I broke the kiss soon after because it seemed like Sung-min didn't want to stop. He drowned in the warmth of my mouth and my flesh, his hand freely roaming through my body, and his other hand softly shoveling through my hair.
I should just say combing through but I'd like to be a little more dramatic, haha.
He looked me in the eyes, longing for much more intimacy but it was something I couldn't give yet.
'Don't worry, Sung-min.' I hugged him, brushing my hand through his hair. 'I'll let you explore so much more once the time is right.'
If I start off with sex in our relationship, the possibility of him growing fond of me would increase but... That's only due to intimacy and his understanding of 'wanting' me will be distorted.
He doesn't understand now. So, it's better to teach him slowly, allowing his feelings to develop one step at a time with a better foundation, rather than rushing him with just intimacy.
