The only thing no human can deny is time.
Everything in this world has a time limit.
There is no forever.
Kiyotaka has never forgotten that after graduation, there is very little chance to meet any of his classmates again, no more bickering with his seatmate, no more getting on ryuuen's nerves, no more delicious food, no more home cooked meals, no more cut fruits given to him at random times, no more blackmailing ryuuen to get a large bucket of ice cream, no more breathing sounds or warmth surrounding him every night.
I sighed while sipping mango juice. 'only 1 more year until we all graduate'.
Kiyotaka thought of when they first started dating, a huff escaped his mouth in amusement at those times. Neither of them knew how to give in or understood how a proper relationship work. Kiyotaka tried reading some books but it didn't take long to realize this just wasn't them. What works for others may not work for them, no one could deny they both had difficult personalities that was difficult to handle.
For example, ryuuen couldn't take no as an answer or respect kiyotaka's personal space or opinions which ended in him getting beat up.
Kiyotaka couldn't understand in a lot of situations why ryuuen was upset and instead of asking directly like a normal person, he treated it like an experiment, came up with solution alone then came to tell ryuuen directly the solution...naturally ended with him getting smacked on the ass for the first time in his life by a blank faced ryuuen who kicked him out telling him they will talk tomorrow or a fight will break out.
Kiyotaka was genuinely confused at that time why was ryuuen still mad at him but staying silent while being scolded seemed to be the correct action at that time so he stayed silent.
Kiyotaka finished his drink and got up, leaving to go back to the dorm, the idea of a nap seemed nice at the moment.
The weather was getting chilly but it was bearable. He was wearing a white shawl with brown circles on it, which he used to cover the lower part of his face.
He cuddled his face further in the shawl while stuffing his hands in his pockets. He noticed some people sneaking glances at his face, if it was before he would be clueless why they kept looking but now he knows that for a fact he is acting cute.
Whenever he cuddled anything close to him, ryuuen would tell him to stop acting cute. He wasn't acting cute, he was simply too lazy to use his hands to stroke his itchy nose.
Kiyotaka watched as the rain fell in a relentless cascade. He didn't have an umbrella but he enjoyed the feeling of the rain washing him, it wasn't really cold and it was so quiet. He hummed gymnopedie No.1 which he heard the other day on youtube.
He hummed quietly to himself all the way until he entered his dorm room. He tilted his head looking at ryuuen who is in his bed at the moment, wearing his cloths, eating his ice cream which he was saving for tomorrow.
Ryuuen simply raised his eyebrows at him in greeting and returned his gaze to the phone, for days, ryuuen is stuck to his phone all the time. Kiyotaka wasn't curious at first but curiousty set in when ryuuen locked the phone when he tried to look once, kiyotaka raised an eyebrow and asked him directly why he locked the screen when he looked but ryuuen simply said he did not want to tell which kiyotaka accepted as a reason. They both did not need to know everything about each other.
Kiyotaka was expecting today to be the same but when he laid down in bed after changing from his uniform to comfy pants with a random white t-shirt, ryuuen throw the phone away and turned to him. He hugged him by the waist while giving him a big smooch on the lips, kiyotaka wanted to have a nap as this weather made him sleepy but one look into ryuuen's eyes sparkling with excitement told him he wasn't sleeping any time soon so he surrendered without any effort and waited for ryuuen to tell him what disaster had he caused or about to happen.
"Did you ever get a full body massage?"
"no, I did not'' kiyotaka answered while turning his body to the other side, even though he knew it was wasted effort.
He was hugged from behind " well, it's your lucky day as ryuuen-sama himself will give you a full body massage.kekeke"
The laugh was ominous enough but there was no escape so he sighed.
Hearing his sigh, ryuuen immediately started stripping him of all his cloths and guided him to sleep on his stomach and relax his arms on the side.
He heard a twist followed by a snap and the smell of olive oil filled the room, he heard ryuuen rubbing his hands together then those same hands laid on his neck, he couldn't help tensing when such a vulnerable area was in someone's hand but he forced himself to relax. The hands rubbed softly at first before starting to apply pressure, the motion was circulus then long strokes are made downward until his trapezius then upward again. Kiyotaka let out a breath before his body relaxed more, his eyes squinted in satisfaction, unfortunately ryuuen couldn't see this face.
The movement direction changed towards his deltoid muscle and the kneading became stronger as if trying to force the muscles to yield.
Then while kiyotaka started dozing off at some point, he regained consciousness when his ankle was grabbed and his foot was raised and put in ryuuen's lap.
'it seems he finished everything in the back side and the last thing is my feet, it's been so long since i-'
The moment my sole was touched, i flinched and pulled my feet away.
Everything was quite for a few seconds as my sluggish brain started working, my ankle was pulled again and griped tighter then I was tickled mercilessly for the first time in my life, my toes wiggled while I tried yanking my foot away while strange loud sounds started coming out at some point In my struggle to escape.
I realized it was my laugher and couldn't help the embarrassment I felt as I hid my face in the pillow, even moaning was not as embarrassing for some reason.
I turned to sneak a peak and found ryuuen already looking at me with a cheeky grin that softened when he looked at my face, he gave me a kiss on the forehead and went to clean his hands of the oil.
' he properly realized I got overwhelmed'
He is annoyingly sharp in things concerning me now.
I got up and went after him to the bathroom so I wash away the oil.
A hot shower seemed like a nice idea now.
Ryuuen was washing his hands with a dazed look on his face, no doubt thinking about my embarrassment. I smacked his ass while passing him to head to the banio.
While turning on the water and adjusting the temperature, I noticed ryuuen was staring at me.
We had an awkward eye contact for a few seconds before ryuuen started walking towards kiyotaka.
"what?" kiyotaka asked as it was narrow with two men in one banio.
"I also need to shower" ryuuen answered shamelessly, kiyotaka quickly realized where this is going and he gave up.
It's so obvious this will not be a very innocent shower.
They were both drenched in seconds, kiyotaka used his hands to push his bangs away from his face then reached for the shampoo, and immediately started washing and massaging his scalp. It didn't take three minutes and he was done with his hair and face.
Sneaking a look at ryuuen showed him massaging his scalp with his eyes closed and eyebrows scrunched up.
Kiyotaka made a quick work of washing his body, it took two times before he lost that slippery sensation caused by oil.
He was done but he simply watched ryuuen who was busy washing his back, kiyotaka observed the changes in ryuuen, he grow taller, his muscles were better now.
Kiyotaka had a realization that he will never see the adult ryuuen, he will only know the teenager version of him. The same to ryuuen he will never get to see how grown up kiyotaka will look like.
Kiyotaka narrowed his eyes in displeasure.
He hated how only version of him will be loved by ryuuen. and if by some chance they met in the future, ryuuen may not recognize adult him.
'will I look like that man? I sure hope not'
My facial features look completely different from that man, the only thing I got from him is my eyes, even then my eyes are brighter in shade of color.
I was groped while being lost in thoughts, what pulled me out is a painful twist to my right nipple.
I frowned while smacking his fingers away to rub my ching nipple.
''let's go" ryuuen left the bathroom first, I followed him after I finished drying my body.
I was thinking what bed sheets to take out to change when I noticed ryuuen taking off a big towel from the bed, so that's what I was lying on.
I wasn't sleepy anymore after the little nap I had, so I moved to get my laptop and finish some assignments that were necessary to submit next week.
I heard clanging ad thudding in the kitchen then while being engrossed in researching the history of computing. in the white room, they made sure to restrict us.
While I was engrossed in reading, the screen suddenly darkened.
I blinked before looking to my side to find ryuuen standing with the cable in his hand with a dark face " the food is ready"
I get up silently and followed him to the dining table. In front of me curry rice, a water bottle to my right.
I ate a delicious meal and washed the dishes while ryuuen was resting in the bed, then started heading towards the bed, I had a relaxed day today and ryuuen unexpectedly didn't try anything today.
I was very satisfied with today.
I laid beside ryueen and while opening my mouth to say goodnight.
"you were satisfied with today?'' ryuuen asked suddenly.
I raised an eyebrow but answered honestly "mmh"
" you have nowhere to be tomorrow ,right?" I was starting to have a bad feeling.
"no" I still answered honestly.
"good, so we can start with your training today" ryuuen spoke with a sinister grin on his face as he opened the bag on his side, I took a look and it was enough for the hair on my neck to stand.
It was full of different sized dildos.
'ah so that's why he was on his phone these days, and the massage'
My ass cheeks couldn't help clinching as I looked at the different sizes.
I turned around to get up "I'm going to pee"
My ankle was grabbed before I could even touch the ground and I was dragged back.