"Is it a date?"
Kwon Taek Joo sighed and sat down on the sofa. He threw away the phone that he kept
picking up as a habit. He deliberately took a deep breath and then exhaled, but the
discomfort in his chest still did not go away. His mind confused, he lay down on his
back, his eyes vaguely closing and opening continuously. The high ceiling seems to be
rotating slowly.
After talking on the phone with classmate Kang Chan Woo, Kwon Taek Joo drank two
more bottles alone. He enjoyed such a normal time.
It was too late at night so he didn't go home but went straight to Zhenya's house. His
steps naturally went in that direction. He hadn't done anything all day but he was tired.
It's all because of damn Zhenya. He said he was only going back to Russia for a few
days but didn't tell me why and didn't think about returning after 15 days. If it's late, at
least contact me. Making him so worried. Even with pets or stray dogs and cats on the
street, Zhenya doesn't seem that irresponsible.
If this were a love relationship, this situation would be infuriating. But neither Zhenya nor
Kwon Taek Joo have ever openly admitted to dating. Even though most of our free time
is spent together and there is no one else but each other, just looking into each other's
eyes makes us rush into each other, isn't that of course a date? More than anything
else, Zhenya unashamedly blurted out that he was Zainka and that he was the lover. It
shows that Zhenya is also clearly aware of this relationship in that way. Is this
something he would do with someone who is not his lover?
(Exactly! They never openly admitted to dating yet they say 'lover'. Zainka is Taek Joo's
pet name for a rabbit.)
There was a time when Kwon Taek Joo also thought that because Zhenya interfered too
much in his work, please get busy or disappear for a bit. In a way, the words have
become seeds. But now he's grumbling like this. Dissatisfied with this, dissatisfied with
that. Being human is funny.
"I told you to give me your body. The bastard only knows how to talk every day.
Damned."
Kwon Taek Joo muttered angrily and scratched his head. He had to get up and shower
but he didn't want to move because the sofa was too comfortable.
After a year of traveling, he was very familiar with this house. Kwon Taek Joo feels as
comfortable as his room at home. Even when he closed his eyes, he still knew clearly
where he was and what was there.
He spent most of his holidays here. The kissing starts as soon as you enter the house
or even before that, then it leads to sex like running water. Bedroom, of course, then
living room, bathroom, kitchen, ev garage and balcony. He remembered the feeling of
the curtains touching his body gently every time he moved.
The next day Kwon Taek Joo lay on the sofa all day. Every time he went to Ajinoki
Island. he would lie down in front of the fireplace. After ordering food, he sat down with
Zhenya as his cushion. In that state, he reads books or watches TV and waits for food
to arrive. Zhenya seems sturdy at first glance, but at those times he also relaxes and his
muscles relax and are surprisingly soft.
At such times, Zhenya obediently wrapped his arms around Kwon Taek Joo's waist,
rubbing his head against his ears, nape and back. It seemed Zhenya insisted on
checking his body odor throughout the night. And of course it never stops there. The
hand that was groping around his waist grabbed his stomach and quickly massaged
his breasts. The straight nose gradually rubs against the skin on the nape of the neck
and ears.
[hey. Haven't you become less attached to that place? Why do you always cling to your
chest like this...]
[If there is a lack of affection, will it become like this? So from now on we have to build a
very strong relationship.]
[That's not what you mean, kid. Enough, don't rub anymore. It hurts.]
[You like it when I'm touching you, but you always say you hate it. Ah, or do you prefer
sucking?]
The guy muttered strange things and then easily put Kwon Taek Joo down on the sofa.
Zhenya pulled up the T-shirt and buried his head in it. He lightly brushed his nipples
over her clothes, then bit and sucked them. Kwon Taek Joo always finds a way to
escape in that situation. Zhenya's harassment only ended when Kwon Taek Joo's penis
lifted its head and sat up. At the same time, the muscles between Zhenya's legs also
instantly stiffened.
[This crazy guy, please stop.]
[This is not my intention. It's just a conditioned reflex.]
The person who was brazenly protesting quickly changed his expression and was
lovingly called "Taek Joo". When Kwon Taek Joo regained consciousness, he was
already under Zhenya. The phone rang mid sentence but no one paid attention. Finally,
delivered food is forgotten and left on the doorstep.
Have you been bewitched? Although, it may be related to some extent.
"…."
Kwon Taek Joo was immersed in endless memories when suddenly the phone rang.
Thought it was an illusion, but it was clearly the sound from the phone he had thrown
away.
He picked up the phone. He lost all strength immediately after confirming the caller.
That's his mother's phone. Kwon Taek Joo said he was going to have a drink with Yoon
Jong Woo, but it seemed his mother wanted to see when he would return.
He sighed and stroked his face, a feeling of forgotten fatigue suddenly coming to him.
Kwon Taek Joo regained composure and answered the phone.
"Yes, mother. Why don't you go to sleep first"
As expected, his mother asked where he was now and if he was still drinking. It was the
weekend so she wasn't worried about going to work, but because it was so late, his
mother was worried about whether he'd had too much to drink.
"Uhm. I'll be late after drinking it for a while, so I'll sleep at Jong Woo's house today. I'll
come home tomorrow. Mom, go to sleep first"
The call ended simply, Kwon Taek Joo threw the phone down. He stroked his face and
sighed again.
He shook his head and stood up, then walked back to the bedroom and collapsed on
the large bed. The bed supported his tired body without shaking at all.
"It's really big."
Kwon Taek Joo buried his head in the soft pillow and mumbled. He felt Zhenya's body
odor from the bed. It must have been a mistake because Zhenya would definitely take
off the bed sheets and throw them away as soon as they got dirty.
Fatigue sets in. His eyes quickly dimmed. Whenever he sleeps here, Kwon Taek Joo
always sees Zhenya's face as soon as he wakes up. He often went to the kitchen to
cook ramen even though he didn't ask or took a shower first, but from that moment until
Kwon Taek Joo woke up. Zhenya didn't leave his seat. When Kwon Taek Joo wakes up
and sees him staring at his sleeping lover, Zhenya will hug or kiss him.
Sometimes Kwon Taek Joo also wakes up earlier. It was an opportunity to look at his
gentle face to death. The image of Zhenya sleeping looks harmless and innocent. And
strangely enough, there is no part of the face that is not attractive.
Kwon Taek Joo did not move but silently observed. A few times he even held his breath
and secretly took photos.
I don't know when Zhenya realized it. He also sometimes pretends to sleep, from inside
his eyelids he can easily see everything even if his eyelashes don't move, because
Kwon Taek Joo's tickling, trembling breath makes the perception even clearer..
[What are you doing?]
Zhenya quickly raised his eyelids and muttered. Then he smiled and asked solemnly.
[Why are you peeping like that? Finally, when will we do it, kiss?]
[It seems like there's a strange formula in your head. Do you have to kiss a kidnapped
person or a sleeping person? Haven't you been watching too many fairy tales?]
[It's not romantic at all, Taek Joo. Women won't like it.]
[Isn't that good for you?]
Kwon Taek Joo lowered his head and tightly sucked the nagging man's lips. The man
who was attacked suddenly hesitated, then bit his lower lip and pressed his tongue
inside. Confused eyes gently curved up. Zhenya naturally hugged Kwon Taek Joo's face
and changed position, holding his hand tightly and continuing to lead the kiss. A
moment later, the intertwined lips slowly parted, eyes sparkling with satisfaction.
[I don't care either.]
Kwon Taek Joo looked down and nonchalantly added. Then the two kissed until their
lips softened. He remembers how hard it was for several days because he felt pain just
opening his mouth a little.