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Am I Cursed

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In a world where fate is carved in blood and pain, one broken boy dares to rewrite the rules. Arthur Clark thought he was just another soul—lost, unwanted, cursed with memories that weren’t his. But when the System awakens inside him, everything begins to unravel. Bestowed with a strange, passive ability called “I Know A Lot”, Arthur embarks on a journey across dying worlds, fractured minds, and decaying bodies—where power has a price, and sanity is the first thing to shatter. To survive, he must endure twisted experiments, outsmart ruthless scientists, and bear the weight of countless lives… Or lose himself along the way. A journey through chaos and despair, where no path exists—only fate. If you cannot change your fate... then surrender to it.
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Chapter 1 - ch1:the lost child

"⚠️ This story contains dark psychological themes and violence. Reader discretion is advised.")

Kicking rocks echoed under a strong wind.

A kid with black hair, brown dead eyes, glasses, a black hoodie, and yellow pants was walking alone through the street.

{What should I do...? I don't want to go home. Most likely, Mom and Dad will yell at me... but I've got no money left.}

While he was lost in thought, a message notification cut through the silence.

{Oh, it's from Olive... Wonder what she's doing, hehe.}

A silly smile appeared on his face.

Olive:

"Where have you been? You got me worried! Hmph!"

Arthur:

"Just had a fight at home and left... OwO"

Olive:

"Are you going back home or not? Why do you always fight anyway?"

Arthur:

"This is your fate when your four brothers are talented and you're not, xD."

Olive:

"That's the biggest lie you've ever said! In reality, you're the most talented of them, baka."

Arthur:

"Nope, I'm not. I just think a lot when I face a problem... imagining what others might have done. Maybe that's a skill, but...

The thing that keeps making me fall is knowing too much.

When you realize too much... you just keep thinking: is it worth it?"

Olive:

"Ahh... I don't know. Just go back, you can't stay outside. It's dangerous for you."

Arthur:

"Good night, sweetheart. ILY."

Olive:

"Good night. ILY2, Arthur."

Arthur looked at his phone and sighed.

{I feel dead... but still alive.

Why don't I kill myself?

Because I don't want to leave her alone. Her life's hard enough already.

Why do I want to die...?

Why not? Everyone in my family calls me a liar, a thief... blah blah...

Even though I've never done anything wrong. I always try to help them do the right thing...

But I get ignored... or beaten... hehe.

What's the point...? Whatever. Let me just sleep. I'm tired.}

Arthur returned home, listening to his dad yelling again.

His mother slapped him.

He went to his room silently and lay down.

As he looked around his room, a strange aura surrounded him. His eyes were blank, cold.

{Ugh... why do my eyes burn...? My head's going to explode... Whatever.

Good night, me.}

Arthur slept...

But didn't wake up in his bed.

Instead, he found himself in a strange space with a system window in front of him.

System:

"Hi, human named Arthur. Be happy!

You've been chosen to be sent to the Lost World.

Any questions? You get one free as a welcome gift!"

(Wait, WHAT!? Return me to Earth NOW!

Who said I wanted to die?!

Is this like that anime/manga stuff? Transported to another world?

Naaah... I'd like that, but I can't. Sorry...)

System:

*"You were chosen because you have a strong soul.

I can't return you, sorry.

But... if you become strong enough, you may be able to return.

You now have two choices:

Go to the Lost World with no test — no powers, no rank, just a basic human.

Take the test — if you die, you die forever. But if you survive, you'll keep all the powers you gain, and your rank will be 'Lost'.

Please answer quickly."*

(Agh, that's a lot... So, do I have any special moves or anything? You said I have a strong soul.)

System:

"If you choose the second option, any hidden powers in your soul will awaken. So no worries!"

A little "like" icon appeared on the screen.

(Isn't this like choosing between easy mode and hardcore? 😢)

System:

"No. You may die instantly... or it could be super easy. Who knows? It's like gambling."

(You shouldn't talk like that, should you?)

(Silly face on Arthur)

System:

"I'm responding based on your mental state. I'm basically... you. Weirdo."

(Hey! You're the weird one, not me.

Who built this system? I wanna kill them.

Anyway... whatever, you broke system. I'll take the test.)

System:

"Sure, whatever."

(You motherf#%&...)

"Bye-bye!"