'Now I must ask him.. why ? ' I thought of asking him.. but I don't dare... I'm not pretty.. wearing a glasses tan skin.. nobody likes me.. if I ask it seems like I'm fooling myself.
Like being a self centred person.
The whole bus ride was peaceful.. then he get down on his stop.. saw me and smiled at me . When I look at him. He was really handsome and his smile was really pretty.. he is a dream boy of every girl.
Same normal night has passed dreaming all about him. . Same normal day has passed thinking all about him.. then in the bus he came...
A peaceful ride but then one of the girl throw up in the bus and was about to faint... Bus was not fully crowded . But few people were standing and the one who throw up was standing near our seat.
i was so shocked to see the seen and that girls face. I knew hr we studied in the same school. And then when I look at him. He was already looking at me.. gesturing me to take the bags of other students from his lap.
So he can give his seat to that girl. A gentleman.. but I gave her the window seat so she can get some fresh air ... Then I saw the other people. Standing beside us .. and turning my head back...
He was looking at me and smiling like a proud boyfriend...
"Damn it" I'm dying here... My heart will explode. I turned my head to front. And then his stop came. He got down and as usual look at me.
Damn it.. why is he such a flirt. I would never get my hopes up... Cause no men would love a nerdy looking girl like me. I'm a nerd at the same time I'm not.
Then in the morning I was bit early that day.. and then one of my bestfriend from senior year was in the bus and I got a seat next to her.. we were talking the whole bus ride then .. when she was about to get down on her University stop I spotted him.. he was looking at me.. and smiled at me gently..
My friend saw that.. she asked me.. signalling in her eyes . "Who is he ? "
And me signalling back "I don't know"
He saw .. he understood .. from that evening... I never saw him.... He was my dreamy guy. Now when I think about it... It may be a dream... One of my dream.. may be.
Time passed I completed my degree.. and started to work in a company.. it's a event management company working for 8yrs and they opened a party and gifting shop.
I joined that Elysium Events and management. And to tell you truth I'm the only female in that company.
My boss is young.. but so busy that he don't have any time to go home on time. And visit his own shop.
So basicallyas the time passed.. they all trusted me so much that I've become a cleaner, sales girl, accountant, manager, supervisor and decision maker of the shop.
All within a year. They all take care of me like a sister.. obviously no one ever saw me as a women.. either it is sister or friend. I don't want office romance to be honest.