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Chapter 1 - THE GIRL WHO MOVES TOO FAST

Belle's POV

The books are not going to stack themselves. That's what I keep telling myself as I shove the last one onto the cart, even though I'm already twelve minutes late and Ms. Calloway has a thing about tardiness that borders on personal. The sophomore who knocked the cart over didn't even look back. Just walked away like the mess wasn't his problem. Like it wasn't anyone's problem. I watched him go and felt something twist behind my ribs, and then I started picking up books because I could not leave them on the floor like that. I can never leave things like that.

This is a character flaw. I know that.

I shove the cart against the wall and grab my bag. The library volunteer at the desk gives me a look that is half apology, half amusement. I don't have time for either. I push through the door and into the hallway and the noise hits me all at once, the crash of lockers and voices and sneakers on linoleum, and I put my head down and move.

I am very good at moving through crowds. I've been doing it since I was twelve. Keep walking, look busy, give people no opening and they'll give you no trouble. That's the rule. The Hartwell name opens most doors but it also makes people do things, weird things, like straighten up or step aside or smile in that particular way that means they want something. I prefer to move too fast for any of that.

AP Chemistry is on the third floor. I have four minutes.

I cut through the south corridor, which is longer but less crowded, and I'm almost at the stairwell when the hallway does something strange. It goes quiet. Not silent, just noticeably less loud, like someone turned the volume down a few clicks. I notice it the way you notice a smell long before you see its source.

Then I see him.

Ethan Cole is coming from the opposite direction. Basketball tucked under one arm, phone in his other hand, completely unhurried. The sea of people between us parts in two directions. Toward him and away from me. I've seen that happen from a distance before. Up close it looks different. The parting feels intentional, like the crowd already knows something I don't. Up close it's almost embarrassing, the way everyone adjusts around him without seeming to realize they're doing it.

We are directly in each other's path and neither of us moves.

I look at him. He looks at me. Three seconds, maybe less, and then I look away fast, like I'm checking the time or reading a sign on the wall, and I keep walking.

My face is warm.

That's because I've been rushing. It's the warmth of moving too fast in an overheated building, nothing more, and I put it in a mental box and press the lid down tight and take the stairs two at a time.

I walk into AP Chemistry four minutes and twenty seconds late. Ms. Calloway's expression says exactly what she thinks about that. I slide into my seat, third row, window side, and drop my bag on the floor and pull out my notebook like I've been here the whole time.

Three seats to my left, Ethan Cole is already in his seat. I didn't realize we'd both been heading to the same room. I don't know why that feels like information I should have had already.

He doesn't look over at me.

I open my notebook and write the date at the top of a clean page. Ms. Calloway starts talking about the semester project, which I already know about because I read the syllabus in the first week of school. I write the date. Underline it twice. Move the pen to the next line and write absolutely nothing.

I can see him in my peripheral vision. He's taking actual notes, not the decorative kind, real ones, filling half a page while Calloway is still on her second sentence. He writes like he means it. That is the most unexpectedly interesting thing I've seen today and I am not going to think about it.

I write the words Lab Partners in my notebook because Calloway just said them.

Then I hear my name.

"Cole and Hartwell."

The room goes that specific kind of quiet. The kind that means everyone is watching for a reaction. I keep my face completely still because I've been doing that since I was twelve, keeping my face still in rooms full of people waiting to see what I'll give them. I stare at the front of the room. I do not look three seats to my left.

Calloway keeps moving on.

The girl behind me breathes out slow. I heard her. I understand.

I write Cole and Hartwell in my notebook and look at the words for a moment. I put a small box around them. I don't know why I do that.

The rest of the class passes in a muffled way, like I'm hearing everything through water. When the bell rings I take my time packing up. I'm always first to the door. But my hands are moving slower than usual today and I'm not ready to be in the hallway yet.

When I finally look up, most of the room has emptied.

Ethan Cole is still at his desk.

He's watching me with an expression I can't read. Not unfriendly. Not friendly either. Just direct, the way some people are when they've decided something.

Before I can say anything or decide not to, my phone buzzes in my bag. I look down at it automatically.

The assistant's name. The one my father uses for messages that are too important for a regular text but too small for an actual phone call.

"Mr. Hartwell requests your presence at dinner. Tonight. Non-negotiable."

I stare at the screen.

The word non-negotiable is new. My father speaks in implied expectations, not demands. He arranges things and assumes compliance. Non-negotiable means something has already changed. It means whatever I thought I was keeping quiet is not as quiet as I believed.

I put the phone in my bag. I pick up my things. When I look up, Ethan Cole is still watching me, and for one second I wonder what my face just did without my permission.

I don't give him time to find out. I pick up my bag. I check that my face is doing what I need it to do. I walk toward the door and I do not look back.

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