Days slipped by like candle wax.
Yujin returned each evening, robes shadowed in travel dusk, wounds stiff beneath cloth.
Each time, Xiao teased:
"Did the mighty Lan flower miss my voice?"
Each time, Yujin's answer wavered between scold and silence.
"Don't flatter yourself, lotus seed."
Yet neither fully believed the words.
In quieter hours, Xiao traced the bruise at his jaw... fading now, ghost of the slap that father‑in‑name had left.
"Would Yujin ask if he saw?"
But Yujin's gaze always hovered a breath away, never settling.
Part pride, part fear...both men wore them like armor.
One night, dusk deepening into moonrise, Xiao finally dared ask:
"Why come back at all, Lan‑Hun? Surely you have better halls to grace."
Yujin's answer tangled in his throat, clumsy as unspoken truth.
"Because…"
He paused, then let the mask fall: "Because silence feels colder elsewhere."
For a moment, Xiao's teasing grin vanished.
In its place: soft astonishment, like dawn catching frost.
"Lan‑Hun Yujin… did you just---"
"Don't look too pleased," Yujin cut in, heat blooming at his ears.
Beyond wine screens, laughter spilt from other rooms, painted courtesans draped in silk and secrets.
But at that small table, a breathless pause stretched...fragile as spun glass.
Later, walking the alley behind the Pavilion, Yujin caught the glimpse of his reflection in rain‑pooled stone: Cloak shadowed, hair loose from travel... a man who'd sworn to leave no trace. Yet the thought burned:
"I've left a trace... on him. And he, on me."
At Cloud Recesses, high among drifting clouds and cold stone: Lan Wangji turned at a junior's quiet report... brows knitting, but lips silent.
"The Yeyan boy returned to Yinshi. He walks closer with the courtesan."
Lan Wangji's gaze stayed on the silent flute laid before him.
His only answer: a breath so quiet it barely moved mountain air.
In fevered dream that night, Yujin saw the scarred man again.... the words striking deeper:
"Even lotus roots rot… but what of the flower it holds?"
Waking before dawn, breath ragged, Yujin made silent oath:
"Whatever stalks in shadow.... I will not let it touch him."
[ End of Chapter 14 ]