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Chapter 1 - Back to the Beginning I Once Lost

The room smelled of disinfectant and winter roses—her favourite flowers. Someone must have placed them beside her bed earlier, but Julius Locke no longer had the strength to look around. Every breath trembled inside her chest, burning like a flame trying to live on fading wick.

Thirty–five.

It was too young to die, too soon to say goodbye.

She lay still beneath the dim hospital light, her once-vibrant body now fragile, her skin pale and cold. Her heartbeat, once steady and confident, now flickered like a candle struggling against the wind.

She could hear the soft beeping of the monitor, slowing… pausing… reminding her of the truth she had been trying to ignore for months.

This was the end.

And yet, even as her body trembled in pain, her mind wandered back to the moment that began everything—the day she married Adrian Locke.

30th November.

A date etched into her memory like gold carving.

She had been so young then, so unaware of what love meant. Adrian had been gentle, patient, always understanding her storms even before she did. He was fifteen years older than her, but his heart held a kind of warmth that made her feel safe in ways she had never understood.

She hadn't loved him the way he deserved.

Not at first.

Not until it was too late.

A tear slipped down her cheek.

"Adrian…" she whispered, her voice breaking like thin glass.

He was there.

Sitting beside her, fingers interlocked with hers, as if holding on could keep her here. His once-strong shoulders were hunched, his eyes red from countless sleepless nights. Silver streaks ran through his dark hair, a reminder of the years he had aged caring for her.

"Julius, please," he murmured, his voice shaking, "don't leave me yet. Stay a little longer."

If she had the strength, she would have laughed at his plea.

For years, they had lived side-by-side yet oceans apart.

She had misunderstood him, pushed him away, spoken harshly when all he ever did was love her.

But in the last two years—when her illness crept like an unwelcome shadow—she finally saw everything clearly.

Love.

Devotion.

Regret.

All tangled together.

"I'm sorry," she whispered, her breath trembling. "For everything I didn't see. For everything I didn't give."

His grip tightened painfully.

"Don't talk like that. You gave me more than enough."

"No," she choked, "I didn't… Adrian, you loved me more than I ever loved you. And now… now I don't have time left to fix it."

A silent tear rolled down his cheek.

She had never seen him cry before.

"Julius, please…" His voice cracked. "Just stay."

She closed her eyes, remembering their small home, the warmth of his hands, the way he smiled when she came into the room, the soft peace she found each night resting beside him.

She didn't want to go.

Not now.

Not when she had finally understood how deeply she belonged to him.

But her body was slipping away—moment by moment, heartbeat by heartbeat.

She opened her eyes one last time, her vision blurry.

"If only I could meet you again…" she breathed.

"In another life… I would choose you first."

His tears fell onto her hand.

Her final breath trembled against her lips.

"Adrian…" she whispered his name like a promise left unfinished.

And then—

Silence.

Her chest stilled.

Her hand loosened in his.

The monitors flattened into a thin, endless tone.

The world didn't end.

But for Adrian, it did.

The woman he had loved with quiet worship, the girl he married on a cold November morning, the soul he had waited his whole life for—slipped away like a falling star.

He pressed his forehead to her cold hand, whispering broken words only the dead could hear.

And somewhere, between breath and stillness…

a soul slipped free.

But that is for another chapter.

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