No matter how much Ronan tried to calm Shael, he still couldn't. He was crying non stop that doctors forgot about Ronan and started comforting him. But he still couldn't stop crying. He almost lost Ronan for the second time, not to mention that Ronan was his whole world.
"Can you leave us alone?" Ronan asked the doctors, and they walked out of the room.
"It's okay, it's alright," Ronan patted Shael's head on his chest as he started releasing soothing pheromones. Soothing pheromones regulated harmones and relaxed Shael slowly. He stopped crying but couldn't stop hiccuping sobs after crying for too long.
Ronan kissed his head and forehead from time to time, making him realise his presence. Shael who cried for more than an hour, fell asleep in Ronan's embrace still taking jerky breaths. Ronan kissed his head once again and tears came out of his eyes.
I am sorry Shael. I am really sorry for not being able to protect you.
"I love you, Shael," he mumbled.
