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Chapter 15 - Chapter 3: The Lockdown Dream

When alarms scream through Blackstone's corridors, they're not warning of danger—they're announcing it. Daniel's nightmares have learned to walk, his prophecies take shape in shadow, and somewhere between sleep and waking, the building opens doors that were never meant to exist. Disappearance is just another word for transformation. And transformation always leaves something behind.

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Daniel woke to his name whispered through metal.

Not spoken—whispered, the sound traveling through the bedframe's hollow tubes, vibrating up through mattress springs into his spine. His name shaped by breath that had no lungs, by lips that had no mouth, by intention that had no body. Just: Daniel. Daniel. Daniel. Each repetition slightly different, as if the building were practicing pronunciation, learning the shape of him through sound.

Three-forty-seven AM. He knew without looking at the clock, the way you know when someone's watching you, the way you know a storm is coming before the first drops fall. The blue dark of early morning filled his room like water, thick and cold, and the shadows along the baseboards moved wrong—not cast by anything, not dispersing when he turned on his bedside lamp, just gathering and ungathering, pulled by invisible hands or currents he couldn't see.

His heart hammered against his ribs. Forty-seven beats before he could breathe properly. He counted because counting was control, and control was the only thing standing between him and the dreams that came sharper each night, more real, bleeding into waking until he couldn't remember which was which.

The dreams where corridors bent like spines under weight.

The dreams where rooms appeared in spaces that had been solid wall the night before, doors materializing with brass handles that burned cold, with thresholds you could cross but never recross.

The dreams where he heard his own voice calling from the walls, except the words were wrong, the cadence off, like someone doing an impression who'd only heard him once and hadn't quite captured the inflection.

Down the hall—Daniel knew without seeing because Blackstone told him things now, fed him information through vibrations in the floor and shifts in air pressure—Elijah was awake too. Had been awake for hours, or had never slept at all. Time moved strangely for Elijah, as if he existed slightly out of sync with the present, one foot in now and one in some adjacent moment.

Daniel pulled on his shoes—canvas, worn, soles thin enough to feel every crack in the floor—and moved through his door. It opened soundlessly. Locks didn't hold in Blackstone, not really. They were suggestions, polite requests, the kind of boundary that meant something only until the building decided otherwise.

The corridor was empty. Should have been darker—emergency lighting cast everything in shades of gray and sick yellow—but Daniel could see too well, as if his eyes had adjusted to wavelengths human vision wasn't meant to process. He walked toward the common room, each step careful, because the floor liked to shift when you weren't paying attention, liked to add an extra stair or remove one entirely, measuring your faith in solid ground.

Elijah sat cross-legged on the common room floor, surrounded by paper. The night nurse's sleep charts, patient intake forms, blank progress notes—anything he could find. And he was drawing, pen moving in rapid strokes, covering every inch of white space with symbols that hurt to look at directly, that seemed to writhe at the edges of vision like living things.

Runes, maybe. Or something older than runes. Patterns that predated language, that came from the same place architecture came from—the human need to contain, to define, to make sense of space by marking it, claiming it, warning others away.

"Couldn't sleep?" Daniel's voice came out smaller than he intended, child-like, vulnerable.

Elijah didn't look up. "The hospital floats." His pen moved, creating a spiral that seemed to descend into the paper, creating depth where there should only be surface. "I dream of corridors that bend. There are rooms that weren't there yesterday, and voices that sound like me but wrong. Like copies. Like echoes that come before the sound."

"I know." Daniel sat beside him, careful not to disturb the papers. "I dream them too."

"Not dreams." Elijah finally looked up, and his eyes were too dark, pupils blown wide, or maybe there were no pupils at all anymore, just black. "Rehearsals. The building shows us what it's going to do before it does it. Gives us time to accept."

"Accept what?"

"That we're not guests. We're ingredients."

Daniel pulled his own paper from his pocket—notes he'd been keeping, observations written in his small, precise handwriting, the kind of neat script teachers always praised. He'd been documenting the missing. Not the officially missing, not the transfers and releases and patients who left through proper channels with proper paperwork. The other missing. The ones who were here and then weren't, who the staff remembered but the records didn't, who left spaces in group photos and empty chairs at dinner that no one else seemed to see.

Seven names so far. Or nine. The number kept changing.

"When you try to count the doors," Elijah said, still drawing, "you lose hours. Time is old here. Time gets mad if you notice it."

Daniel knew. He'd tried counting once, walking the second floor corridor end to end, tallying every door. Seventeen on the way down. Twenty-three on the way back. Fourteen when he tried again. And each time he'd looked at his watch afterward, discovered hours gone, afternoon become evening become night, with no memory of the passage, just empty space where time should have been.

He opened his mouth to respond, to share his own observations, to compare notes the way they'd been doing in whispers and fragments, building a shared map of Blackstone's rules—

The alarms screamed.

Not the gentle chimes of scheduled announcements or the polite buzzing of medication reminders. These were klaxons, harsh and primal, the sound of mechanical panic, of systems recognizing threat and abandoning subtlety. The noise sliced through the blue dark like a blade, cutting night into pieces, and Daniel's hands flew to his ears but it didn't help, the sound was inside him now, vibrating his teeth, his bones, his thoughts.

Red lights began strobing. Emergency protocols, lockdown procedures, the choreography of institutional fear.

"Everyone stay calm!" Dr. Lee's voice from somewhere, strained and sharp, authority stretched thin. "Lockdown procedures! All patients to their rooms! Staff, secure all—"

Doors slammed throughout the building. Not pushed, not closed—slammed, metal hitting frames with gunshot percussion, locks engaging with mechanical finality. The sound rippled through Blackstone like a wave, each door a domino falling, and Daniel felt the building constrict, tighten, cinch itself closed around its occupants.

Nurses materialized in the corridor, moving with the rushed efficiency of people following a script they'd rehearsed but never performed, herding patients toward their rooms with firm hands and firmer voices. Faces appeared in doorways—confused, frightened, some still half-asleep, others too awake, eyes too wide, seeing too much.

"Move, now, everyone back to rooms!" Nurse Reeves, her gray bun coming loose, clipboard clutched like a shield. "This is not a drill!"

But Daniel knew better. Everything in Blackstone was a drill. The building was always practicing, always testing, preparing them for the real thing, which was always coming, always approaching, never quite arriving until it did.

Elijah stood, gathering his papers with careful precision, folding them along lines that seemed to follow the symbols' logic rather than simple geometry. He met Daniel's eyes, held them. "Repeat the window," he said, voice barely audible under the alarms. "Repeat the name. Don't be food for the house."

Then he was gone, escorted by a nurse whose name Daniel couldn't remember, or had never known, or would know tomorrow but not today because time was old here and got mad when you noticed.

Daniel let himself be herded back to his room. The door closed behind him with a sound like finality, like punctuation, like the last word in a sentence he hadn't finished reading. The lock engaged—click—and he was alone.

Except he wasn't.

The shadows in the corners were thicker now, more present, and they moved with purpose rather than randomness. The walls breathed—he could see it, the slight expansion and contraction, the way living things move when they think you're not watching. And through the pipes, through the radiator's metal veins, he heard it:

A lullaby. Thin and old, melody worn smooth by repetition, by centuries of mothers singing children into silence. The words were unclear, might have been French or Latin or something older, but the tune was familiar in the way nightmares are familiar, in the way you know something you've never learned.

Daniel pressed his back against the door, slid down until he was sitting, knees drawn to chest. He pulled out his paper—his notes, his observations, his defensive spells made of words and documentation. At the bottom, in handwriting so small it was almost illegible, he'd written his mantra, the thing he told himself when the dreams got too loud:

Repeat the window. Repeat the name. Don't be food for the house.

Outside, the alarms continued. Inside, the lullaby grew louder, closer, as if whatever was singing was moving through the walls themselves, approaching his room with the patient inevitability of rising water.

Two hours. Daniel counted them in breaths, in heartbeats, in the number of times the shadows completed their circuit of the room's perimeter. The alarms didn't stop—they evolved, pitching higher then lower, creating harmonies that shouldn't be possible from mechanical systems, rhythms that matched no emergency protocol Lee had ever mentioned.

Then, at five-forty-three AM: silence.

The kind of silence that comes after violence, after the world has rearranged itself and is waiting to see if anyone noticed. The alarms didn't wind down—they stopped, mid-blare, as if someone had cut the power or cut the throat of the sound itself.

Daniel heard footsteps in the corridor. Running, stumbling, staff responding to some new crisis or the same crisis wearing a different face. Voices shouting, crackling over walkie-talkies, the fragmented language of emergency:

"—second floor, northeast—"

"—found his room, but he's not—"

"—check the stairwells, the old wing, everywhere—"

"—shoes, just his shoes, what does that even—"

Daniel stood. His legs were numb from sitting, from pressing against the door, from the weight of waiting. He moved to his window—needed to see out, needed to confirm that there was still an outside, still a world beyond Blackstone's walls.

His reflection stared back at him from the glass. Pale, thin, eyes too large for his face. Behind his reflection, the room stretched differently than it should, dimensions warped by whatever lived in the mirror space between true reflection and perceived reality.

And behind his reflection's reflection, in that space that shouldn't exist, he saw: himself.

Not a reflection. Another Daniel. Same clothes, same thin frame, but moving independently, mouth forming words his own mouth wasn't speaking. The other Daniel pressed his hand against the glass from the other side, fingers splayed, and Daniel felt the cold radiating through, felt his own hand rising to match, palm to palm, warmth meeting ice with only fragile glass between.

The other Daniel's mouth moved. Daniel couldn't hear the words, but he could read lips, had learned how because sometimes the walls were too loud to hear human voices through:

The building remembers what you forget.

Then darkness passed across the reflection—not shadow, but absence, a clot of nothing that moved with purpose, with hunger. When it cleared, the other Daniel was gone.

The real Daniel—or was he the real one? was there even a distinction anymore?—stumbled back from the window, heart racing, breath coming in sharp gasps. His bed looked wrong, covers pulled back as if he'd just gotten up, except he'd been by the door for two hours, hadn't been near the bed, hadn't—

Something white caught his eye. Paper, folded neatly, tucked under his pillow where his head had rested but also where it hadn't, where it had and would and was resting in the multitude of times Blackstone contained.

Daniel picked it up with shaking hands. Unfolded it. Read his own handwriting—small, precise, the neat script teachers praised:

The building remembers what you forget.

Below, in the same hand but written at a different angle, as if added later:

Some shadow doors only open for names. I knew too many.

A knock at the door made him jump, drop the paper. It fluttered to the floor, landed writing-side-down. When he bent to retrieve it, the page was blank.

"Daniel?" Dr. Lee's voice, strained beyond recognition, fear and confusion and the beginning of something worse—the realization that rationality had limits, that some things couldn't be explained away with psychology and medication adjustments. "Daniel, I need you to open the door. Right now."

Daniel opened the door.

Dr. Lee stood in the corridor, flanked by two nurses and a security guard whose name might have been Marcus or Martin or Mark. Behind them, other staff moved in organized chaos—checking rooms, taking attendance, speaking in the hushed urgent tones of people who'd lost something important and were trying not to let the others know they were panicking.

"Have you seen—" Lee stopped, looked past Daniel into the room, and his face went pale. "Where are your shoes?"

Daniel looked down. His feet were bare. Soles dirty, as if he'd been walking. Walking where? When? He'd been sitting, had been by the door, had been—

"I don't—" Daniel started, but Lee was already pushing past him, into the room, moving to the bed.

The shoes were there. Canvas, worn, arranged neatly side by side at the foot of the bed. Empty. Waiting. And on the floor beneath them, trailing from the soles across the linoleum: salt. White grains forming patterns, paths, script in a language of crystalline preservation.

Lee grabbed Daniel by the shoulders, not rough but firm, desperate. "Where did you go? During the lockdown, where did you go?"

"I was here," Daniel said, and meant it, believed it, though some part of him knew it was also a lie, that he'd been elsewhere, had walked corridors that bent like spines, had opened doors that led to rooms that weren't there yesterday, had heard his own voice calling from the walls. "I was here the whole time."

In Dr. Lee's office, an hour later, security footage played on a screen that flickered every third frame, scan lines disrupting the image in ways digital systems weren't supposed to allow. Lee had watched it seventeen times now—Elijah had counted, sitting in the corner Lee had forgotten about, invisible in the way traumatized children learn to be invisible.

The footage showed: Daniel's door, closed. Timestamp 3:47 AM. Nothing for eight minutes. Then the door opens—not pushed, not pulled, just opens—and Daniel steps into the corridor. He stands there, perfectly still, looking at something off-camera. His mouth moves. Speaking to someone. Responding to questions Elijah can't hear.

Then darkness passes across the lens. Not shadow—Elijah knows shadows, has learned their language, can read their intentions. This is something else. Absence wearing the shape of presence. A gap in existence, moving.

When the darkness clears, Daniel is gone.

The corridor is empty. The door is still open. And on the floor where Daniel had been standing: two shoes, soles trailing salt.

Lee replays the footage. Again. And again. Looking for the trick, the explanation, the rational answer that will restore order to a world rapidly losing its shape.

Elijah stands, moves to stand behind Lee's shoulder, and whispers to the wires humming in the walls, to the electricity that carries information and also carries memory, carries intention:

"Some shadow doors only open for names. Daniel knew too many."

Lee turns, but Elijah is already gone, walking back to his room where papers wait to be covered in symbols, in warnings, in maps of a building that keeps rewriting its own architecture.

In the walls, the pipes click and hiss. The radiator breathes. And somewhere deep in Blackstone's bones, in the spaces between brick and plaster where memory pools and time grows old and mad, a door closes that had never been open.

Or opens that had never been closed.

Or both.

Or neither.

Blackstone remembers what you forget. And what it remembers, it keeps. Transforms. Returns changed, or doesn't return at all, leaving only salt and shoes and questions that multiply faster than answers.

The building always finishes what it starts.

And it had only just begun.

[END OF CHAPTER]

Coming Up:

Daniel's absence is a wound in Blackstone's routine, bleeding questions no one wants to answer. In Chapter 4, Dr. Lee's careful rationality begins to crack as the investigation deepens, revealing not evidence of kidnapping or escape, but something worse—proof that Daniel was never meant to leave, that his disappearance was written into the building's blueprints long before he arrived. Elijah holds pieces of the puzzle, but the pieces keep changing shape, and Alex's investigation has attracted attention from things that don't appreciate documentation. Some disappearances are warnings. This one is an invitation.

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