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Chapter 18 - Selene’s test

Adrian awoke to the faintest stirrings of dawn, but the estate was already alive with quiet movements. Footsteps echoed on marble floors, doors whispered open and closed, and the faint perfume of roses and candle smoke lingered in every corridor. He rose, restless, as though sleep itself were a trap he could not endure.

Selene was waiting. Not in the garden, not in the library, but in the gallery—long, narrow, lined with portraits whose eyes seemed to follow him. She stood near the far end, leaning slightly against the frame of an open window. The morning light spilled over her hair, catching strands like threads of fire.

"Adrian," she said, her voice low, measured, almost teasing, yet carrying the weight of inevitability.

He approached cautiously, aware of how his pulse thundered in his ears. "Selene," he whispered, breathless. "Why are you here so early?"

"Because," she said simply, "you need a test. And because I enjoy watching you squirm."

Adrian's chest tightened. He knew her eyes always had a way of piercing masks, of exposing the secret corners of his mind. But what she meant by a test—he could not guess. His stomach twisted with anticipation, with dread, with that fiery hunger he had learned to neither resist nor deny.

She stepped closer. The soft rustle of her dress against the floor echoed like a heartbeat in the stillness. "You have grown reckless, Adrian," she said, her amber gaze locking with his. "You have allowed yourself to be claimed by desire, to be played as though you were a mere toy. And now… I must see if you are capable of restraint."

He swallowed hard, feeling both dread and thrill. "Restraint? How… how can I resist you?"

Selene smiled faintly, almost cruelly. "Ah, that is precisely what I wish to know."

Her words sent a shiver down his spine. Desire flared, ungovernable, and yet beneath it, a current of fear ran deeper. She was testing him, setting a boundary, one he would struggle to respect.

Without another word, she circled him slowly, the soft sway of her movements mesmerizing, maddening. Each step drew him in, and each glance, each subtle tilt of her head, made his pulse spike. She stopped just beyond arm's reach, letting him tremble with anticipation.

"Do you feel it, Adrian?" she whispered. "The pull? The heat? The craving that roars through you every time I am near?"

"Yes," he admitted, voice low, strained. "Yes, I feel it. I cannot… I cannot resist."

Her gaze softened for a heartbeat, but the softness carried a dangerous weight. "And yet… you will try, will you not?"

Adrian's chest heaved. "I… I will try," he said, though even as he spoke, he knew his resolve would fracture.

Selene stepped closer, letting the tip of her fingers brush against his shoulder—light, teasing, enough to make him shiver violently. The brush was electric, setting fire to every nerve, every hidden desire.

"And if you fail?" he asked, his voice trembling.

"Then you will learn," she said, her eyes glinting, "that desire without control is nothing but ruin. That lust unchecked destroys. That passion ungoverned leads to chains."

He wanted to reach for her, to seize, to claim, to give himself over completely—but something in her gaze warned him back. Desire surged, but fear anchored him, if only slightly.

She moved away, retreating toward the window. The morning sun caught her profile, illuminating the curve of her neck, the delicate line of her jaw, the fire in her eyes. Adrian's body ached with the knowledge of what he wanted and could not take. His mind spun with lust and shame, pleasure and guilt intertwined so tightly he could not untangle them.

"You see," Selene said softly, "this is what I test. Not your body, not your ability to yield. But your mind. Your soul. Can you resist what you know will destroy you?"

Adrian fell silent. The truth of her words struck him harder than any touch. His obsession, his cravings, his reckless indulgences—she had observed them, measured them, and now she set before him the ultimate challenge: mastery over himself.

He trembled, torn between surrender and control. Every fiber of his being screamed to throw himself at her feet, to let desire run unchecked, yet a small, desperate part of him wanted to prove he was more than a puppet.

Selene studied him, reading the storm in his eyes, the tension in his hands, the tremor in his lips. She did not move closer. She did not touch. She let the test unfold in the space between them, letting the silence stretch, letting him confront the rawest parts of himself.

Adrian finally closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. The heat of his desire did not diminish, nor did the ache in his chest. But he forced himself to step back, to acknowledge the fire without succumbing to it.

Selene's lips curved faintly, almost imperceptibly. "Perhaps," she said, "there is hope for you yet."

And though he felt both shame and triumph, Adrian understood something terrible and exhilarating: desire was not merely to be pursued. It was to be survived. And the estate would continue to test him, challenge him, consume him in ways he had yet to imagine.

But for now, he had resisted. And that, however fragile, was a victory.

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