"His gone." I sobbed out in Rosalie's chest. My own heart was pounding in my chest, I couldn't even breathe. My body was tense, my throat was burning. My body was shaking.
It was like a part of me had went with him.
"I know Elijah, he is one of the most strongest and, skilful man I ever known." She says, playing with my hair, her fingers moving through so thoroughly.
I felt a tear ran down her cheekbone, the tear hit my cheek and slip down to my neck. We both layed in her bed, Rosalie seating up, a pillow behind her, supporting her back, and I was laying on her lap. I was desperately trying, so hard not to break again. But there wasn't anymore tears to shed.
The water in my body to make the tears, didn't willow up in my eyes anymore. I shed so much of them.
It pains me to say, that Elijah...I'm falling deeply for him. I wanted to so badly to see Rosalie about my feelings towards Elijah cooper. The man that stolen my heart from the beginning, but I was already in a relationship back then.
Hence, is the reason why I had broken up with Adam, and of course the cheating part wasn't planned though. Not that I'm saying that I was planning on breaking up with Adam. But sometimes what you gonna do, is the best of both worlds. And, my world never falls around Adam anymore.
It falls with Elijah cooper, Alpha of the red stone pack.
Who would have thought that, something like this want happen to a seventeen year old girl. You wouldn't have known really.
I must of fallen asleep on Rosalie. It was already night when I woke up, blanket over me with the curtains closed. I smiled slightly to myself, as I blind the sleep from my eyes and yawned. It seemed like seven minutes past 6 at night.
I suppose I should it up.
But no one would be a wake at this time, or hour. So instead of hiding down the stairs I walked towards the door to her balcony. Which I hope it was a balcony.
Opening the doors to it, the breeze was chilly for a spring break. It wasn't to cold which I liked, it was just a bit of that biting chill. I shivered grabbing the banker from the bed, and wrapping it around my body tightly to make me warm.
I inhaled the air, and my nose started to get cold. It started to run, which I hope I was gonna get a cold. Colds are not my specialty. My mind busted with thoughts of Elijah again. I couldn't believe he would live.
After everything.
After what I had confess to him and did that. I pleased for him to stay, to not leave me here. But it was to late, he was gone.., and my worse fear was,
..Is he ever going to come back home to me.
A tear rolled down my cheek again and i wiped it away with the banker over my hands. I sniffed, my nose getting even colder by the second.
"You should probably go in side, Ana."
I froze.
My heart pounded in my chest at that familiar voice. I thought I was going insane, I thought I was hearing it in my own head. Not until I turned, and our eyes locked and a gasp made me step back in shock at what I am seeing right now.
"No, no, no." I mattered out shaking my head, tears already streaming down my cheeks for the one-hundredth time today. "You can't be here, right now. You just can't be."
My mind must be playing tricks on me right now. He was gone only for two days, and now his back. I can't believe this.
It took me all of my courage to walk up to him and I brought hand up. I was gonna slap him, and shove him away. To yell at him for coming back here, to start having so many questions to ask about why?. Why is he here, right now, and in front of me.
"Hello Anastasia." He smiled, it seemed to be a smug of a smirk somewhere hidden, but I wasn't sure.
I couldn't keep my eyes away from him. I stared at him with the most heartbreaking look, that I could master. I have never looked at anyone, and felt this much hurt in my whole life. It broke me, it really broke me. More than Adam cheating, but this is worse.
Elijah shouldn't be here, standing right in front of me. At all