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Chapter 5 - ✯5: The Wedding

★LUCIANO★

The ceremony was at eleven.

Small, by design. The kind of gathering that didn't invite attention, only immediate family. Enzo, Marco, Dante's people, a handful of faces whose presence meant something politically and nothing personally. A priest who had been doing business with the Ferrara family long enough to ask no questions about the nature of the occasion.

I got there early.

I stood at the front of the room and watched the door and thought about nothing in particular, which is a skill I developed young and have never stopped being grateful for. The ability to empty out. To be present in a space without letting the space mean anything until it needs to.

Marco stood beside me. He had the good sense not to talk.

The room filled quietly. Dante came in with two of his men and took his position without looking at me, which I respected. Enzo settled into the front row with the satisfaction of a man watching something he arranged come together exactly as planned, which I did not respect but accepted.

Then the door opened again and she came in.

I had told myself, in the days between the contract signing and this morning, that whatever I had noticed at the first meeting was a reaction to the strangeness of the situation. An anomaly. A man will notice almost anything when the circumstances are unusual enough—it doesn't mean the thing itself is notable.

I watched her walk toward me and revised that position entirely.

She was in white—of course she was, it was her wedding, even if an arranged one—but it was the kind of white that looked chosen rather than defaulted to. She walked with her father on her arm and she was not performing this. That was what stopped me, made me look longer than I intended. She wasn't performing a bride for the room. She simply was one—present, genuine, a woman who had decided to mean this even when the circumstances didn't require her to.

She reached the front and looked up at me.

I looked at the priest.

The vows were standard. I said mine the way I sign contracts; clearly, finally, and without inflection. She said hers like she'd read them in advance and decided she agreed with them. Her voice didn't waver. I noticed that without meaning to, the steadiness of it, and filed it somewhere I didn't examine.

It was done in twenty minutes.

★ANGELINA★

The reception was stiff in the way of gatherings where half the room would rather be somewhere else and the other half is watching the first half to make sure they behave.

Someone had to make it feel like a celebration.

I decided it would be me.

There was music, a small ensemble Enzo had arranged, because Enzo does nothing without a complete presentation, and after the dinner plates were cleared and the conversations had settled into their various corners, I found Cora at the edge of the room.

"Dance with me," I said.

She looked at me. "Lina-"

"There's music and it's my wedding and someone should dance at it." I held out my hand. "Come on."

She took it. We danced, which caused a ripple of surprise through the room that I found privately entertaining. Two of Marco's men watched us with the expressions of people who had not anticipated this development. Marco himself was grinning into his drink. Even Enzo looked faintly amused, which on his face was approximately equivalent to another person laughing.

I didn't look for Luciano. I knew where he was without looking. I'd learned his position in rooms quickly. Corner, back to the wall, watching everything with the specific quality of attention that never fully switched off.

After two songs Cora leaned in and said quietly: "He hasn't moved from there."

"I know."

"He's been watching you the entire time."

"I know that too."

"And you're not going to-"

"No, Cora." I smiled at her. "Let him watch."

She shook her head at me but she was smiling. We danced one more song and then she went to find a drink and I went to find a quiet moment at the edge of the room, which is where Marco found me.

"For what it's worth," he said, appearing beside me with two glasses and handing me one, "you're the best thing that's happened to this party in about twenty years of parties."

I looked at him, surprised into a laugh. "That's a very low bar."

"Our parties are famously grim." He clinked his glass against mine. "I'm Marco."

"I know who you are."

"I know you know. I just thought we should be introduced properly given that we're apparently family now." He said it easily, and I found I liked him immediately in the uncomplicated way you like people who don't make you work for it. "He won't say it tonight," Marco added, more quietly. "But he's glad you danced."

I glanced toward the corner. Luciano was still there. Still watching me.

I raised my glass in his direction.

He looked away immediately, like a man who had been caught doing something he hadn't decided to do yet.

I turned back to Marco. "Does he always do that?"

"Do what?"

"Look away like that."

Marco considered this with the expression of someone choosing their words carefully. "Only at things he doesn't know what to do with yet." He sipped his drink. "Give it time."

The evening wound down. The lawyers left first, then Enzo's people, then my father who held my face in his hands at the door and said nothing, which said everything. The room emptied until it was just the core of it, and then that thinned too, and at some point I realized Luciano was still there.

He hadn't left early.

I hadn't expected that.

In the car afterward the city moved past the windows and neither of us spoke for a long time. He sat beside me with the contained quality that I was beginning to understand was just his resting state.

I looked out the window.

"Thank you for staying," I said.

Silence.

I didn't look at him. I didn't need to. I'd said the thing I wanted to say and he'd heard it and what he did with it was his business.

But a moment later, from the corner of my vision, I saw the set of his jaw change just slightly.

I looked back out at the city and filed it away with everything else.

'There,' I thought. 'Good bones.'

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