Oliver looked at Lil Wen angrily. He starting to regret for open his heart for Lil Wen. Especially when he saw how clingy Zhu Xian with Lil Wen in the kitchen, whimpering over the pancakes and Lil Wen just laughing while he listen to every request from Zhu Xian.
Oliver moved away leaving the kitchen to his room. He even gives Marco his sharp gaze before he stomping the stairs to his room upstairs. Marco and Xin Er looked at each other. "What wrong now?" Xin Er rise his shoulders and looked towards the kitchen where he can hear Zhu Xian voice whimpered sweetly over the pancakes.
Xin Er know how close Zhu Xian and Lil Wen is. Lil Wen, Alex and Zhu Xian grew up together since kindergarten. Nothing he can do, between the three of them, Lil Wen is the most mature and dominate in any way. So the other two will more pampered and clingy with Lil Wen.
Xin Er pinched Marco thigh and give him a signal to coax Oliver. He afraid that Oliver will dwell himself into the sorrows again. "Me?" Marco point to himself. Xin Er nodded. "No..." Marco shake his head. "You and me will go together" Marco point himself before he point towards Xin Er and Oliver room. Xin Er rolling his eyes and tilt his head towards Oliver room. "Lets go then. Can't believe you're this cowards"
Marco knocked Oliver room slowly and politely.
"Little bear. May I come in?"
Silent.
"My sweet little bear..do you hear me? Hello..."
Hearing the way Marco calling over Oliver, really make Xin Er feel annoyed. Xin Er pushed the door hard and entered the room with out any guilty. Marco stunned after he saw how rough Xin Er is. "How can you be so rough?" Xin Er gazed at Marco annoyingly. "You're to slow and disgusting" Xin Er turn his gaze to Oliver who was sitting on the edge of the window while his ears been plugged with earbud and his eyes gazing far away. Xin Er let out a sigh of relief.
Xin Er steps closer to Oliver. Carefully he touched Oliver shoulder. Oliver turned his head. Xin Er smile. He pulled out Oliver earbud and tried to listen what kind of song that Oliver listening. "Urgh.. what kind of music is this?" Quickly Xin Er pulled out the earbud from his ear and passed it to Marco. Marco picked the earbud from Xin Er and also tried it. "Auch! Is this music or conjuration? Why so much cursing in it?" Marco thrown the earbud onto the bed.
"Do you want to go for a holiday. Tomorrow is Sunday and Monday is our school specials holiday. So we have two day off from work? Just the three of us."
Asked Xin Er trying to put Oliver mind at ease. Oliver shake his head. Xin Er bite his lips. Whenever Oliver dwell himself in his own world, it hard to drag him back.
"Hello my sweet little angel. Your dear brother is here"
Without any sign, Oscar bursting into the room and hug his little brother lovingly. Oliver gaze at Oscar blankly. "Where are this person came from?" Xin Er rolling his eyes.
"Oh.. there are also my sweet angelic Marco."
Oscar pinched both Marco cheeks and make Marco lips look like a puffed fish mouth. Oscar turned to Xin Er who already wants to run away.
"Where are you wanna run away my dear beautiful little angel?"
Oscar grabbed Xin Er hand and pulled Xin Er towards him. Before Xin Er fall in Oscar arms, Marco quickly grabbed Xin Er waistline. "He is mine" Marco gaze sharply at Oscar. Oscar smiled. " If you're mine, so he also mine" Oscar gives Marco a kiss on the air. Marco rise his lips corner in disgusting. Oscar laughed happily. It's so funny teasing youngsters nowadays. "Stoic person like you can also lose your compose over the love. Interesting"
Oscar looks at Oliver who stay still in his arms. His face looks so blank without any trace of feeling. Oscar turns his eyes to Marco, Marco just shake his head. Oscar turns his eyes to Xin Er, Xin Er just bite his lips. Oscar let's out a heavy sigh before he turned Oliver to face him. "I'm sorry my dear little bear. This is the only way I know how to wake you up. Dear God, please make it work."
Oscar pulled his head away from Oliver head, and then..
Bump!
Without any notice, Oscar bumped his forehead hard on Oliver forehead.
"Auch!"
Oliver screamed before he punched Oscar as hard as he could.
"Stupid brother! Stupid! Head rock! Stupid! Stupid...!"
Oliver starts to cursing and whimper in pain and anger with his older brother. Oscar just received Oliver every punched before he hug his little brother gently. Marco and Xin Er looked at each other in shock. "Is that acceptable?" Xin Er shake his head "Who know..."
Lil Wen bursting into the room after he heard Oliver screamed in pain but he saw Oscar gaze sharply towards him. Lil Wen bravely stepped closer to Oscar and pulled Oliver into his arms. "Wow.. I love the way you act my little wolf" Oscar smiled and turned his gaze towards Zhu Xian who followed Lil Wen just now. Oscar smiled. "You see who is the one this little wolf choose. Know your place and walked away" Zhu Xian drop his head down. Can't take Oscar sharp gaze that full of hate towards him.
Lil Wen looked at Oliver forehead that all red from Oscar bumped. Lil Wen blown Oliver red forehead to erase the redness and pain. Oliver looked at Lil Wen in dazed. He felt happy and also afraid. He afraid that Lil Wen just pity on him. He afraid that just only him alone had a special feeling towards Lil Wen.
"Who do you think you're? Remember you're the most dirty person in the world. Don't you afraid that your dirty can ruin your Lil Wen just like how you stain Bai Jue? Can't believe you're not just dirty, but also nasty."
Andrew voice makes Oliver body shivered. He quickly pushed Lil Wen as hard as he could. In shock, Lil Wen tightened his hug. Oliver didn't give up. He continued to struggle in panicked before he started to sobbing. He can't let Lil Wen get dirty from him.
Hearing Oliver sobbing, Oscar tried to coax him but been stopped by Lil Wen. He wanted to be the only one who makes Oliver feel at eases. Lil Wen started to feel greedy over his Oliver.
分分钟都渴望与他相见
fen fenzhong dou kewang yu ta xiang jian
I long to see him every minute.
在路上碰着亦乐上几天
zai lushang pengzhe yi le shang ji tian
Met Yile on the road for a few days
轻快的感觉飘上面
qingkuai de ganjue piao shangmian
A light feeling floats above
可爱的一个初恋
ke'ai de yige chulian
A lovely first love
Lil Wen singing to soothe Oliver feelings. He swing his body following the melody of the song and dragged Oliver along. Oliver stopped struggling and followed every Lil Wen moves. Lil Wen soft and alluring voice makes he forget about Andrew. Once again, Lil Wen manage to chase Andrew from Oliver memories.
"How was my voice?"
Asked Lil Wen after he saw Oliver starts to smile.
"Nice right?"
Oliver slapped Lil Wen face gently.
"Shameless"
Oliver mumbled before he threw himself into Marco arms. Marco hug Oliver gently. He loves pampering Oliver who as cute as a little bear. He even more cuter than all of his female cousin. Marco can feel a jealousy gaze from Oscar and Lil Wen. Marco just ignored it as long as Xin Er feel nothing.
Xin Er saw how Lil Wen obviously gets jealous over Marco who gently hug Oliver. He shake his head before he hug Lil Wen from behind and sweetly whispered softly at Lil Wen ear. Marco gaze at Xin Er and Lil Wen who whispered softly with each other without thinking about him and the others who were also there.
Marco pulled Xin Er from Lil Wen and shoved Oliver to Lil Wen. "I take my men back, you take yours back". Lil Wen let out a small laugh while Oliver still in dazed after being shoved away by Marco. He saw how Marco hug Xin Er just like a dog hugging his favorite owner with the eyes that ready to attack whoever wants to touch his owner. Oliver looked at Lil Wen who tries hard to hide his laugh. In the end Oliver smiled sweetly in Lil Wen arms.
Oscar walked away leaving the room and dragged Zhu Xian together with him.
"Listen you little snorted."
Oscar pulled Zhu Xian chin upwards.
"Don't ever come near Lil Wen and ruin my little brother happiness."
Zhu Xian just looked at Oscar who was smiling in anger. He bites his lips tries to hold his tears from flowing.
"If you do it again. Don't blame me if I destroy your famed"
Oscar threw Zhu Xian chin away before he rubs his fingers on Zhu Xian shirt.
After Oscar left, Zhu Xian sits and crying silently. He don't know why, his life feels miserable. No body cares about him. Only Lil Wen who always takes care of him. But now, he being snatch away from him by his bully little brother. There was nothing left to regret. Now the only regret left was his birth. "Its okay. Its will end soon. The only regret will be end soon. No one will be sad and disgusting anymore. Its not bad after all" Zhu Xian smile bitterly while he wipes his tears away.

Oscar looks Zhu Xian who just left the house with a sullen face. Don't know why he started to feel strange. His investigator instinct said something was wrong with Zhu Xian behavior. The way Zhu Xian smiled and talked when he wanted to leave the house just now totally bothering Oscar.
Oscar quickly and silently following Zhu Xian who was walking slowly like a soulless puppet. When they arrived at Zhu Xian old house, Zhu Xian watched at the house with his teary eyes. The household looked different from when he was there. The sound of laughter can be heard from a far. He can hear how happy his father laughter is. Zhu Xian shake his head and wipe his tears. He bowing for respect before he continue to walk leaving the house that holds a lot of bitter memories.
Zhu Xian stopped walking when he reached the center of the bridge. "Nothing left. Nothing to regret" Zhu Xian smiled in tears. He clench the bridge fence and started to climb up. Oscar who followed Zhu Xian rushed over and pulling Zhu Xian as hard as he could. His heart nearly stopped after once again he witnessed this situation.
Oscar hug Zhu Xian tightly in his arms while he tried to calm himself down. He still can't move on from how his best friend jumped out from the bridge and died. He still regret for not sensitive over his best friend behavior and let him to suffer alone till make him take his own life.
"Are you stupid!"
Oscar yelled angrily after he managed to calm himself.
"Stupid!"
Oscar burst to tears after he remembered about his best friend cold body in his embrace.
"Don't do this again.."
Oscar burying his face on Zhu Xian chest. He cried out all of his sadness that he hiding deeply inside his heart for a long time. Zhu Xian caressed Oscar back gently. He felt confused over Oscar behavior, but seeing how sad he is, Zhu Xian just forget the grunts and trying to make Oscar feel calm.
"Why are you doing this?"
Asked Oscar after he felt calmer. Both of them laying down leisurely on the side of the bridge. Zhu Xian keep silent.
"Let's me walked you home."
Silent. "Did I tangled with another mental illness kid?" Oscar sigh and sit up. He turned and looked at Zhu Xian. His heart feels likes being pricked by sharp needles after he saw Zhu Xian crying in silence. He don't know how much this snorted endure all of it alone.
"How about crashed in my house"
Silence. "Haa.. this snorted.."
Oscar grabbed Zhu Xian waist and put him onto his shoulder.
"Let's me go you pervert!"
Zhu Xian trying to set himself free from Oscar sturdy arms.
"If you don't stopped struggling, I will yelled out loud that you're my wife and tonight is our first night"
Zhu Xian closed his mouth on the spot. "Stupid pervert!" Zhu Xian cursed in his heart. Oscar smile. Oscar just release how thin Zhu Xian body was. He never notice before. May be because how much he hate him or the way Zhu Xian hide his thin body by wearing his big shirt all the time. "I don't understand modeling world at all." Oscar mumbling in his heart.
"Could you put me down? People are watching at us"
Ask Zhu Xian. Silent.
"I promise I wouldn't run away"
Oscar stop his step and put Zhu Xian down slowly. He grab Zhu Xian hand and drag him along the way. Zhu Xian still confuse but just follow Oscar silently.
"My hand"
"What now?"
Oscar stop and turn to face Zhu Xian.
"Don't you feel dirty?"
Oscar stunned hearing those words from Zhu Xian. He also confuse over his own behavior. How could he dose not feel dirty at all at that moment? This is new for him.
"Don't worry. I won't run away. So don't stain your hand by touching mine"
Zhu Xian smile as sweet as he could and tried to set his hand free from Oscar clench. Oscar just looking at those smile. He kept his clench tight on Zhu Xian hand. He just watching in daze how Zhu Xian trying his best to set his hand free from his clench.