After successfully losing my virginity with the lovely widow Shizuno-san,
I came down with a fever the very next day and had been bedridden ever since.
Today, too, I lay alone in my apartment bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.
Then, the memories of that night resurfaced in my mind.
"Ah, hah… Shinta-kun…!"
My brain nearly melted at the recollection.
Seeing the usually composed Shizuno-san unravel like that had been incredibly arousing—and beautiful.
"Ah…"
Then, a thought struck me.
"Shizuno-san never said anything like 'I'm coming'…"
Well, of course not. I was a virgin—no way I could make an experienced woman climax right away.
Had her late husband been able to make her come?
The thought made me a little jealous.
Ding-dong. The doorbell rang.
Who could it be? Ugh, getting up is such a pain…
Grumbling internally, I sluggishly crawled out of bed.
"Coming, just a sec…"
Before me stood an elegant beauty.
Her hair was tied up, exposing the delicate curve of her neck—an entirely different kind of allure that tempted me unbearably.
"Hello, Shinta-kun."
"Sh-Shizuno-san…"
Then, I remembered—last night, in my feverish haze, we had exchanged messages.
"You came all the way here for me?"
"Yes."
Shizuno-san nodded with a smile.
"Ah, please, come in."
"Are you sure?"
Tilting her head slightly, she stepped inside.
"Sorry about the mess…"
"No, it's fine."
"Haha… Want something to drink?"
As I turned toward the fridge, Shizuno-san gently touched my hand.
"You're sick, Shinta-kun. Stay in bed."
"Sorry…"
Guided by her, I lay back down.
She knelt beside me, gazing at me intently.
"Shinta-kun, I feel terrible bringing this up while you're unwell, but… may I?"
"Ah, yes."
"Just listen while you rest, okay? The thing is… I don't think this is right."
It felt like a knife had been plunged into my chest.
"You and I… the age gap is almost like parent and child. Even though I don't have kids, I can't shake this sense of guilt."
I couldn't process her words right away.
But part of me knew it was inevitable—this relationship could never last.
"I understand. I'll—"
"But," Shizuno-san interrupted.
"I… I love you, Shinta-kun."
"Eh…?"
"I still cherish my late husband… but falling for you, the person right in front of me now… is that strange?"
A mature woman like her had eyes filled with the uncertainty of a girl.
My heart swayed, and I bolted upright.
"Not at all! Age doesn't matter! I… I love you too, Shizuno-san!"
I nearly shouted.
Shizuno-san covered her mouth with both hands.
"Really? Even though I'm just some old woman?"
"You're amazing, Shizuno-san."
"You might meet someone much younger and more wonderful at university, you know?"
"No one could ever compare to you!"
Seeing me pour out my feelings, she smiled—her eyes glistening faintly.
"…Hey, can I kiss you?"
"Please."
We locked eyes, then our lips met.
Soon, Shizuno-san climbed onto the bed with me.
"Mmm, chu…"
She gently draped herself over me, her ample chest brushing against my face.
I couldn't resist sucking on them.
"Ah… Wait, Shinta-kun. You'll get my clothes wet."
"S-sorry!"
As I apologized, she giggled and began undressing.
"Want to try taking off my bra?"
"Y-yes."
I fumbled nervously, but Shizuno-san patiently let me suckle her nipples.
It was embarrassing, like a baby—but it made me happy.
Then, when I tried to enter her—
"Ah, wait."
Just like the first time, she stopped me as she guided me from above.
"Um… I want to try missionary… I'll probably suck at it, though."
Lacking confidence, I mumbled.
Shizuno-san kissed me softly.
"Then, go ahead."
She lay back as we switched positions.
And damn, she looked even sexier like this.
Shizuno-san's figure was flawless—curvy yet graceful.
Perfect.
"I-Is this the spot?"
"Mmm, a little higher… There, yes."
Guided by her, I achieved my second-ever penetration.
"Ah!"
Shizuno-san gasped.
"S-sorry! Did it hurt?"
"No, it's not that."
She shook her head.
"It's my first time being touched so deep inside."
"Eh?"
"My husband never reached there. You're the first, Shinta-kun."
Hearing that, tears welled up in my eyes.
"Shizuno-san… I was so happy to be with you, but I hated that I couldn't make you come…"
"…I did."
"Eh?"
"When you entered me, I came. The moment you hit me deep inside, my uterus trembled…"
Mid-sentence, she covered her mouth again.
"Ugh, how embarrassing. What kind of grown woman says these things?"
"I love mature women. And you're beautiful—way more attractive than any girl at university."
"Stop… If you say that, I'll get too excited."
"Shizuno-san…!"
I clumsily thrust into her.
"Ngh! Ah! Nngh! So big! Shinta-kun, you're so big!"
"What's big?"
"Don't tease me…! Your… your penis is huge! Every time you push deep, I feel like I'm gonna cum!"
"Cum for me—as many times as you want!"
I drove into her harder.
"Nhaaaaaaaah! Ah, I'm making such lewd noises!"
"Let me hear more! Your lewd voice, Shizuno-san!"
"Ah-haa! Shinta-kun…!"
Her tied-up hair came undone, half-hiding her melting expression.
But I brushed it aside, staring intently at her face as I kept thrusting desperately.
"I'M CUMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!"
*****
Later, we lay side by side in bed.
"Shizuno-san… I love you."
"Me too, Shinta-kun."
We kissed, gazing at each other.
"But are you sure? Even with an old woman like me?"
"You're the best woman for me."
"Fufu, thank you."
Smiling, she kissed me again.
"Shinta-kun, I'm going out to buy groceries for dinner."
"Eh? You're cooking for me?"
"Of course. For the man I love…"
"Shizuno-san…"
Fighting back tears, I said,
"I'll go with you."
"No, you're still sick."
"The sex cured me. Besides, there's something I want to buy."
"What is it? I'll get it for you."
"Well, um…"
After much hesitation, I blurted out,
"…Condoms."
My face burned red.
Shizuno-san's eyes widened.
I braced for laughter, but she only smiled gently.
"Then, let's use plenty of them together."
"Y-yes."
"Just warning you—a widow's libido is no joke. You might regret it."
"I won't. I welcome it."
She laughed.
"Then, let's go together."
"Okay."
Shizuno-san and I had become lovers.