I started working out, it's quite fun. Now I'm focusing on myself, being healthier and more fit. I want to prove to the world that I am strong and don't need a guy to help me out every time I'm in trouble. I even have a schedule for what time I should work on my body, my mind and my passions.
My whole vacation was filled with fun, excitement and honestly I need a break from family time. We are a hectic bunch who shouldn't be together for more that tow weeks. It's very fatal. But luckily school starts next week Tuesday so I've got a week to be crazy young and fun. After that there will be 12 weeks of school until sumer vacation. I can't wait. My last week with my family and friends before stress hits.
MONDAY
Today we went to an amusement park and Ethan threw up all his lunch it was so funny. After that we chilled at the mall for a few hours and. watched a movie. It was cheesy but cute. The protagonist was all over the place and the male leading character was very funny. I actually enjoyed a Monday.
TUESDAY
Today we stayed at home because Ethan was afraid that I would make him do something crazy and make him sick again. He wasn't wrong though. But now we are at my dad's house all alone (my brother is at school, my mom is with my sisters and chooses not to be anywhere near my dad so I won't see her until Thursday, and my dad is at work like always) Ethan and I are watching Anything Anything it's so cute but odd. We have popcorn and everything. It's awesome.
WEDNESDAY
My dad decided to let Ethan and me choose a place to go because he has to travel for business so Ethan and I decided to go to his mom's house. His mom calls me her angel and says that two lovers fates always meet at young ages but develop in high school(that's how aunt Tilly and uncle Zach met and she believes that Ethan and I will turn out like them, they are so cute together but they act weird when I'm around Ethan) this kid isn't ready for teenage romance. It's so overrated and way too predictable.
THURSDAY
My mom said I can stay at Ethan's until Sunday since he is transferring to my school this term I can stay with him until school starts. We are shopping for all the things Ethan needs for school but he doesn't seem as intended as his dad is. (Laughing) we end up convincing his parents to let us go have fun, after all it is the end of our vacation.
FRIDAY
We went to the amusement park again and this time Ethan didn't throw up. We actually had fun this time. His ex girlfriend was there which was kinda awkward and Ethan didn't talk much after seeing her but I got to see his priceless smile after each ride and every time I almost threw up. We went to catch a movie afterwards and this time it was an action movie with less romance. While there Ethan saw some of his friends and went over to them and me being my antisocial introverted self I just stood there in complete silence. I was totally awkward but luckily for me his friends didn't mind it much. They mainly talked about things I don't understand, the school Ethan would be attending with me and asked him questions about me and our so called relationship. Which I believe doesn't really exist unless they mean how our mothers were friends and had us and thought that it would be cute if we where together
Epic fail. Little did our mothers know that they would hate each others guts and never talk unless it's about their children(Ethan my sisters and i) we all seemed like a big happy family until my parents got married and had my sisters. Life was easier back then. Now I rarely get to see my dad and try my best to avoid my mom. I just wish they could settle their differences and suck it up. Life isn't all that easy and they made it worse for us all of us. Finally Ethan and his friends are finished and I'm out of my haze about my family. We go get milkshakes and enjoy the rest if the evening.
After all it is the last weekend before school starts. But along the way things got bad. It couldn't be, could it? H...h...how? W...why..? WHAT THE....?!
Is my past coming back to haunt me because That's how it feels. Am I doomed forever? Will life take a big turn? Well I'm afraid to find out...