The next day I wake up to Matt's message.
Matt: good morning love.
Me: Good morning love.
Matt: what time are you coming? I would prefer if we went in the morning, there are fewer people and the day is sunny. We drink coffee there.
Me: Um, okay, I'll get ready.
Matt: I'll pick you up.
I get ready, he comes to pick me up, Mark is with him.
Me: Hi love. Hi Mark.. -yellow smile for Mark-
Let's go to CJ, there are more brands there.
Me: okay.
He drives there and I'm watching the landscape and thinking "why did he bring Mark?.. strange"
we arrived at the parking lot. We go down
Matt: Let's eat something
Me: that's it
I order a stuffed croissant and a pineapple juice with mint, they order espresso, Mark orders a hot mix.
Matt: tell me I already ate my kosher food.
We ate, Matt paid for mine and Mark paid for his.
We started looking at the stores, went into designer stores and bought. Until I see a lingerie store, I show it to Matt
He soon becomes interested, the three of us enter. I start looking at the options, find some and go to the fitting room. I wear them and I'm not sure which one to take.
Matt calls me and says: Let me see.
He left the dressing room, dying of embarrassment, I see Matt and Mark sitting and I call Matt, he says:
Matt: come here, you can come.
I'm embarrassed to death, but I'm going. I stand in front of them both, but I only look at Matt.
Matt bites his lip and says
Matt: is it just that or is there more to see?
Me: there's one more... - I say, dying of shame
Matt: go ahead, I want a surprise.
I turn around and go back to the dressing room. I take it off and give the lingerie to the saleswoman. I change while I think about why Matt wanted Mark to see me in lingerie... "Does Matt know? And is he testing me?"
I return to them, suspicious but I continue to hang out with them.
Matt: How are you doing in high school?
Me: I think so, why?
Matt: We're going on a trip, remember?
Me: Oh that's true... And how are you?
Matt: well, actually. You got me focused.
I laugh.
Me: and where are we going?
Matt: I'm still watching.
Me: right.
We continue walking until I order gelato. We buy it and I start sucking it.
They are both uncomfortable. Until Matt whispers, "I want you to do that in something else," I smirk.
Matt: Shall we go home?
Me: hmm, maybe...
We decided to go to Matt's penthouse. We go up and Matt says
Matt: Put on your lingerie
I think it's strange, but I go to the bathroom and put it on. I open the door a little and shout: MATT!
Matt: you can come don't be embarrassed
Impossible. I open the door slowly, take one leg out and the body.
They both look at me intently.
And I say: What's up? - clearly embarrassed
Matt: Comes close and surrounds me "you know we're getting married right?"
Me: Ahem!
Matt: then pretend it's your bachelor party...
Mark and I opened our eyes wide and said at the same time: What?
Matt: that's right, have sex.
I still didn't understand. Mark looked like a predator and came at me
Me: Matt, I want you..What the f*ck - Mark kisses me and makes me shut up
I still resist, but I can't take it and I kiss him eagerly. Matt watches everything with an erect penis. And I still don't understand, but I like it. Mark penetrates me willingly and enjoying having sex with his rival best friend's girlfriend and him watching. He gets extremely excited, his penis gets bigger than it already is, I feel it coming hard and I moan loudly, he puts me on all fours. Matt takes off his clothes and comes close to my mouth, kisses me and puts his penis close to my mouth, I caress it and suck it looking at his face. I feel inexplicably horny.
I think it was because I was having sex with two guys I love. The two switch places. Matt starts to thrust eagerly. I lick Mark. Matt picks me up and they sit me on his lap, they put me close to him and he gets involved quickly. I moan quickly and kiss him saying "I love you" - he smiles and says "me too"
Mark keeps looking and when I say this he gets discouraged and ends up turning to leave when I say "I love them both". Mark: I liked him first, and Matt: for his politeness. They both look at each other and look at me. Matt stops, and I get off their laps. Look, I'm sorry but it's true.
I start to put on my clothes and say: Sorry to both of you... And he left. I go home thinking "what was this crazy thing and what did I say?" Oh, they're going to be mad at me. I go home, take a shower and lie down thinking about today's crazy woman. Until I sleep. I wake up at dawn and see a message from them in a group of three.
Me: hi?
Mark: are you awake at this time?
Me: I slept very early.
Mark: Got it, we want to talk to you tomorrow.
I tense up and ask
Me: Say what? What happened was the sweetest but also craziest thing.
Mark: really, but we have to talk about our situation.
Me: what do you mean? Matt doesn't want it anymore?
Matt: oops, hi.
Me: Hi, are you there.
Matt: yes. But it's true, we need to give our lives a direction.
Me: right. When?
Matt: Tomorrow at my house, whenever you want.
Me: okay.
I get tense thinking a lot of shit, but there's nothing I can do.." think about our situation.. What will they propose?.."
I stay awake listening to music... it's dawn and lying in bed.