything," Lucien says. "If anyone finds out. If my father suspects. If your father uses this against you."

"I do not care," Adrian says. The words come out fierce and real and completely true. "I do not care about politics right now. I only care about you."

Lucien's hand slides down Adrian's face to his neck. His silver eyes are intense and burning and completely unguarded for the first time.

"We cannot do this," Lucien says but his hand does not pull away. "We cannot give them ammunition to use against us."

"Then why are you touching me like this?" Adrian asks softly.

Lucien leans closer. His breath mingles with Adrian's. The moment stretches between them like something alive and electric.

"Because I am not strong enough to stay away anymore," Lucien says.

And then everything stops.

The door to their suite opens suddenly without warning. A servant stands in the doorway looking panicked. Behind her, Captain Elias appears with an expression that says something is desperately wrong.

Adrian and Lucien jump apart immediately.

"What is it?" Adrian demands, his voice sharp.

Elias steps fully into the suite and closes the door behind him. His usually composed face is grim.

"There has been an incident," Elias says. "Someone leaked private letters to the press. Letters suggesting your marriage is a sham. That you and Prince Lucien barely tolerate each other."

Adrian's stomach drops.

"The scandal is spreading across both kingdoms," Elias continues. "And that is not the worst part. Someone attempted to poison your wine at tonight's dinner. If Prince Lucien had not been paranoid about everything you eat and drink, you would be dead right now."

Lucien's entire body goes rigid beside Adrian.

The moment they were just having shatters completely.

Because someone is not just trying to hurt them. Someone is trying to destroy the marriage. Someone wants them to fail badly enough to kill for it.

And whoever it is knows exactly how to hurt them both.

 

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