His eyes looked different since the last time, he left two days ago. My eyes were staring at him with so much mixed emotions. I couldn't breathe. My head was pounding and spinning with so much stress, emotions, and anxiety.
My anxiety was bad today, felt like I was dying.
The insides of my body were hurting and shaking, it was like I haven't eaten in days. But really I haven't eaten much. Rosalie mostly forcing me to eat to up my strength.
"You didn't be here, Elijah. Please go away." I stumbled over my words, I desperately wanted him to leave. And never come back. He broken me when he left, now he can live with that.
Elijah sighed,"I know you don't want me to go, I just thought I'll come and see you one last time before I can't,"
his eyes closed and then opened. By the looks of it, he seems stressed out. And that's not a lot thing for him to be this stressed over something's.
My nose scratches up, I sniffed and nodded at him, "well, now that you have seen me. You can go now."
I didn't want to sound harsh on him, but, sometimes when you love someone you got to be a little harsh, so they can leave you alone. I know I'll miss him, deeply but until he decides who or what he wants. Then there is nothing I can do to make him stay.
Tears started to fall into the corners of my eyes and I looked straight down at the floor. Just staring. And there was silence between us. It was really heavy. It was intoxicating.
Than his index finger, slipping under my chin and lifting my head up as our eyes interlocked with each others.
"I love you so much, Ana. It is killing me to see you this upset, while I am not around," he stared so desperately into my eyes, he smirked a little. I smiled lightly, the corners of my lips twisting into a smile.
"I love you too, more than you know." I said those words with so much force, a tear ran down my cheek. "Please, please, come back to me." And for the first time, ever. I finally broke into pieces, having Elijah lips smiling but only a grim smile.
I instantly, wrapped my hands around his neck shaking like a leaf. He puffed out a bunch of air out of his mouth, it blown my hair a bit. His hands found my waist, gripping it tightly and I gasps at the tightness.
I frowned and pulled back. My hands slipping down his chest, our foreheads pressed up against each others, lovingly. It made me smile, and my eyes closed remembering their touch and thought of his hands on me one last time before he leaves again.
Not knowing if I will ever seen him again after this. But fate, is always at our door. Ready to reunite us back with each other again.
"I should go," he murmured, kissing my head. And I nodded in response.
Elijah turned around not looking back, I looked down and bitten my lip as I pulled my hands up to my mouth to stop a sob escaping from my throat. But I quickly pulled my hand away and shouted, "wait!".
He turned, slowly, waiting for my next action. I ran up to him grasping his shirt into my fists, and smashed my lips into his. His lips was unbelievable, they were soft, smooth and I loved every bit of this process we have. He made me who I am.
"What was that for?." He asks me looking down at my lips again, his eyes glances between my eyes. Trying to search for something in them. I just shrugged and let him go before stepping back.
We both smiled, I nodded at him and then he was gone. No trace of him that was ever here. My hands went into my hair and I sighed, and huffed out a laugh, shaking my head.
"His got me wrapped about his little finger," I was screwed. Literally.
The forest was dark, when it was time. I didn't know how long I stood out here for, it was getting more chilly.
My eyes drifted towards a glowing pair, it was hard to make out but I knew in my stomach that, that was Elijah's wolf like blue eyes staring right back at mine.
A smirk formed on my lips and I felt my heart bit pounding once again. He was out there, watching, and waiting. Waiting to come back home to me.