JESSIE
I had a wonderful dream that I was the one who was punching Sebastian on the face, over and over and over again. And I loved it, I even think I smiled while I was asleep. I actually couldn't sleep last night. I had to force myself to because Jeremy wasn't home, and I couldn't stop thinking about what happened.
But that dream made me sleep peacefully. I hope he sees that dream, and I hope I'll be having dreams of him being punched in the face by me.
I wish I could go all Freddy Krueger on him, make my dreams a reality. And that's saying something as someone who hates violence.
I thought I would feel better once I awoke, but I'm still pissed off. Why did Sebby have to say all that? Why did he have to open his damn mouth? I still can't stop thinking about the look on Jeremy's face; he looked so hurt, heartbroken even. It feels like I cheated on him.
