2019 May, June, July- Daniel and I broke up again. For good this time. He actually initiated it..and you know it's serious when the guy does it first. Would've made us 2 years together but it didn't last...or did it? We actually broke up on the day of our anniversary soooo...I don't know.
August, September, October -my birthmonth🎂...i had my birthday on the 20th of october. And, Daniels birthday was on the 19th of October 😌..Amazing huh...well not anymore. November, December 9th...I got a rebound guy. Not just any guy...an ex. Yup... Jewel. I needed a rebound guy and he was the only one I wa comfortable with . I realized if I didn't move on, I would be hooked on Daniel forever ♾️!! So I needed someone to help me forget him. Now I didn't tell Jewel about my plan cause he happens to be my ex and he still had feelings for me. So I just made him think I wanted to be in a relationship with him too. I thought it wouldn't last , so I didn't have to tell him anything. What? I know it's bad but I was protecting myself too!! We dated for 3 months and all he could ask me for constantly was sex! I wasn't ready so I left. But now, I'm not new to sex anymore😎. So!! 5 months into the 'relationship' with Jewel, I must admit, it was fun, chaos and sexy🫦.
Fast forward to 2020..
We grew fond of each other. Everyday came with its own games. And yeah, we fought...a lottttt...but we made up..even times I would suggest ending things with him and he would object immediately making it difficult for me to leave before I catch feelings.
January✨, February ❤️ - we had our first Valentine's day😌 we went to a local club with his friends/cousins, had a good time...i got high asf..again. I even made snarky comments at millitary persons but they understood I was high and let it slide. I remember praying earnestly to God to enable me wake up the next day cause I was in hell!! March, April- is one of his cousin's birthday..I forget the date but it's this month and it was fun, May, June, July, August, September, October 😌...his birthday 🎈 is on the 10th of October, yep..mine is the 20th, November, December 9th made us a year...àgain. I wasn't really expecting us to get to a year , I was excited about it still😄.
I still wasn't taking the relationship serious and truth be told...I was still seeing Daniel🫨. Yup...told you I couldn't get over him! But not all the time though, he stays in another state so it was easy and we didn't get to meet all the time. I wasn't cheating..I..I...okay..maybe I was...but in my head, I wasn't really dating Jewel. He was only a rebound guy, just a temporary guy before I'm ready to actually move on from Daniel. I'm not the cheating type but I didn't feel like I was in a relationship either. Being with Jewel was okay...I've tried ending the relationship countless times but it didn't seem to work. He doesn't even let me leave his house angry and it's worse cause we attended the same university. He just got in and I was in my final year. I could crash in his place instead of going home and I was really okay with that cause my home was hell 🔥. I'll explain later.
So basically, life went on...
It's been 2 years with Jewel already...I couldn't believe it🤯...Time fucking flies when you're having fun.
So it's the year 2022, January ✨, a close friend of mines birthday was January 10th. She was more of a family friend and a childhood friend too. People called us twins back then but I honestly did not see the resemblance..like at all. Maybe the skin colour but that's it. Nothing else. But! She is pretty😍 and I'm honored to look like her. Sooooo...her birthday was celebrated at a hotel 🏨 "GERALDS GRAND HOTEL" . It wasn't that big of a deal I thought and wore the most simple sexy outfit. It was actually a long black gown I cut short to suit the event. It has this spaghetti hand and I was really into working out at least four times a day, so the outfit was banging!! Not my words though, my honest friend 'Millicent' told me when she saw pictures. I was on low cut and wanted to go like that but my cousin 'Faith' told me not to. I wasn't really a wig person so I asked the birthday girl 'Blessing' for a wig which she gladly gave. A white braided long wig, it was pretty but it got even prettier as I tied a bandana on it. It gave me another type of look...(wish I could upload the picturesss!!😁😁). It looked simple for me, I didn't have any makeup on, others did. I just had my lashes done with lipgloss. And we left...coming out was a huge risk cause I was so shy..I mean..I put on short dresses a little, but with a white braided wig?? Nahhh...was new for me. My dad even saw it..he didn't say anything, just stared. But it was like a good stare🫣 though.
We got to the hotel 🏨, met the birthday girl who showed us the club where the birthday would take place officially. I've never really liked clubs though..they're so loud and everyone looks good in the red-blue-green-white-purple lights they would have circling the place so fast it gives me eye issues😅. And I don't smoke.....yet. So, it was just alcohol for me. The club was dope though...I was going through something with Jewel so I needed to drink🍷 which I did. But I didn't mix anything...yet.
Guests started arriving, I knew almost all of em...there was one I even hooked up with once but I wasn't interested anymore cause ..well...damn..he has the MO 🤢 and i just couldn't. He happened to be 'Blessings' boyfriend's Friend. And I tried dating him cause Jewel and I had issues and we broke up💔for about 2 months. I did what I did with him in December once! And that was it. I just couldn't with the MO🤢. I mean I thought about changing him but I just didn't have the zeal to. I did with Jewel, I don't wanna have to do it to another person I don't fancy that much at all. Yep, I changed Jewel, he had MO🤢 and I suggested he changed his toothpaste from 'Closeup' to 'Oral B', I even got it for him cause I know he wouldn't, so I had to get it to enable me kiss 💋 him better. And it was so much better cause he smelled fresh all the time and he did it twice a day too!😁. So!!! Back to the parayyyy 🎉 🥳 🎉, like I said, I knew almost everyone there, then 'he' came. I mean one particular guy I didn't know that well, but he came with someone I knew quite well from childhood too, who happens to be my cousin 'Faith' ex boyfriend. I was actually surprised he came cause he hadn't been in the country for years, so seeing him was both shocking and exciting cause I know she would freak the fuck out cause she still had feelings for him. So!!!! His Friend😍...yep..he caught my attention the second he walked in behind Faith's ex(Oby). I was feeling a little tipsy but I could see things properly.
He was really light skinned, had his hair tinted white, wore a white polo👕,blue jeans👖, what he wore on his leg, i couldn't see but it was black. He looked so good😍😍, I swear my eyes widened when I saw him and I think I smiled a little....just a lil bit😏. He sat opposite to me giving me the chance to see him up close and the view was...fuckkkk👀!! Okayyyy, so the party started and the MC noticed the girls were seated together on one side and the guys on the other, so he requested a mix up which happened almost immediately cause there were pretty girls there and the boys couldn't wait to mingle. So Faith's ex friend(Precious) sat close to me, like he sat in the middle of my cousin (Quinn) and I. I was shocked though cause I thought he wouldn't move, he had been frowning the whole time. So he sat down and I was eating meat 🍖 (Suya) and offered him one which he declined...I didn't actually want him to eat, i just needed an excuse to talk to him. At least he did something with me which made me guess his bad mood wasn't that deep. I was already high asf cause I took the alcohol I had a deep connection to(Magic 🪄 Moment) and it was indeed magic.
Then came the cake 🎂....yes!! I was feeling hungry already. But they didn't open it yet, it had to be unveiled with cash 💰 💰 you know😉. So another of my cousin 'Charity' (I have a lot of cousins btw). So she asked me to follow her to get groundnuts 🥜 which I happily did as I needed it for the alcohol I took. We went out, it was crazy cause we couldn't stop laughing 😂 🤣 at literally nothing!! I have never seen her high before and she was fun 😊. When we got back after eating the groundnut 🥜 on the way, I didn't see 'Precious' seated...I didn't see him at all. It made me sad though but I saw that the cake 🎂 was unveiled and dug in immediately. And..I cannot stress this enough...but I love cake 🍰.. especially the icing part? Damn🤤. And it doesn't do anything to me...people tell me "it's not good".."too much sugar"...blah blah blah🤪...I still eat it. I will admit I get sugar high though which is normal and doesn't stop till I sleep 💤 it off. So!!!! I danced on a friend of mine (Telscy), it was more of a lapdance though...I was high on alcohol and sugar...(bad combo btw🤮). I danced with anybody and didn't care...what I didn't notice was...'Precious' was staring at me the entire time. I thought he left!! Or was at the bar or something, but nooo...he was sitting at a dark corner watching me. Then I don't know how but 'Faith' walked to me telling me 'Oby' wanted to see her outside..I was like .."oookay?why do i need to come with you?" But I still went with her and just stood, touching a plant ☘️ beside me while they talked, we exchanged pleasantries though, he was nice. Then somehow they went to his car to talk, I don't know how she didn't let me know she was leaving, but I was lost in that plant ☘️ I was touching. I realized I was standing alone and decided to go back in, turning to head inside the club, I was stopped by an average height light skinned guy on a white polo shirt👕.
😳😳😳😳😳
I couldn't believe it. He didn't say much cause he noticed I was high, well he had to know...he watched me dance 🪩 my ass off!! He told me his name and gave me his phone 📱 to dial my number. Now...up till today? I do not know how I typed in that number correctly🤔. I was smiling like a Cheshire cat 😺, told him my name, he said he'd call 🤙 me and I went back in. I...I just sat down. Quietly 🤐, smiling😊. I could not believe it!! I was not expecting that at all. I mean, there are lots of pretty girls around..with huge boobs and ass!!! And he talked to Me???!?!!?!!😲😁 Okaiiíi. It was time to go home 🏠, so 'Faith's' ex took us home in his car 🚗 . We sat at the back...me, faith and Lois(Faith's school friend). Then I saw a white hair seated in front, it was 'Precious'. And Oby was driving... Driving made my situation worse, I almost threw up in that car. I held it till we got home and I threw up...a lottttt before going to my house. I just slept... didn't bathe at all. Just...slept. My parents were calling me and I didn't answer...I know my Dad knows I was drunk..but my mom didn't. She thought I was having period cramps 😁. But it wasn't really a big deal cause they thought it was my first time, at least I walked home perfectly without falling.
I couldn't remember a lot the next day, I knew I had fun though. Then, I went through my WhatsApp message when I happened to be sweeping 🧹, I saw his message. "Hey whatsup, it's Precious"...and I was like who the fuck is...he sent another message "You gave me your number at the club" then it hit me!!! Ohhh shittt...I wasn't dreaming. He actually took my number. I didn't answer immediately, I continues sweeping 🧹 then he called...shocked. I picked up though...I told him I was doing house chores and would talk to him later which he accepted. But I didn't talk to him later...I didn't talk to him at all.
February ❤️ started and I was still avoiding to meet up with him. Not cause of anything but Jewel and I got back together so I was distracted. But not too distracted...I kept talking to 'Precious' but I didn't want to meet up. It wasn't till I found something in Jewel's house. Something I shouldn't have to see. A female top, but he said it belonged to his next door neighbor I had mixed feelings about it. Then came Valentine's Day 😐...I've never been a big fan of Valentine's day single or not but I was in a relationship so I had to try to enjoy it. But before that day, I saw more female clothes in his suitcase...wrapped in a white bag 🛍️. I questioned him and he said it belonged to his 'Bestie'. Yes, he had a female bestfriend..and I was cool with it cause she had a boyfriend and never looks at him in a sexual way. I've been with her and I could tell..I mean...I don't know a lot of guys that can keep a female bestfriend and not want to fuck the shit outta her but he was one. They were literally related so it was cool by me. I had second thoughts 💬 about the clothes but chosed to believe him. Our Valentine's Day was just normal, I want feeling it cause I was disturbed in my spirit. Also, 'Precious' invited me over and I declined. The clothes I found that day bothered me so much and we had a fight...I got drunk..and decided to forget about it. We had sex and that was it.
February 16th, I agreed to meet up with Precious. Yep😁. Just a harmless date. I told Faith and she urged me to go cause she had already gone to see her ex once in a hotel 🏨 they lodged...I didn't ask much questions about it. I went to the hotel...I sat at the reception waiting...I thought he was in one of the rooms but he wasn't. I saw him walking to the bar side and came out. He was surprised I went in the reception to wait...I didn't know I was supposed to be waiting at the bar!!! Anyhow...he looked sooooooooo....soooooo good...good enough to eat🤤😏. We hugged and he smelt great! His skin smelt fucking great.. he had a cap 🧢 on, white Polo 👕 (think white is his favourite color) and gray sweatpants...I couldn't stop smiling. Me?? I looked amazing. Matter of fact, I accepted to see him cause I had my hair done, my lashes and nails 💅...so yeah.. I looked Hot🥵 🥵. We talked a lot, he told me about his family, he had a twin sister that died😔..she must be so pretty like he is. He told me about his young sibling who happens to be the last child of his parents. His older brother whom he adored and many other things.
We talked a lot, the vibe was there, so was the spark 🤩. I told him I had to go soon and he didn't want me to, he said he has been trying to see me for a while and now he finally did, I'm not leaving early . I was supposed to go back to school 🏫/Jewel's house 🏠 that day. I had an important work to do in school, so I had to go but!!!! Before that, we took a room in the hotel 🏨...it wasn't planned and I knew nothing would happen so I followed him to the room. We talked some more, about my dancing steps😂 I got so shy and told him I thought he left already, he also thought the wig I had on was real hair😅...he didn't touch me even when my bra was falling off my body and I tried pulling it back up, he only noticed but didn't say anything. I took it off cause I was tired...plus I drank alcohol but I wasn't that high. Note 📖..Hedid not touch me. He asked about relationship and stuff...said he's single, I said I was single too🤪...yes! I kinda am cause Jewel was cheating and I don't condone cheating 🙅. After a while, He asked me to be his girlfriend ...I accepted. That's when he kissed me.
Close your eyes kids🙃
The kiss was soft and tender...it wasn't rushed and it lasted for minutes before i undid the singlet top I had on. I got naked first..not him. Plus! I wasn't wearing any underwear 🩲, I wasn't expecting this so I didn't bother wearing one. I was already wet the second I saw him🙈. Yes...I am ashamed. But I won't lie about how my body👅 reacted to seeing him. I took my black skirt off and he just chuckled seeing as I wasn't wearing underwear 🩲, I just told him I didn't like it that much except I'm on my period. I didn't know when he entered me cause well...his dick 🍆 wasn't that big but he has big energy. I'll give him that. I was thinking he'd take it slow..or it'd be boring 🥱 cause he was a little fat, but nahhh...his energy was mad 💢 . We went twice and at one point it was slow like lovemaking, it was marvelous, I didn't feel like I was cheating though. I was ready to leave Jewel for the bitch he was two timing me with 🤬.
Precious didn't want me to leave but I had to cause Jewel was calling non stop and I had to leave before he come to my place, yes, he is that crazy when I don't take his calls and he knows I'm mad at him. He hates not knowing what I'm doing. Kills him😈. So I left to his house and made a flimsy excuse about taking care of my brother. He didn't buy it though but who cares??🙄.
Precious and I went out for about 8 months before calling it quits cause he was too dang busy. He barely communicates unless I get mad at him for not communicating. Apart from that, I was going to Jewel's place once and he saw me, thinking I was going to see a female friend cause that's what I told him. I didn't know what to do cause Jewel wouldn't let me leave his place alone, I got to the house 🏠, he wasn't around but he wasn't far either, I dropped my bags and was about to leave to meet Precious, then Jewel walked in...I think he saw me walking with Precious and insisted he follow me to get what I told him I wanted to get in a supermarket. We had a little fight and I told him I wanted to meet up with a friend but it's a Male...so I know he wouldn't like it that's why I'm not telling him. He didn't believe me and watched me walk to where Precious was standing, waiting for me, then he came towards us...and I swear I thought he was about to slap me or cause a commotion. But he just looked at Precious and told me to go home which I did cause his eyes were red and I know his really really angry 😡 face very well. I just went home...angry 😡 too. We were supposed to go to his cousin's birthday party 🎉 but I refused to go...we argued a lot before I reluctantly accepted to go. But I didn't smile and his friends noticed and knew we were having issues.
After the party, we went home, I couldn't talk to him..we had a really really long talk about the situation. Had blah sex and slept. I stopped talking to Precious after apologizing to him. He's an amazing 🤩 guy..he didn't even get too mad. We weren't together anyways.
Still in the month of April 2022, I found out things that made me rethink my relationship with Jewel. Things that broke me to pieces. I was ready to take him serious and we had been together for about 2 years and 4 months. I knew cheating in a relationship was a given, but not like this. And not with him that acts like he would never cheat on me.
And this is the part where I give up on Love 💔.