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Human have many emotions, sad, happy, shy, angry, envy, afraid, and still many more. But somehow I don't feel most of those emotions, I feel empty, I don't feel sad, happy?, maybe a little.
This world, this earth. It feel so boring, soo dull, even with everything that are now more advanced, its still feel so boring to me. Sometimes I kinda wish I was born before all of this, just so I can maybe enjoy and see the progress of the world. The excitement when I found out there's now a touchscreen phone, a microwave where I won't have to take hour burn logs just to heat up a food.
But then here I am.
Living in an already advance world.
There's barely any forest near by, I'll have to go to the outskirts of the city just to see them, and even so it's probably gate with fences, with signs warning "No Entry".
Walking on the sidewalk of my neighborhood. There was a rain not long ago, and lucky it was short one. The grass are looking quite damp, and the dry concrete are now wet with it's color darken.
Splash!
I look down realizing I just step into a puddle. Great now my shoes are damp. I just continue walking to my home with a wet shoes, I can feel the wetness is now intact with my socks, it'll smell so bad when I took it off. How is there's even a puddle the rain wasn't that heavy and it lasted quite quick.
Finally home.
Before I enter I took of my shoes along with my socks then throw it on the side of the porch. I'll clean it tomorrow in the morning.
Opening the door I was immediately hit the smell of mom cooking and smell fragment of livingroom. I saw the tv is on and being watched by a small figure sitting on the couch.
"Oh! Zena welcome home!" said my dad, walking in the living room with a cloth in hand. The small figure on the couch, my sister, turn her head towards me.
"Zee!!" She let out a high pitch squeal as she jump off the couch, running her small to me. "Zee! Zee!" She giggles, clinging onto my hips like this the first time I just got home.
Violet, That's the name my parents give her. it wasn't from a color but from a flower, the flower my dad gave my mom, and the flower mom use for her wedding. It's a simple flower , but what it symbolizes is Faithfulness, innocence, and everlasting love. And it also the reminder of the love my parents have and their journey together.
But then there's my name...
Azena.
I'm not sure why, but it sounded weird to my tongue. There's the Time I wanna ask my parents why am I name that, but I don't wanna sound ungrateful and they're going to think that I don't like my name, so I just keep quiet.
"Zee! Zee! Look what I draw!" She lift a paper of her drawing to me. Taking it I look at it. It's like her usual drawing where she draw me and her together wearing 'pretty' dress. Don't know why looking at it make me smile a bit. It's just a simple childish drawing, but I like it.
"Yey! I make Zee smile again!" She exclaim happily. For a small five year old she have a very big smile. She run to dad where he is wiping the tea table, and her telling her success to him. Dad chuckle and nodding his head.
I feel out of place from this family. like a garden full of colorful tulips, and then there's a one that is different from the rest. A deep red rose that's very out of place from the rest of the tulips, just one glance and you can already see it.
That's very much how I felt. But that one rose are still taking care off like the rest of the tulips, it wasn't ignored, or pull out of the ground. As long the rose did not wither or disturb the tulips, it was allowed to be there.
I decided to just go to my room and change. The way this house design are quite weird, most house usually shapes like rectangles or squares. This house are square with three rooms, but for some reason the third room are separate and only connected with a small hall way.
(This is how I imagined it)

(I am no architect so forgive me if it doesn't make sense)
Walking into the kitchen I found mom cooking by the stove. "Welcome home Azena" mom said when I walk through the kitchen. Even Tho I can't see her face but I can hear her smile when she speaks.
I just humm in response. walking into the short hallway that went directly to the door of my room. The wall had a few photos, and some small plants nailed into it.
Soon as I open the door and closing it, I throw my bag onto my desk, causing some stuff to fall off. But I can't really be bothered by it right now. I let my body tumble onto the bed-
Thud!
"ACK?! Fuck!" I curse out. I Completely forgot that my bed aren't that wide and that it's literally next to a Wall. I stroke my head in pain and I'm already starting to feel very lightheaded.
Great, probably gonna have a migraine tomorrow.
Good thing I wasn't about to pass out, but the pain still sting, and I'm still a little bit dizzy, but still able to work myself up and sat on the bed with hand still rubbing my head hoping the pain go away. (A/N: that's what I usually do when that happen lol)
My eyes wonder off and meet with the calendar plastered on the wall above my desk. I notice a mark on the date for tomorrow. A Letter AZ in uppercase with a birthday hat on top of it.
Owh it's tomorrow...
5 September.
My birthday.
◖Dinner◗
The dinner was comfortably quiet. Mom made chicken curry that goes with yellow rice. It would be a lie if I say I didn't favorite it. Tomorrow is my birthday and of course she makes my favorite dish.
"Soo zena, do you wanna go somewhere tomorrow?" Dad ask, before he shove another spoonful full of rice that mixes with the curry.
I just shrug.
Birthday are just not my thing, especially my own. But I do still gladly accepted a chocolate Cake.
"The amusement park at grand land are having another theme. Their theme this month is Cat" I don't even need to glance at mom to see her smirk. If I have a cat ears it would immediately perk up at the word Cat. Mom knew how much I love cats, and definitely know I wouldn't disagree about it.
Dang it she got me.
Having a family that know too much about you is both good and troubling. Especially when its your mom, they're good, too good.
"Ooh! We should go! Cmon zee!." Violet shook my arm excitedly.
"Tomorrow is also weekend and I'm sure Nova wouldn't mind to give you a day off" dad stated. Nova, my boss who is also my aunt. She already told me that i can have a day off tomorrow, since she probably already know its going to be my birthday.
"Whatever..." I just sighed in defeat. Violet shriek, jumping on her chair. I'm the one who having the birthday, but she's the one who more excited with it.
Mom chuckle "Remember Vee it's Zee birthday not you" violet nodded, giggling. "I'm going to Win many prize for Zee!" She exclaime with her arms stretched up.
"Maybe we should go by ten. It should be enough time for us to get ready and prepare some lunch, I don't want my daughters eat to many junk food while we're there" Dad explain, I'm 100% sure the last sentence is for violet.
✧Near Morning✧
"Her feature are the same as Master but her personality are completely different. Somehow I'm quite glad for it"
A voice?
It doesn't sounds like mom or violet. It can't be dad since it's sound to feminine. Did someone break in? No, even if it did I'll probably woke up immediately since I'm a light sleeper.
"Agree" a different voice speak with a giggle.
I slowly start to lift my heavy eyelids to see who could possibly in my room.
I was expecting two random women standing by my bed, but instead those women are slightly transparent and floating on top of me.
"Oh! She's awake" the women on my left speak. She has pink hair with shades of red color that start halfway and to the tip of her hair. Her eyes are brightly green. She's looking down at me with smile, not the creepy one but gentle one with her eyes slightly squinting.
"Goodmorning milady, miss, Master, madam. Forgive me, we're not sure what you want us to address you" the other women laugh awkwardly. She had a short waive hair that stop pass her shoulders, and Her hair are white with black streaks. Her eyes are a very shiny silver.
What are they and who are they...
Ghost?
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