I started to feel more and more depressed ever since the 8th grades.
I then met a girl, she was kind and fun to talk to. We became friends and hung out together a lot.
I then made myself a promise, to never feel down ever again. I want to make everyone smile and happy so that they won't feel down as I did.
I started making people smile, making them happy, if I did, I felt accomplished.
When I didn't make a person happy, I felt down as if I didn't do it right or that I didn't try hard enough but sometimes you can't make everyone happy in just one day so I then started channeling my attention to some specific people. Tried making them smile and happy.
Then I finished 8th grade and then 9th grade and then when I entered 10th grade I had to move to a different country, I wasn't really happy about that, it meant for me that I had to leave my friends behind.
There was also a new challenge.
When I entered in my class I didn't try to be in the spot light, I just came in and sat down quietly.
I obviously didn't forget my own promise I made to myself.
I needed time.
3rd day and I finally took on the challenge.