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Chapter 6 - chapter 5

The grand hall of Lancaster House glittered with chandeliers, every crystal refracting the glow of hundreds of candles. The long tables were dressed in white linen, silverware gleamed, and banners bearing the Crown's emblem hung proudly between towering columns. It was a night of honor, though beneath the laughter and the polished speeches, an undercurrent of unease ran through the air. Every man in uniform knew what the gathering truly meant: farewell, though no one would name it so.

Evelyn Hart, seated at the piano on the raised dais, could feel the tension even before her fingers touched the keys. She had played for nobles, for patrons, for critics who dissected every note-but this was different. Tonight she played for men who might march into danger, for families who clung to them, and for one soldier whose eyes she dreaded and longed to find all at once.

When she began, silence rippled through the hall. The melody was solemn at first, steady as a heartbeat, then it grew, swelling with unspoken words-courage, sorrow, longing. Her hands trembled only once, when her gaze, unbidden, swept across the rows of uniforms and met Julian Reed's.

He stood tall among his fellow officers, but his expression was not one of rigid command. His eyes were fixed on her, unwavering, as though the music had bound him to his place. Evelyn's heart faltered, then carried on, pouring all she could not say into the instrument.

When the final note faded, the applause rose like thunder. Evelyn bowed with practiced grace, but her chest heaved as though she had run a great distance. She knew what she must do.

Later, when the banquet gave way to mingling, she slipped away from the crowd into a quieter corridor, the same way she had once before. Her gown whispered against the marble as she walked, her pulse racing. She was not surprised when footsteps followed.

"Miss Hart."

The sound of his voice made her turn. Julian Reed stood in the dim light, his formal uniform impeccable, his dark eyes steady upon her.

"You played..." He paused, searching for words. "You played as though the music belonged not to the room, but to every man here. As though you carried their fears for them."

Evelyn lowered her eyes, a faint tremor in her hands. "And did I carry yours, Captain?"

The silence stretched, heavy, until at last he spoke, his voice lower now. "You carry more than I wish to admit."

Her breath caught. For a moment, the mask she wore for the world slipped, and her vulnerability shone through. "You are leaving, aren't you?"

His jaw tightened. "The orders are not yet given. But if they come, I will go."

"And I-" She faltered, then steadied herself. "I am leaving too. To Paris."

Their eyes met, and in that single look lay all the words neither dared speak. Two paths drawn in opposite directions, converging for only a fragile moment.

Julian's hand twitched at his side, as though he wished to reach for her but held himself back. "Then perhaps this is the last time we meet."

Evelyn's throat ached. "Or perhaps," she whispered, "it is the first time we truly have."

The footsteps and voices of guests returning down the corridor broke the spell. They stood apart once more, the distance between them filled with everything unsaid.

When Evelyn returned to the hall, her smile was composed, her poise unshaken. But inside, her heart echoed with the sound of a soldier's voice and the weight of a promise never spoken.

The days after the banquet passed in a blur, as though London itself hastened her toward departure. Evelyn filled every moment with rehearsals, with last-minute farewells to acquaintances, with packing and planning. Yet no matter how busy her hands were, her thoughts strayed back to the corridor where Julian Reed had stood, his words echoing in the silence: "Perhaps this is the last time we meet."

She tried to drive them away. She told herself he was but a soldier, one of many she had seen at her concerts. She told herself that her career-her life's dream-must come first. Yet at night, when she lay awake listening to the muffled rattle of carriages in the street below, his eyes would return to her mind. Steady. Unwavering. As if they had seen something in her that no one else had.

On the morning of her departure, the air was sharp with February frost. Her trunks were loaded onto the waiting carriage, the horses stamping impatiently on the cobbled street. Lillian fussed with her gloves and veil, urging her to hurry, but Evelyn lingered a moment on the steps of the boarding house, looking out at the grey London sky.

Her parents had both written letters-separately, of course. Her father, formal and distant, had spoken of pride and reminded her to seize every opportunity. Her mother's note was shorter, but warmer, written in a hurried hand: "Play as though the world is listening, my dear. For you, it always will be." Evelyn carried both in her satchel, as though to balance the two halves of herself.

The carriage jolted forward, and London began to fall away. She pressed her gloved hand to the window, watching familiar streets give way to unfamiliar stretches of countryside.

Lillian leaned across from her, eyes bright. "Paris, Evelyn. Just think of it! The salons, the theaters, the grand halls. This is everything you've worked for."

"Yes," Evelyn said softly, her lips curving in the faintest of smiles. "Everything."

But her heart whispered otherwise.

---

The Channel crossing was rough, waves tossing the ship like a toy, but Evelyn scarcely noticed. She stood on deck, the wind tugging at her cloak, staring out at the steel-grey sea. Somewhere beyond that horizon lay France, with its promise of triumph. Somewhere behind her, in England, a soldier might already be preparing for a different kind of journey.

She thought of Julian Reed in his uniform, of the quiet strength in his voice. Would he remember her when the call to arms came? Or would he let her slip away, as men often did when the world demanded duty above all else?

The ship lurched, and Evelyn caught the rail, steadying herself. "Foolish," she murmured, half to herself. "Foolish to think of him. Paris waits. Paris needs me."

And yet, as the French coastline came into view, she could not shake the sense that fate had already bound their names together, like two notes in a melody unfinished.

---

Paris greeted her with a rush of sound and color. The streets brimmed with life-vendors calling out their wares, carriages rattling over cobblestones, artists with easels set up along the Seine. The very air seemed charged with creativity, a place where music and art and beauty were not luxuries but necessities.

Evelyn was taken to her lodging near the Opéra Garnier, a modest but elegant apartment with tall windows that overlooked a bustling boulevard. She stood there for a long while, gazing down at the whirl of Parisian life, before setting her satchel on the small writing desk. She placed her father's letter in one drawer, her mother's in another. Between them, she left the space empty-as though waiting for a third letter, one that had never come.

That night, she sat at the piano provided by her hosts, her fingers trembling over the keys. She began to play-not the grand concertos she was preparing for, but a quieter melody, one she scarcely realized she remembered. It was the tune she had improvised at the banquet, when Julian's eyes had found hers.

The notes filled the small room, fragile yet unyielding. Evelyn closed her eyes, her heart tightening as though the music were reaching out across the sea, searching for someone who might never hear it.

When the final chord faded, she sat in silence, hands resting still upon the keys.

"Paris," she whispered. "But at what cost?"

The training grounds were quiet in the early morning mist, the air damp and heavy with the scent of earth and iron. Julian Reed stood at the edge of the parade square, his boots planted firmly on the gravel, his gloved hands clasped behind his back. Before him, the young recruits jogged in formation, rifles gleaming on their shoulders, their breaths puffing white in the cold air.

He had trained men before, had drilled them until they no longer thought of themselves as individuals but as one body, one voice. Yet today, as he barked his commands, a dissonance echoed in his chest. It was the same dissonance that had followed him since the banquet, since the moment Evelyn Hart's music had bared open something he had long kept buried.

"Keep the line, Bennett!" he snapped, his tone sharp enough to cut through the fog. The recruit stumbled back into place. Discipline steadied the ranks, but inside Julian's mind, order had begun to falter.

After the drills, when the men were dismissed, his closest comrade, Thomas Hale, clapped him on the shoulder. "You look as though you've swallowed a stone, Reed. What troubles you?"

Julian gave a short, humorless laugh. "Only the usual. Orders, duty, uncertainty."

"Ah." Thomas tilted his head, studying him. "And perhaps...a certain pianist whose name has been whispered in the barracks since the banquet?"

Julian stiffened, though he masked it quickly. "Men gossip more than old ladies, it seems."

"Perhaps. But I was there, Julian." Thomas's voice softened. "I saw you when she played. You've faced generals with less resolve than you showed in holding yourself still that night."

Julian exhaled slowly, his gaze drifting to the horizon where the sun was just beginning to break through the mist. "She is not for me. Her world is music halls and grand cities. Mine is mud and gunpowder. It would be folly to pretend otherwise."

"And yet," Thomas said quietly, "the heart rarely consults reason before it chooses."

Julian did not reply. Instead, he turned and walked toward the officers' quarters, each step heavy.

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Later that evening, the regiment assembled in the briefing hall. Maps of Europe were spread across the long table, pins and markers glinting under the lamplight. The commanding officer, Colonel Ashford, spoke with measured gravity.

"Gentlemen, the situation grows tense. France may be an ally, but the continent stirs with unrest. We must be prepared to mobilize at a moment's notice. Some of you may be stationed abroad within weeks."

A murmur ran through the room. Julian's jaw clenched, though he remained outwardly composed. Abroad. Paris. His chest tightened with a cruel irony. Evelyn would be there now, rising to her destiny, filling gilded halls with music. And he-he might be sent to guard the very borders she crossed so freely.

When the meeting ended, he lingered by the map, his eyes tracing the route from London to Paris. His hand hovered over the city, almost touching it.

Thomas joined him silently, following his gaze. "If fate is kind, you may yet find yourself where she is."

Julian shook his head. "Fate has little kindness for soldiers."

But even as he spoke, a part of him-one he could not silence-hoped otherwise.

That night, in the quiet of his quarters, Julian removed a small notebook from his desk. He hesitated, then wrote a single line before closing it again:

Her music lingers when all else falls silent.

He slid the notebook into his uniform pocket, as if carrying it might anchor him to the memory of Evelyn Hart, no matter where the orders would take him.

Paris shimmered in the spring sunlight, its boulevards alive with carriages and chatter, its cafés overflowing with artists, poets, and dreamers. Evelyn had been in the city for weeks now, rehearsing tirelessly for her debut at the Théâtre des Champs-Élysées. Fame was already whispering her name-critics eager to hear the "English pianist with fire in her hands," patrons eager to see if London's prodigy could conquer Paris.

Yet beneath the applause of rehearsals and the elegance of soirées, Evelyn felt hollow. The city dazzled her, but when the nights grew quiet and she sat alone at the window of her apartment overlooking the boulevard, she thought not of Paris, but of London...of a soldier's steady gaze in a candlelit hall.

One afternoon, after rehearsal, she chose to walk rather than return by carriage. The air was warm, the sky a clear blue above the Seine, and she longed to lose herself among the bustle of the boulevards. She carried no more than a light shawl and a book of Chopin études tucked beneath her arm.

Turning down a quieter street near the Place de la Concorde, she slowed as the sound of boots and shouted orders drifted toward her. A regiment was marching, their uniforms gleaming, their discipline sharp. Paris had grown accustomed to soldiers, but something about their formation struck her. She paused, her breath catching without reason.

And then-she saw him.

Julian Reed.

He was at the head of the line, his bearing proud, his face as resolute as the day she had last seen him. The sun caught in his dark hair, the clean cut of his jaw. He looked unchanged, yet entirely transformed by the weight of command. Evelyn froze where she stood, her heart leaping wildly against her ribs.

For a moment, she thought she must be dreaming-that Paris, with its endless surprises, had conjured him out of memory. But then his eyes lifted, scanning the street as if drawn by some unseen pull, and found hers.

The world seemed to fall away. The men marched on, but Julian slowed, faltered, his gaze locked on Evelyn as though the city, the soldiers, the very earth itself no longer mattered.

The officer beside him barked a command, jolting him back, but Julian raised a hand, signaling for the ranks to continue. He broke away from the formation, his boots striking the cobblestones with purpose, closing the distance between them.

"Miss Hart," he said at last, his voice low but edged with disbelief. "In Paris."

Her lips parted, but no words came. She could only nod, the shock and joy and terror warring within her.

"I thought-" he began, then stopped, searching her face as if afraid she might vanish. "I thought I would never see you again."

"And yet here we are," Evelyn whispered, her voice trembling. "Paris is smaller than it seems."

He gave a short, incredulous laugh, the tension in his shoulders easing only slightly. "Or fate is larger than either of us imagined."

For a heartbeat, they stood in the middle of the Parisian street, two lives colliding once more. Around them, the world carried on-carriages rattled past, merchants shouted their wares, children laughed as they chased one another. But Evelyn and Julian heard none of it.

Finally, he said, softer now, "Will you walk with me? Just for a little while."

Her heart surged. She knew the danger, the folly of letting herself fall into step with him, of weaving their paths together when both were destined to pull apart. Yet her voice betrayed her resolve.

"Yes," she said. "Just for a little while."

And so they walked side by side through the streets of Paris, the beginning of a story neither had dared to believe would continue.

The city around them pulsed with life-laughter spilling from café terraces, the scent of warm bread drifting from bakeries, the distant hum of a violin on some corner street. Yet for Evelyn, the world had narrowed to the sound of Julian's footsteps beside hers, steady and sure, as though he had always belonged at her side.

They walked without speaking at first, both caught in the strangeness of the moment. The soldier and the pianist-two paths that should never have crossed again, now weaving together under the Parisian sun.

Finally, Julian broke the silence. "Forgive me. I must seem a fool, staring as though you were a ghost. I had convinced myself our meeting in London was...a fleeting thing."

Evelyn glanced at him, her lips curving faintly. "And I had convinced myself I imagined your eyes following me that night. That perhaps I had poured too much feeling into the music and invented the rest."

His jaw tightened, a flicker of something vulnerable crossing his face. "You did not imagine it."

The weight of his words made her breath catch. She looked ahead quickly, afraid her heart might give her away. They turned onto a quieter street, where the shade of tall plane trees dappled the cobblestones.

"Why are you here?" she asked gently. "In Paris, I mean."

"My regiment was assigned to assist in joint exercises with the French," Julian said. His voice carried the practiced tone of an officer, but beneath it lay something softer. "We're stationed nearby for a time. I didn't expect to..." He paused, the corner of his mouth lifting as though he hardly dared believe it. "To find you in the middle of the street."

She laughed, though the sound was fragile. "And I didn't expect to be found."

They passed a flower stall, where buckets overflowed with peonies and roses. Julian slowed, then purchased a single white rose, pressing it into her hands without ceremony. "For the pianist who silenced a hall full of soldiers," he said quietly.

Evelyn stared at the rose, her throat tightening. "You remembered."

"I couldn't forget," he replied simply.

They reached the Seine, the afternoon light spilling gold over the river. Leaning against the stone balustrade, Evelyn let the breeze lift strands of her hair. Julian stood beside her, his presence steady, grounding. For a long moment they said nothing, the silence between them not empty but full.

At last, Evelyn whispered, "It frightens me, how easily this feels...as though no time has passed at all."

Julian's hand brushed the railing, close to hers but not quite touching. "It frightens me too. Because I know how little time we may have."

The words settled between them like a shadow. She turned to him, eyes searching. "Then let us not waste what we are given."

Their gazes locked, and for the first time since London, neither looked away.

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