Oliver
Crunching the sheets painfully, I feel a sharp pain waking me up, only to realize that my stomach was just growling it's as spunky as me, fuck when was the last time I ate,
"Now that i think of it"
I only ate in the morning yesterday I was so damn tired I blanked out as soon as I was done
My cell rings throwing me off, its 4 friggin am what the hell?
Phil's real name flashed across my screen but instead of groaning like I always do I grin like a teenage boy getting his first call from his crush, what is wrong with me
"The hell Phil? And you call me the crazy one do you know what the time is?"
"Why did you open a social media acc?" that question baffled me inducing another "the hell?" till he spoke again
"Delete it"
My eyes are wide awake now; that's new. Instead of feeling upset I feel concerned his tone is mixed with anger and bitterness two things he never showed to me once
"Are you alright is something wrong?" I had to ask this is making my mind jumble, after laying out a string of curses he told me to delete the acc again then cuts the call on me
He has luck I'm still too tired to react if not all hell would have been loose, nobody, I mean nobody cuts the DAMN phone on me.
It's always the other way round, bestie or not. I'm done having people walk all over me. Blood rushes quickly to my veins making me all riled up. I did my normal routine, bath, brush and dress up in a very mean outfit, heading to a café down the street, just three blocks from my house.
"Violin any updates?" again people started staring at me cause of the nickname coupled with the fact that I'm the only one on this darn table, ugh! Why do I always forget. Annoyed I put my phone to my ear and smiled genuinely at the waitress who drops my order, A coffee and toast with eggs served at the side
You have 1588 followers
I chocked on my coffee earning me curious glances again which I shrugged off to, they don't know I'm having an epic break down right now
"Really!? With just one vid?" I whisper yell out of excited
No, it's because of my extremely good job of promoting your video that got us there, if not we would have been stuck with 100 and we don't have all the time to waste
What a stuck up bi-ai-tch. She is right though we don't have much time to waste
"When I'm done with breakfast, we will shoot a couple more vids"
And that's what we did, its already three in the afternoon my goodness I don't see why people want to be social media influencers at some point my jaw was moving on its own don't even know what I was saying but I trust violin to cut out the nonsense
Time passed as I brought back the equipments from the rooftop to my room, tired and achey from all the work mostly thirsty too. So, I head to the sink to get water only for rough knocks to be heard loudly on the door
"If its Mr. Fart I'm gonna die" my landlord is the male version of a bitch packed together with a horny dog, encountering him is like dragging my balls through shattered glass and of course that's not his real name I think it started with D…D… um fuck whatever
Gulping down the whole glass of water, I carried the glass with me just in case I might need to use it on him. Slowly but carefully, I unlocked the door and opened slightly
"Are you gonna keep staring or let me in" My best friend voice resonated through me pulling me back from my confusion only for anger to rise within me again remembering how rude he was in the morning
"Why are you here" my statement laced with anger from all the frustration and tiredness wearing down on me
"You're my friend I can't visit a friend" I don't even recognize this guy in front of me. It looks like he just put the first thing he saw in his wardrobe on, his hair roughed up, his flawless olive skin gets darker a bit, lips looking chapped like they need moisturizing from mine, and those green eyes filled with a cold intensity I can't figure out, now I really want to know whats wrong
Replaying that statement again was like a punch in my guts "Friend?" i scoff, friend? Our 10 years of hell we have been together he calls me a friend; did it mean nothing to him, I know it sounds like I'm taking it too far but still it kinda hurts
"Wait I'm sorry its just…." He sighs on seeing that my mood has changed to sullen now "Please let me in" he finally says
I'm too tired for this shit so I let him in, refusing to sit with him on the couch we use to sit together I just stood waiting for him to tell me why he's here
"I'm sorry for everything from this morning to now it's just when I saw you on social media it spooked me out"
"Why Phil?" I stare intently at his eyes I know his saying the truth though but he is a very skilled liar only his eyes tell the truth so I use them as a guide
"It just spooked me out Ollie, please delete your acc" there it is the tiny glitch, he's lying he's not telling me the truth he's hiding something from me and I don't know what and I know he would never tell me but I don't push we all have scars inside
It still does not make it acceptable for me to let his scar mar me too when I can heal it for him but he won't let me
"You can't just say that Phil, there is a reason and you don't want to tell me its fine, but I need to do this"
"why"
"I already told you but you didn't believe me Phil" this conversation isn't going to end well I can feel it
"Fuck how do you expect me to believe that crazy shit you told me!"
"I saw the game though its legit but the rest was all just made up wasn't it, why are you playing these games with me Oliver, just delete the damn account" he used my full name on me now and yelling too but what struck is his statement Games? What games?
"Stop yelling at me" I've had enough of his yelling there's no point in him yelling when I can hear him just fine
"No until you get it inside your fucking head, don't you know how scary social media is one mistake ollie"
"One mistake and your gone and there is nothing else your good at except making mistakes" I don't remember moving or my hand striking his face I guess that makes us two when I see the shock revibrate through him
"Stop yelling at me" tears gather at the side of my lids threatening to spill "I know its fucking scary! How I started it was much scarier but it turns out I love It"
"I love talking about myself, random shit and people who make me smile" you are one of them or so I thought
"Fuck"
"I'm sorry" he held me in his hands as I sob quietly hating this weak side of me, I can take a few beatings but a yelling am a sobbing mess. He held me for a while before letting go and shuts the door
Sucking in sharp breaths, I summon the energy left in me and dragged myself to the door to bolt it and went to bed exhausted already I did not budget crying after doing all that hard work
Would this be the right time to give you this information
"The time will never be right so just speak"
It's surprising that she did not just bombard me with whatever crazy she has, I beginning to learn more about her now, she may be an ai don't even know why I am referring to it as a her but I don't care
She has a tiny winy heart in there while mine is all dead
The videos already edited and posted are getting many views and likes at the moment as we speak
"So how many followers"
5012 followers
"Fuck"
You did a good job without having to promote the video that much
"Please you're freaking me out with your niceness"
I thought I could spare you kindness of some sort but I regret it almost immediately
i giggle a bit feelin a little lightened up "Your ai you can't feel shit" at least I have a little sense about these things
I know it is called imitating humans dumb dumb she mocks me wow I'm loving her now
But a new issue has risen
My brows scrunch up now feeling annoyed by how my life has been very dramatic "what is it"
Hate comments are a thing common with celebrities and it's not rare when we see it time to time, we can't please anyone
"I know that I deal with hate all the time if that's why your worried there's no need, I won't off myself" I'm sure I'm pretty much immune to hate now
Well, it seems you have a persistent hater now, I advise you not to read the comments by user I.B, until I find out who it is he seem to be a hacker reason for prolonging my search
Whatever I could care less about a guy who insults through a screen he's a loser if he can't come up to my face and say it out loud. My eyes yielding in to the temptation of sleep I surrender I'm not bothered one bit
But curious who is this mysterious hater?
Someone is bashing my name up on the internet and this is just day two wow