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Chapter 38 - Chapter 38: A Short Nap in the Rain

[POV: Otos Exemplar | Otos: Age 28 | Vanitas: Age 19 | Aretia & Justitia: Age 22]

The friction of oiled linen cloth dragging across cold steel was the only sound that dared cleave the silence of the abandoned keep.

I sat upon a stone bench in the center of the Great Hall, drawing the oil-steeped linen along the length of my silver blade in a slow, monotonous cadence, the soft ring of the polished edge echoing faintly between the towering marble colonnades. Through the high, arched embrasures, the northern sky was cloaked in the color of bruised lead, heavy with lowering clouds that foreboded an imminent tempest—a tempest that would weep no water this day.

I gazed at my reflection cast upon the burnished flat of the blade: taut features, hollow furrows carved deep by exhaustion around my sunken eyes, and lips sealed shut upon a bitterness that knew no bottom. With every stroke of cloth upon the cutting edge, recent memories welled within my chest like foul, stagnant waters refusing to dry.

I remembered the royal wedding, only two days past.

The hollow clamor of the court, the manufactured applause of the nobility, and the priest's liturgical benediction ringing through the vaulted nave: "You may kiss the bride."

I had watched Vanitas incline his slender frame, pressing a lifeless, gelid kiss upon Aurelia's lips—a mechanical, stone-dead motion devoid of a single pulse of human warmth. I stood there, cloaked in the rear rows with my shoulder pressed hard against a cold marble pillar, my face set like a chiseled mask of granite while my viscera twisted in mute agony:

How I yearned to see him wed as any ordinary man under this sky. How I longed to stand beside him, to clap my hand upon his broad shoulder, to laugh with an unburdened chest, and to drink to his joy as a true brother.

Yet Vanitas was never like other men; and I... before ever being his brother, I was Otos, the knight saddled with the defense of a crumbling house. You always barred your gates against me, Vanitas. You treated my anxious vigilance as enmity, leaving me no bridge across the chasm of your silence; thus, nothing remained for me but to shield you in the only way a warrior knows—even if that protection made you despise me to the marrow of your bones.

Then rose unbidden the memory of our quiet encounter on the morning following the wedding, beside the rim of the dry stone fountain in the western garden.

His silent footsteps across the crushed gravel, and his sudden halt beside me until his sleeve nearly brushed my arm. Together we had stared into the hollow, dust-choked basin of the marble fountain—the very place where, in the unclouded days of our boyhood, we had once intertwined our pinkies in a solemn covenant.

Vanitas had spoken then in a low, flat voice, utterly stripped of his customary venom:

"They rely on you to flee with them to safety."

I had paused for a single breath, then turned my gaze upon him:

"And you... rely on me."

He had turned his back to depart, melting into the dimness of the gallery, and before the shadows claimed him, I cast my parting words without looking back:

"Watch yourself."

He did not turn, nor did he break his stride, yet the scrape of his boots upon the flagstones slowed for the fraction of a heartbeat before he vanished into the dark.

And today... all things collapsed into ruin.

Vanitas had slaughtered Aurelia in cold blood. He butchered her and ripped her soul away with a dark, primordial energy alien to this world, then fled northward toward the Mountains of Silence, leaving behind a god of wounded majesty descending from the firmament to claim righteous retribution: blood for blood, and ruin for ruin.

The thread of my thoughts severed abruptly at the sound of frantic footsteps echoing across the marble floor.

"Brother... please, come with us!"

I raised my head. Justitia stood framed in the arched portal of the hall, clad in a dark traveling cloak, tears streaming down her pale cheeks while her slender fingers trembled frantically around the brass clasp of her valise. Her breath hitched in breathless terror, her voice cracking in pieces:

"I do not understand what is happening! I comprehend none of this madness! But I beg of you... come with us. Even Father... please, convince him not to remain here!"

I set the oiled cloth aside and leaned my silver blade against the wooden table.

Rising to my full height, I crossed the flagstones with measured, deliberate strides. The moment I reached her, I dropped to both knees upon the cold floor and drew her small frame into a crushing embrace; my arms locked around her frail back with all the desperate strength of my sinews, as though seeking to seal her scent, her touch, and her trembling breath into the very pores of my skin forever.

"Please... go, Justitia," I whispered into her ear, my voice tightly checked against any tremor. "Run with all the speed you possess into the secret passage. Do not keep Mother and Aretia waiting at the gate."

"I beg of you!" she sobbed, a muffled cry that tore at the heartstrings, her nails digging into the cold iron plates of my breastplate. "Brother... I love you!"

"And I love you too... far more than you could ever know," I whispered, gently loosening her grip, raising a calloused thumb to wipe the warm tears from her chilled cheeks.

Her lips quivered in helpless supplication, searching my eyes for a single anchor of safety:

"You will defeat him... won't you?"

I looked into her wide, emerald eyes, and across my lips I drew the confident, unyielding smile of a knight—that practiced, hollow lie I had spent a lifetime perfecting to offer them peace:

"Of course. For I am your brother."

I guided her gently toward the entrance of the rear corridor. Justitia retreated two steps, then turned and fled down the narrow hall; she paused at the stone threshold for one fleeting, backward glance, her tear-stained eyes glimmering in the gloom, before the heavy slab descended and the dark swallowed her whole.

I stood alone once more.

Returning to the table, I seized my silver sword with my right hand and slid it into the scabbard hanging at my leather baldric with a sharp, raspy hiss.

I began my march toward the palace gates.

The corridors stretched out before me, endlessly bleak and vast, far longer than they had ever seemed throughout my eight-and-twenty years. The solitary iron clatter of my heavy military boots rumbled through the deserted halls like the rhythm of war drums at an empty funeral.

Had Vanitas always felt the suffocating desolation of these stone corridors?

I passed the arched embrasure overlooking the inner courtyard; the very window behind whose glass he had stood in frozen silence for years. I halted for a moment, staring through the pane at the bare, withered cypress boughs:

Had he stood here watching me whenever I drilled with the blade alongside Aretia and Justitia? Did he ever perceive the love I harbored for him? Had he ever heard me say, even once with an unmasked heart: I love you, my brother?

Step... after step.

If only I had tried harder... If only I had not broken in fury on that cursed night.

I stopped dead in the center of the vaulted hall as the echo of my own voice rang in my conscience—my own harsh, unforgiving roar on that pitch-black night when I cast him out:

"Stop following me like dogs!"

I closed my eyes, exhaling a burning breath that billowed against the biting frost of the air:

Here I stand, Vanitas... in the end, I have become the dog that chases your shadow to its grave.

The massive outer portals of the fortress stood thrown wide, the shrieking boreal wind sweeping across the Great Courtyard like the breath of an endless winter.

Silver banners lay trampled in the freezing mud, heavy armor discarded upon the wet flagstones after the palace garrison had broken and fled in hysterical terror before the apocalyptic descent of the descending god.

Yet there, beneath the vault of the gigantic arched gateway, three veteran commanders of the household guard remained standing; old soldiers whose beards had frosted with gray in the service of this keep, their knuckles white as their hands trembled over the hilts of their bared blades between primal dread and sworn honor:

"My Lord... opening the gates is madness! If the god descends to exterminate our line, permit us to stand beside you, or let us carve a path for your retreat!"

Father stood before them like a sheer, unyielding promontory of stone, unmoved by so much as an inch.

Motus Exemplar.

His right hand rested with sovereign weight upon the pommel of his greatsword, driven vertically into the fissures of the flagstones, his gaze fixed unblinkingly upon the gray horizon. He looked upon them with a patriarchal authority that stripped the very will to fight from their arms, his deep voice rolling through the stone vaults and resounding over the silence of the valley:

"Enough... This house has fed you from its bounty for decades, and you were its steadfast shield in every war. But this reckoning is not yours to bear, and gods are not answered with mortal iron. You have wives and children awaiting you in the hamlets below... Cast off your armor and flee like rats if you must; these are my final orders to you as Lord of this house. Let this blood be paid by myself alone."

A suffocating silence descended. The commanders bowed their heads in bitter anguish, tears spilling unchecked down their battle-scarred faces; they sheathed their steel, cast their badges of rank into the mud, and turned their backs, swallowed by the creeping mist down the mountain road, leaving the threshold of the citadel desolate in the barren courtyard.

I stepped out from the deep shadows of the colonnade with steady, measured boots, taking my place at his side.

Father spoke in a low murmur, never turning his head toward me:

"You should have gone with them, Otos."

I fixed my eyes upon the swirling mist crawling across the courtyard, answering in a calm voice devoid of any tremor:

"I secured the escape of all our kin, Father... and I am not the son who leaves his sire to die alone at the gates."

Father turned his head slowly toward me. Across his weathered lips formed a rare smile—warm, genuine, and profoundly human, smoothing away in a single second the sternness of years and the deep-carved furrows of past wars:

"Otos..." His voice was rich, laden with the accumulated weight of a lifetime's bitter regrets. "I was mistaken in many things in this life. I wronged this house... I wronged your brother... and I wronged you."

He locked his weary eyes with mine, continuing with steady resolve:

"Yet... such are men, my boy. They err, and then they atone. And now... I atone for mine."

Tap.

A light, rhythmic, and decisive strike.

The sound of a polished metallic heel striking the jagged flagstones with terrifying lightness drifted through the swirling banks of fog that rolled over the stones.

"Can you delay him for ten seconds?" Father whispered, his tone sinking into a serene, uncanny stillness I had never known in him before.

I clamped my grip upon the hilt of my silver sword, clearing the scabbard with a seamless motion that hissed through the freezing air like a beam of pure light:

"I can play with him all day."

The fog parted across the mouth of the courtyard.

He strode forward with unhurried grace, his hands clasped behind his back like a grand seigneur strolling through his palace gardens; golden hair blazing with a stagnant, radiant fire, skin unblemished and flawless, and eyes of molten, liquid gold dripping with an eternal, unblinking frost.

Aurum. High Lord of Gold.

He halted precisely fifteen paces from the threshold of the gates, surveying us with a divine disdain that stripped our very flesh of mortal worth.

I tightened both hands upon the hilt of my silver blade, shouting until my voice shook the wide courtyard:

"Has a High Lord descended from on high merely to crush a fallen house?"

Aurum's lips curled in a chilling smile devoid of any warmth:

"Because betrayal is an inherent instinct flowing through the blood of this lineage, son of the North... Your ancestor served the gods for centuries, then turned his back upon them in the blink of an eye without so much as a flinch; and your little brother walked the selfsame path, butchering my daughter like a rat and fleeing into the mountains. A breed forged in treachery... and my descent today is to scour you from existence."

Detonation.

In the fraction of a heartbeat, I launched my frame forward with a savage, muscular eruption that blasted the marble beneath my boots, gouging a circular crater into the stones. I lunged with the entire mass of my armored bulk and the full fury of my soul, my silver blade cleaving the frost-laden air with a shearing force forged of my armor's weight and every lesson I had ever mastered in war.

Parry.

With a single finger.

Aurum merely raised his right index finger with absolute indolence; the razor-sharp edge of the silver steel struck the golden knuckle of his finger. The god's digit did not yield by a fraction of a millimeter; the heel of his boot did not disturb a single grain of dust upon the stone, as though my sword had struck the immovable vault of the cosmos itself. A violent, compressive shockwave rebounded through the steel blade and into my forearm, jarring my shoulder joint and dislodging my collarbone under the monstrous rigidity of the barrier.

A breathless silence fell; my forward momentum was arrested dead in mid-air as though I had slammed against an invisible celestial wall. Words died, screams vanished, and nothing remained in the expanse save the visceral language of crushed flesh colliding with eternal metal.

In the span of an eyeblink, before my sword could recoil, his bare hand drove through the plate of my breastplate and buried itself deep within the cavity of my stomach. I felt no burning agony from the wound, but an ungodly, creeping frost that froze my viscera in an instant; my chin dropped forward, and I spat a thick, steaming torrent of dark blood across his polished golden cheek, defiling his immaculate visage.

Aurum did not flinch, nor did his golden eyes blink. He ripped his hand free in a blur of motion, driving a second thrust through my right shoulder that severed muscle tendons, then drove his fingers into my left thigh with the cold, rhythmic precision of stone.

My left knee struck the flagstones. Fire coursed through my veins, yet my vision never left his face; raising my shattered arm, I brought the remaining blade down toward his throat.

With a lazy, backhanded flick of his wrist, the flat of his knuckles caught the silver edge.

The sword disintegrated.

The blade shattered like shards of fractured mirrors into the gray northern air, its slivers whistling beneath the somber clouds. The hilt was torn from my grip, yet my sinews refused to cease; I surged forward with the last breath burning in my lungs, throwing myself at him with bare, clenched fists.

A punch.

Then another.

I drove my clenched right fist into his golden jawline; my knuckles shattered with a muffled crunch, bone fragments tearing through the skin as blood welled between my fingers. I struck him a second time with my left hand, splintering the metacarpal bones completely, a spray of blood misting from my mouth and nostrils to mingle with the cold drizzle that had begun to drum upon the stone.

I fought not for victory. I harbored no delusion of survival. My mind was emptied of all things save the protection of what stood behind me: to fix his golden eyes upon myself alone, and never allow his gaze to wander toward the gateway for the space of a heartbeat.

Yet, even as he absorbed my futile blows and broke my bones, he looked not upon me as a true foe; his gaze flickered toward the threshold between strikes with a cold, mocking smirk upon his lips, as though watching the closing act of a play whose script he had already mastered, granting my father the precise time required to complete his purpose.

Aurum struck me with the back of his hand squarely across my chest.

My armored body hurtled through the air like a broken doll, smashing violently against the fractured marble ten paces away. My ribs snapped inward, my chest caving under the impact, and my limbs fell still within an expanding pool of blood, my chest heaving with a faint, gurgling rattle.

Aurum reached calmly into his inner breast pocket, withdrawing an ornate golden pocket watch. He pressed the release with a blood-smeared forefinger, the casing springing open with a faint metallic tick.

He inspected the hands with an expression stripped of all sentiment, his voice falling flat and dry against the patter of the rain:

"Ten seconds... Few indeed in this age contend against me without alchemy for ten full seconds. You are proficient in futile bravery, son of Exemplar."

He snapped the cover shut with a dry click:

"Now let us see what your father was preparing."

Aurum turned his frame deliberately toward the threshold of the gates.

And I, collapsed upon the frozen marble, forced my shattered chin upward with monstrous effort, turning my broken head to look where he looked.

The blood froze in my veins.

Father was not raising his blade. He held no martial stance, nor was he gathering energy for a strike.

Motus Exemplar stood within the center of the gate, motionless as a monolith carved from primordial rock, thick streams of black blood pouring like a cataract from the center of his chest... and a dark, pitch-black dagger, drinking the very light as though it were a shard torn from the void, engraved with grotesque geometric runes identical to those I had once seen upon the ring of Vanitas... driven into the core of his heart to the very hilt!

Throughout the ten seconds I had been torn flesh from bone before the god... Father had stood there in the shadows, slowly and deliberately driving the black steel into his own heart, bleeding his soul and his life in absolute, unbroken silence, feeding the stone fissures and pores of the marble with his cursed black blood to awaken the subterranean seal, never uttering a single groan of agony or betraying his purpose to Aurum.

My eyes met his dying, clouded gaze. It was a look unlike anything in this world: an eternal paternal apology, and a farewell beyond return.

Aurum turned his entire body with fatal slowness, taking in the black blood seeping into the palace foundations and the dagger impaling the lord's heart, refusing to retreat by a single step, a cold and examining smirk curling his lip.

Father's frame collapsed slowly toward his knees, and with the final beat of his mangled chest, his deep, blood-choked roar tore through the howling gale:

"[Vorlog-Fangsil]!"

Space detonated.

The howling wind died instantly, and the falling raindrops froze suspended in the air like beads of glass. From the fissures of the marble floor, and from the deep joints of the ancient stone masonry, erupted the colossal trunk and boughs of a nightmarish black tree; roots gorged on Motus's black blood, branching out like living, steel-like cuffs that clamped around the High Lord of Gold from every angle.

Aurum was hurled into the air beneath the sheer violence of the roots, then slammed downward to his knees upon the stone, the obsidian boughs coiling around his neck, chest, and arms, exuding an absolute nullifying energy that shackled his alchemical radiance.

Aurum rose with difficulty amidst the choking snare, his chin tilted toward the sky, the golden blood dripping from his split lower lip spilling across his pristine robes.

Aurum clapped.

He clapped his bound hands together slowly, deliberately, the dry echo resounding through the silence of the empty yard.

He looked down upon Motus dying in his own blood with an unblinking, glacial gaze:

"To think you could blindside me... and offer your heart as a sacrifice to the trickery of an insolent boy who imagines he plays with gods... How naive this house remains. Your son was never my partner, nor did he receive an order from me to kill my daughter; he is merely a cowardly villain who committed his atrocity and fled to the mountains like a rat, leaving you to clean his ashes..."

Aurum did not struggle against the iron branches, nor did a single muscle in his face twitch; instead, his lips parted in an enigmatic, haughty smile as he gazed into the void, murmuring in a hushed tone swallowed by the courtyard before the black roots engulfed him entirely:

"Play your little game, Vanitas... the throne shall wait."

The black branches coiled around him in a dense chrysalis of night, and the stone floor collapsed beneath his boots; the abyss swallowed him in dreadful silence, and the shattered fissures of the marble snapped shut behind him as though he had never been.

The seal was complete.

The courtyard surrendered once more to deathly quiet, broken only by the soft, continuous rustle of raindrops weeping upon the cold stones.

I turned my eyes toward the gateway. Father lay on his side upon the crushed gravel, a wide pool of black blood spreading outward around his motionless form.

And despite my crushed bones, despite the shattered ribs piercing my lungs, I began to crawl.

I dug the unbroken nails of my fingers into the crevices of the stone, dragging my broken body across the slick, wet marble inch by agonizing inch. A crawl... then another crawl. The rain washed away my flowing blood, and sensation fled from my flesh; a merciful, icy numbness seeped into my bones.

I reached him.

I hauled myself forward until my cold shoulder touched his, resting my heavy, battered temple beside his head, my fading breath mingling with the scent of his blood and the wet earth.

I looked upward, toward the vault of the cloud-choked sky, the soft rain falling steadily to wash our faces together.

"Father..." I whispered, the word barely escaping through warm, bursting bubbles of blood upon my lips: "You... truly... are magnificent."

I closed my eyes, and the crushing weight of my flesh turned light as a feather, the heavy burden of years lifting from my shoulders all at once.

Across the darkness of my extinguishing vision drifted the memory of Justitia and Aretia running through the sunlit summer garden, and the face of little Vanitas laughing with rare, unblemished warmth beneath the morning sun—a final, tender phantom that cradled my soul before the stillness claimed me:

How sorry I am, my siblings... for being a failed brother.

And that failed brother... shall take a short nap now.

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