And each time he was able to make me crumble, he got a prize for it. His ego would grow, his pride would soar, and his sense of value would increase, while mine as a person and a partner would probably decrease.
I heard somewhere that men like to play with women who are easy. They'd seem honest in pursuing them, and just because they're easy, they know they can do anything they want and get out whenever they want.
Men don't value easy women, that said.
And would only toy with them, never hold them in high regard.
Was that the same for this situation?
Could the same be said for a man who was toying with another man? Probably.
The way he saw all of this as a joke and a way to relieve stress... He just wants to back me into a corner until I can no longer handle it and break.
And then once that happens... He'll leave.
He'll abandon me.
He won't think twice before he steps away.
