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Chapter 11 - The Shadow of Old Wounds

The rhythmic clash of steel on steel, the grunts of exertion, the sharp bark of commands – the training yard of the Holy Knights was a symphony of controlled violence under the harsh midday sun. Commander Theron Blackwood moved through the ranks like a dark storm cloud, his presence a tangible force. He observed, corrected, occasionally demonstrated a maneuver with brutal, economical grace that left the younger knights wide-eyed. His black tabard absorbed the sunlight, making him seem like a piece of night anchored amidst the swirling dust.

Elias Vance, drawn to the covered walkway bordering the yard ostensibly to review a petition concerning chapel repairs, found his gaze inexorably pulled towards the epicenter of that storm. He watched Theron, a habit grown disturbingly frequent. The Commander flowed through a complex defensive sequence against two skilled opponents, his movements a testament to honed instinct and power. He parried a high strike, pivoted to deflect a low thrust—

And then, a fractional hitch. A microsecond of stiffness as he twisted his torso, a tightening around his eyes that vanished as quickly as it appeared. He completed the move flawlessly, disarming one opponent and forcing the other back with a shield bash that echoed across the yard. To anyone else, it was nothing. A momentary adjustment. But Elias, attuned to the subtle language of Theron's body after their charged encounters, felt a jolt of recognition.

It was the scar. The one low on Theron's left side, where the Mawfiend's poison-tipped claw had sunk deepest. The one Elias's Resonant Light had miraculously healed, but whose shadow lingered. Theron straightened, his face impassive as stone, issuing crisp feedback to the panting knights. But Elias saw the slight, almost imperceptible shift in his weight, favoring his right side. He saw the way Theron's knuckles whitened briefly on the hilt of his practice sword before he relaxed his grip.

The petition in Elias's hands became meaningless parchment. The repairs to the chapel's south transept faded from his mind. A cold thread of concern, sharp and unwelcome, wound its way through his gut. This wasn't the phantom ache Theron sometimes used as an excuse; this was the old wound itself, stirred by the violent exertion, casting its malevolent shadow.

Theron dismissed the knights to water, turning to survey another pair sparring. His profile was sharp against the sun-bleached stone of the barracks. Elias hesitated only a heartbeat, the internal war between prudence and that insidious pull raging fiercely. Prudence demanded he stay on the walkway, maintain the Cardinal's distance. But the memory of the shared resonance, the echo of Theron's profound isolation, and the raw vulnerability he'd sensed beneath the warrior's shell propelled him forward.

He descended the short steps onto the dusty edge of the training yard. The heat and the smell of sweat, leather, and sun-baked earth intensified. Several knights paused, offering respectful nods. "Your Eminence." Theron didn't turn immediately, his focus seemingly locked on the sparring pair. But Elias knew he was aware. Theron was always aware.

Elias stopped a respectful distance away, his grey robes stark against the martial backdrop. He waited until Theron finished his critique of the sparring knights, his voice carrying the usual clipped authority. Only then did the Commander turn, his amber eyes sweeping over Elias with a look that was both assessing and, Elias thought, faintly wary.

"Commander," Elias began, his voice carefully modulated to carry over the yard's din without sounding loud. He kept his gaze steady, meeting Theron's. "Forgive the interruption. I was observing the drills. A most impressive display of discipline." He paused, then added, the words feeling heavy on his tongue, "I couldn't help but notice… a slight hesitation during the pivot sequence against Ser Rylan and Ser Edric. Just now."

Theron's expression didn't flicker. He held Elias's gaze, a silent challenge in the depths of his golden eyes. The dust motes danced in the sunlight between them. The sounds of training – the clang of swords, the thud of shields, the shouted encouragement – seemed to momentarily recede, leaving only the charged silence between the Cardinal and the Commander.

Elias pressed on, the concern overriding his caution. "The Mawfiend's venom… its legacy can be insidious. Even after the flesh is healed, the memory it etches into the sinew, the bone… it can flare unexpectedly." He took a small step closer, lowering his voice slightly, forcing an intimacy amidst the public space. "Are you experiencing discomfort? A… heat, perhaps? Where the deepest wound was?"

He saw it then. A minute tightening of Theron's jaw. A subtle flare of his nostrils. It wasn't anger, Elias realized. It was the instinctive reaction of a predator caught showing weakness. Theron's gaze darted away for a fraction of a second, scanning the yard as if confirming no one else was close enough to overhear, before snapping back to Elias. The intensity was back, but layered over it was something else – a flicker of reluctant acknowledgment, a chink in the impenetrable armor.

The silence stretched, thick with unspoken tension. Theron shifted his weight again, the movement infinitesimal but confirming Elias's suspicion. The Commander's broad shoulders seemed to tense further beneath the black tabard. He looked down for a moment, the sunlight catching the sharp angles of his face, then back up at Elias. His amber eyes held a complex mixture: defiance, weariness, and a trace of something that might have been vulnerability, quickly masked.

He didn't speak. He didn't need to elaborate with excuses about exertion or stiffness. He simply held Elias's concerned gaze, and after a long, suspended moment, he gave a single, curt, almost imperceptible nod. It was an admission, stark and simple, stripped bare of pretense. Yes. The shadow is there. The old wound aches. The poison's echo burns.

The confirmation sent a fresh wave of that unwelcome, protective concern through Elias, warmer and more urgent than before. It was quickly followed by a pang of guilt. Theron's vulnerability, offered in this public arena with just a nod, felt like a dangerous gift, a burden Elias wasn't sure he could bear without crossing lines he'd sworn to uphold.

Before Elias could formulate a response – an offer of healing, a platitude, anything – Theron straightened fully, the moment of vulnerability vanishing as if it had never been. The Commander's mask slammed back into place, harder than before. His voice, when he spoke, was its usual graveled command, though perhaps a fraction tighter than usual.

"The drills require my attention, Your Eminence." He inclined his head, a gesture of dismissal that was also, strangely, an acknowledgment. "The Light's work is never done." He turned his back, his focus instantly shifting to a group of knights practicing pike formations, his posture radiating absolute authority once more.

Elias was left standing alone on the sun-baked edge of the training yard, the petition forgotten in his hand, the dust settling around him. Theron's nod echoed in his mind – a silent testament to the persistent shadow of the old wound, a shadow that seemed to stretch beyond Theron's flesh and touch Elias's own carefully guarded soul. The covert pull had just exerted a powerful, undeniable tug, drawing him deeper into the orbit of the dragon's pain and the dangerous intimacy it fostered. The knowledge of Theron's discomfort, openly acknowledged to him alone, was a secret heavier than any other he carried. And the treacherous part of his heart, the part that resonated with the Commander's hidden struggle, whispered that he would be waiting tonight, ready with his Light, when Theron inevitably came to seek its tangible solace. The shadow of the wound had become a shared secret, binding them closer in the gathering dusk.

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