Mr. Su Bai hadn't had a relapse for a long time. Perhaps it was because he had recovered memories of the past. When one sees the whole picture, one can often let things go. Naturally, he began to slowly reconcile with these matters;
Or perhaps, it was because there were too many helpless sentiments—like the little one still trapped in the orphanage and deep in slumber, like the "cheap" parents of his who had long disappeared and were likely to become the next generation of broadcast consciousness, like the broadcaster's plan to eliminate the audience, like the final deadline to Prove the Way, and so on;
On one hand, it was about letting go. On the other, it was about helplessness. You can no longer recklessly gamble your life for anything, not even to cause a fleeting moment of pain or irritation to others.
Ordinary lives are just like this—from the arrogance of youth to the softening edges of middle age—it's an inherently dynamic process.
