Raj came over that weekend.
He tossed a beer can at me and said, "You're not Dhruve anymore. You're just… something else. You scare me, man."
I said nothing. I just sipped the beer.
He muttered, "If you keep going like this, you won't have anything left even if you win."
I finally said, "Maybe I don't care about winning. I just want her to feel what I felt."
Raj shook his head. "That's the problem. That feeling never ends. You'll drown in it."