I could tolerate anything my boyfriend did. My patience for him was very high. He could have cheated on me with other girls, threatened me or even abused me. But there was only one thing I could not tolerate no matter what and I just saw him doing it with my own eyes.
He is kissing my younger sister like there's no tomorrow.....Like I never even existed in the first place....Like I was just a momentary dust in front of his eyes.
It hurts. My chest burns. My heart is on fire. That was the time when it hit me. The reality hit me like thousands of needles stabbing my heart all together "I MEANT NOTHING TO HIM".
The feeling of betrayal was nothing to me unless it was done by the only two people I ever trusted. My whole world shattered into pieces. Did I do something wrong? Was it all my fault? If I didn't hug her last night, then maybe she would not have betrayed me.
Its all my fault...