Hey there, kid.
Hey to all of you as well, Folks.
Hmm.
September was...
Hmm.
A lot.
But alas, I am alive and well, you know?
I can walk, talk, and breathe properly.
My body is as healthy as a 36-year-old's body can be, if not more!
I can say that I feel no older than 25, and that is a blessing.
I hope that all of you feel much younger than you actually are.
Life is far too short not to feel as young as possible.
I have been really...
I don't know, happy?
As of late.
Mayhap that isn't the word I am looking for, Kid, but I've been feeling much better than I have in quite some time.
Like some sort of spell has been lifted...
I've been burning my Red Sage and Palo Santo lately, mayhap they have been doing what they are meant to do, lbvs.
I need that.
This.
I need to feel lighter and better about myself and my life,
I need to buy myself small gifts.
Take myself places.
Create experiences that I can cherish.
I am only getting older, you know?
Aren't we all?
Unless you aren't...
You...You all are getting older, right?
RIGHT!?
ANSWER ME!??!?-
(Accidentally flips the switch to the take-me-back'o-tron! and slips into the past.)
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February 18th, 2020.
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Strange how close to the end we are coming, huh?
Took me long enough.
*Smiley face drawn here.
Been living.
Busy, I guess.
Going day to day as us humans do.
How have you been in your head?
In your heart?
How is life treating you?
Oftentimes, life will only be what you make of it.
The other 60% is randomized.
LBVS.
I love you, and you don't even have your shell yet.
Little Light.
Hikari Lilian Ivy?
Sorry if you're a dude, lol.
In that case (If your mom is who I think she is), then she named you.
Sounds good for a girl, huh?
-Dad.
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(Splorps back into 2025, wondering why I bother coming back at times, but then realizing that I would really, really, really, really, really fack up both this timeline and that one if I were to be so bold.)
Hmm.
This one was kind of wholesome, lol
I am sure that the end that Young Me was referencing was the end of this Baby Journal, lol.
Sheesh.
It's been a road, yeah?
I don't think I will ever have a kid, you know?
If you do somehow exist, and you are somehow reading this, I apologize!
LMAO.
Hear me out.
I am quite single.
Here in 2025.
I don't know when you, dear reader, are reading this, but as of 10/02/2025, I am still without a significant other to have a child with, lol.
And you know something?
That's fine by me.
I have...
And will always have perpetual baby fever...
I will always want a child.
Do I think it will happen in this lifetime?
No.
I can't say that I do.
Bah, lol.
-Are you out there? Are you reading this? I think you would have said something by now, lbvs...
-The Ghost In The Shell reference. Anyone? lol. Aren't we all just little ghosts in our fancy shells?
-"Little Light" Is a Destiny reference to the character known as "Ghost".
-The name Hikari Liliana Ivy is still dope, and I still would use it if I were ever given the chance.
Mayhap Sophia Elisabeth Ivy.
I don't know.
I like a lot of names.
If you happen to be a boy?
I can't help you, lmao.
I hope your mother thinks of something!
I will leave you all at that.
It's been a long week, and I am drained!
I hope that this finds you just as well as the last, if not better!
I hope that I get to meet you someday, Kid.
If not?
I hope you at least get to read this.
Safe travels, Folks.
You as well, Kid.
I will see you all back here should it be the will of the Universe!
Stay safe.
Stay healthy.
Stay vigilant.
-Redd.