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M stranger girl ap nhi jante honge pr ap mujhe ab janoge btao kese ....?
M btati hu m apko apne bare m btati hu m bhut middle-class family se aati hu ....
Mera back graund kuch khass nhi h m khu to mujhe kuch smj nhi aara ye zindagi kiya h kisne bnayi h bnayi h to fir log mar ku jate h mar jate hai to aate hi ku h es duniya m ase bhut se question dimag m chlte h bhut m bta ni skti m sochte sochte kitna deep chle jati hu pr fir sochti hu jo bhi h jesa bhi h zindagi h jeeni to pdegi .....pr mujhe nhi chahiye asi zindagi jisme m vo na kr pau jo mujhe psnd h jo m Krna chahti hu ya fir spne hi mt dikho ya fir spne adhure rkho m ky kru ? Kha jau aaj kl paiso se khushiya milti h sche insano se nhi ... Apko pta hi hoga ap meri kahani ya life m ky chlra h kyu hi pdoge m abhi us condition m hu kha mujhe paise bhi kmane h or pdna bhi h har chije krni h .. .?
💕meri maa ek hi bat bolty h beta har kam sikho ky pta konsa kam kb kam aa jaye mene yhi bat apne dimag m rkha h sab kuch sikhungi chahe thoda hi pr sikhungi mna nhi krungi .... Pr spne sbke pure kha hote h mujhe bhi apni maa k liye vo sab chahiye jo vo deserve krti h per Main Kya Karun mujhe kuchh samajh nahin aata Hai ek kamre mein khud ko kaid karke baithi hun Jahan aalas garibi kuchh khane ka Naman kuchh karne ka Naman ISI mein apni Aadhi live West kar di कभी-कभी lagta hai Insan ka marna hi theek hai agar usse kuchh Na Ho Pa raha hun per FIR lagta Hai ek Hi to jindagi hai ismein bhi Main agar Mar jaaun to main itni jaldi har to nahin man sakti isliye main kuchh karna chahti hun per mera dimag bhi FIR chalta nahin Hai kabhi chalta hai mujhe business karna hai kabhi karta hai mujhe yah karna hai kabhi lagta hai mujhe vah Karna Hai Main khud Hi confuse hun abhi Apne andar mein Main dusron ko kya hi bataun bahut jyada chijen complicated hogi hai mere liye mind depression mein Chala Gaya Hai Kahan Se paise aaenge hamen Kya Karun Jahan Se mujhe paise milenge vaise ladkiyon ke liye bahut sari chijen Hain paise kamana aasan hai but main vah aasan aur unke apni mehnat ka khana chahti hun aur khilana chahti hun kyunki beimani ke paise ya jhooth fareb ke paise mujhse nahin sahan hote hain vaise paise kamane ka bahut tarike hai per main chahti hun jo main kamaun mehnat ka hun use hi main use mein laun aur apni mummy ke Papa ke Bhai bahan ka kharcha uthau Main Ghar pr ki sabse chhoti beti hu Mera Bhai bada Hai Meri didi ki shaadi hogi Hai to mujhe shaadi Se bhi dar lagta hai ki agar main kuchh Na Karun to meri shaadi kara denge Jo mujhe nahin karni hai mujhe ek hi jindagi ek Hi din बार-बार nahin jina Hai Main chahti hun apni life mein freedom Jo mujhe ek job se Paisa Se Mil sakti hai per main paise kahan se laun kuchh samajh nahin aata Hai dimag pura ghoom Raha Hai Mera Main Kya Karun kahan jaaun kiske pass jaaun har jagah job ke liye apply kar diya kahin per vecancy nahin Hai mujhe nahin pata mujhe kya karna chahie aap mujhe Bata Dena agar koi Meri Life ki situation samajh raha hun mujhe job ke bare mein kuchh Bata Dena kya hai kaisa hai main bahut confuse apni life se mujhe nahin pata Main Kaun hun mera naam pata hai mera naam kya hai but mera naam hai kya yah jindagi kuchh samajh nahin a raha hai mujhe to jindagi ek kamre mein simati Hui Hai Jaise subah utho Khao piyo aur so jao bus ek hi din mein pure sal bata rahi hun tum mujhe aisi jindagi nahin chahie mujhe azadi chahie Jo mujhe paison Se Hi milegi mujhe nahin pata main aage kya karungi aur Maine yah bhi ek YouTube Se dekha tha yah aapke bare mein Suna tha FIR mujhe laga chalo TRAI karte hain kya pata ismein Se Hi thode bahut paise mil jaaye bahut sari chijen Maine online Dekhi Hai chat GPT mein TRAI kariye per nahin main thak Gai hun soch ke Kar ke Main Kya Karun kuchh samajh nahin a raha hai Bahar jaati hun to ghar wale 🫥bhejte nahin Hai dur jaati hun Ghar Se to bhi nahin bhejte hain main Karun to kya karun mera dimag bilkul nahin chal raha hai main mental disturb ho rahi hun andar baithkar Meri story boring hai but yah story na hoke mere jivan ki ek sacchai hai jo maine Aaj Tak Dekhi Hai Jo Main aage bilkul nahin chahti ki Meri jindagi aisi Hi chale kuchh khana ho to sochana padta hai ki itne paise🙂↔️ Hain Main kha sakti hun Paisa per tabhi Varna to man manana padta hai apna har chij ke liye mahangi chijon ke liye mahange kapdon ke liye bus Ham sapnon mein Hi dekh sakte hain soch sakte hain ki Ham yah kar 🌸payenge real life mein ham bahut piche Hain is duniya ke mukabale mein Main gaon ki hun but rahti Dehradun mein hun rent ke ghar per har chij paison ka Ghar Wale bhi ab bol rahe hain humse, nahin Ho payega itna paise paise khud kamao khud Khao yahi bolate Hain ab kya hi ummid karenge Kisi Se kabhi kabhi lagta hai kuchh kar dun FIR khyal aata hai nahin hay nahin Mani hai confuse hun I think I am loser aur Main Kya karungi mujhe bhi nahin pata main life ke bare mein bata rahi hun experience nahin Hai unki bahut bahut buri kismat hai aur buuri life chal rahi hai yah to maine aapko Apne bare mein bataya but aage Jo story hogi vah hogi mere future ki mere call ki mere thoughts ki so I next part mein milte Hain bye bye have a nice Day 🫶🤌