Elián;
"They're all so… happy," I whisper as I stare out the window of mine and Koda's room, at the woods a little distance away.
I came to the castle to be alone, and still I can hear the commotion and celebration of the people.
How is it possible? To be that happy?
Is it possible? To be truly and fully happy? To have not a single… doubt or fear in your mind.
"You haven't felt true happiness?" Elien questions, and I shrug as I sit against the window frame.
"Not that I can remember. My happiness has always been tainted with things I'd rather forget or not even think about." I speak out loud, and there's a pause as I let my mind wander.
"I think I've just gotten used to burying things. I tell you, it's a master skill now." I add with a small laugh, but nothing is funny.
I open my eyes and stare up at the clear blue sky this time. Memories rush at me and goosebumps rise along my skin.
