Leilani.
To make me feel better, Jay decided that we should go and watch some fireworks for New Year's Eve, and even though I readily agreed, I knew for a fact that that was nowhere close to being enough to make me feel any better.
I knew that I wouldn't feel good if he doesn't take me with him to wherever the fuck he intended to go for treatments or whatever he intended to do about his spiraling wolf… and I knew… goddess, I knew that I couldn't do without him.
By the time we got ready to leave, it was already late at night. He laced his fingers through mine as we headed to his car parked outside, and this time, when I stepped out, I didn't miss the way his bodyguards looked at me with less hostility… how they weren't openly scrutinizing me anymore… and how relieved they seemed to see him.
And that made me wonder the extent to which he must've been sick…
It made me wonder how his subjects, that is his pack members, must feel with his whole failing health.
