29. "HERE I AM"
I had to pray for a moment like this, I had to unwind and brace myself for this kind of situation, I had to change my ways and only focus for me to live up to this moment, we're meeting halfway spiritually with our hearts aligned, she's got no baggage of the past and she's bringing out the light in me, so here I am, ready and willing to take on this love journey.
I arose from the ruins of evil, dusted myself up from the fallen bridges, helped myself and climbed out of a lonely hole, now I'm seeing green in the grass, feeling the air in the sunlight and hearing the meaning in words, got a lady breathing love into my heart and now I've got a pretty face to look at before I rest my head, so here I am, ready and willing to take on this love journey.
If it's a heartbreak, at least I would've tried my best and if it's an eternal friendship, then the risk that I'm taking would be worth it. Still got walls up, with little holes for me to hear from the other side and I might break them all down to the ground, I only gotta see if there's safety or harm from the other side.
Got wrongs from the past, used them to figure out millon ways to do this right, my head is at a right level, my soul is aligned and my heart is at peace. Since that warm hug, there's been a shift in the kind of days I'm having, even the nights have become restful, don't know what she's got in her heart but it got me ready and willing to take on this love journey.
I had to pray for a moment like this, I braced myself and prepared for somebody like this.
30. "KEEP HER"
She said that she wants me all to herself, she said that she's not the type to waste time, so she demanded that I keep it real with her and end her misery, she said she wanna know if I wanna keep her or not because she's not looking for a fling or crazy little games, I think I'm gonna keep her because she's a keeper.
Sent me an album of her pictures, her videos and selfies, I can't deny the beauty that she has, it's like a work of art, those lazy eyes and that pretty smile, she's got a little attitude and I like it because she's doesn't take shit nor does she tolerate bullshit, so I'm gonna keep her for the keeper that she is.
We talked about her day, her cooking habits and her style in clothes,we lost track of time and almost spoke into the break of dawn, the rain was pouring softly on the roof, I didn't feel like bringing such a beautiful moment to an end, the little bitty of spark she brings is so amazing.
She calls when her emotions aren't good, she calls when she's having a long day and she lets me know when she needs me to swing by, even if it's for hugs and kisses for her to sleep tight, I'm gonna keep her for the keeper that she is.