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Chapter 15 - The mask cracks

Adrian could not remember the last time he had felt calm. Every step he took through the estate felt like treading on ice over a yawning abyss. Every glance from Selene, every smirk from Liora, every whispered laugh from the others—it was as if the house itself delighted in unraveling him, strand by strand.

He tried to present a mask of composure, to walk with the measured grace of a man in control. But it was a fragile mask, cracked and bleeding at the edges, and every slight against him widened the fissures.

The ballroom was filled with music, light, and the polite chatter of the women, but Adrian noticed only the edges of everything. His mind traced every glance, every touch, every movement. His heart raced, not with pleasure, but with panic.

Selene sat in a shadowed alcove, her posture perfect, her gaze flicking to him briefly—just enough to ignite the fire in his chest. Liora circled him as if stalking prey, and Althea and Cassia whispered among themselves, their eyes glinting with mischief and something darker.

He forced a smile, raised a glass, nodded politely, but the entire evening felt like a cruel game he had already lost.

And then, the moment came.

Selene approached him in the library, where the music could not reach them, where the air smelled of old books and candle wax. She said nothing at first, only stood there, watching, letting him squirm under her gaze.

Adrian felt his pulse spike. "Selene…" he began, but the word faltered in his throat. His hands trembled, and the mask of composure slipped.

"You chase too much, Adrian," she said softly, almost tenderly, yet every syllable was edged with steel. "You want too much. You reach for what is already beyond you."

Her voice tore at him, the cruel sweetness of it. He wanted to seize her, to demand answers, to confess every thought, every desire that had haunted him these weeks. And yet, even as he stepped closer, he hesitated.

"I—" he whispered. His mouth opened, closed. "I cannot—"

Selene's fingers brushed his cheek lightly, a feather against burning flesh. "You cannot? You can, Adrian. You can always act. But what you cannot do is control me. And that is what will destroy you."

His body betrayed him completely. He leaned into her touch, trembling, heart hammering in a rhythm that frightened him. Desire, fear, shame, and obsession all collided, and he felt as though he were being ripped apart from the inside.

"I will not be destroyed!" he said, voice breaking, desperate. "I will have you! I will—"

"Stop," she interrupted, her hand rising to cup his jaw. Her eyes burned with an intensity he could not bear. "You think desire is possession. You think lust is power. You are wrong. And yet… you are mine, whether you realize it or not."

He fell to his knees in the hall, his hands gripping her wrists, trembling as if a storm raged inside him. "Selene… I—"

She bent, her lips brushing his ear, whispering with a softness that burned like acid: "You are weak. You are foolish. You have let the estate claim you piece by piece, and now… now you will see yourself undone."

The words pierced him deeper than any blade. Rage surged, mingled with shame, with an undeniable craving. He wanted to throw himself across her, to take, to claim, to feel some victory—but even as he did, he knew it would be meaningless. She had already won. The mask had fallen. He was exposed, trembling, powerless before the desires he could no longer deny or resist.

In that moment, the edges of his mind began to crack. He saw himself clearly for the first time—not as a nobleman, not as a man in control, but as a puppet writhing in the hands of women who delighted in his destruction. The warmth he had mistaken for freedom was only the fire of his own chains tightening around him.

He stumbled back, breathless, ashamed, heart hammering, and Selene did not follow. She left him there, shaking in the library, alone with the echoes of his own panic and craving.

When he finally dragged himself into the corridor, he saw the others—Liora, Althea, Cassia—watching him with curiosity and amusement. They did not move, did not speak, yet he felt their attention like the pressure of iron bands across his chest. He was their spectacle, their prey, their prize—and he had no choice but to play the role they demanded.

He ran his hands through his hair, muttering curses to himself, to the estate, to the cruel fates that had led him here. He was burning with desire, burning with shame, burning with the knowledge that he had lost the control he had so desperately clung to.

And in that fire, Adrian understood a terrible, thrilling, inevitable truth: he was no longer the master of his own body, his own mind, or his own heart. He was a man undone, a man fractured, a man whose mask had shattered and revealed the desperate, trembling soul beneath.

The game was no longer playful. The estate, the women, the desires he had sought so eagerly—they had claimed him. Piece by piece, moment by moment. And the mask had finally cracked.

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