After meeting Abigail my life suddenly felt better.
We hung out a lot.
Days soon became weeks and weeks became months then years.
Before I knew it I was in my mid twenties.
It felt as if I was living a completely different life from the past.
I had just gotten a job to work at a fancy restaurant.
It had good pay and was overall a good place to work.
I wasn't sure how I got to work at such a fancy place but it doesn't bother me the slightest.
One day after getting off of work, Abigail called and asked if we should go for a walk at the park.
For a while me and Abigail had both been next to each other for years.
It was to a point where she wanted me to go on family trips with her.
And after our first meeting of each other I've grown to know this feeling I have is what people called love.
And I have yet to express this to her so I thought today would be a perfect time for this.
A few hours later we both met up at the park and started walking.
It was some time close to night so I thought I should just say it now then continue to wait for another chance.
"A-abigail."
"Yes?"
She looked at me with her cheerfulness as always.
"I um.."
I paused in between my words, not sure if she'll accept me or not.
"i-i know that we've known each other for years but um.."
It was now or never if I don't ask now.
I'm not sure if there will ever be a next time.
"I-ive liked you since the day we met and I was wondering i-"
I suddenly hear a car heading towards us.
I wasn't sure how fast it was but it felt that it was way over the speed limit.
By the time I realized it the car was already facing towards the both of us.
I looked at Abigail and before I could do anything she pushed me out of the way.
SCREEECH!
CRASH!
"...."
Is there an ambulance nearby?
I keep hearing sirens blare against my ears.
I also keep hearing people around me.
Who are they and why am I here..
Is someone trying to talk to me?
I can't tell, their too quie-
SMACK!
Her family was there along with the ambulance and police who had the driver in cuffs.
Her mother had smacked me bringing me back.
She had tears rolling down face.
I was... confused.
Why was she crying?
"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!"
I looked for Abigail and at first I thought she wasn't here.
But then I suddenly see a stretcher getting put inside the ambulance.
On the stretcher was Abigail.
Abigail?
"Abigail?"
I walked past her mother, ignoring her completely.
"HEY! I'M TALKING TO YOU!"
the closer I got to the stretcher the more I thought it was unbelievable.
I stopped and finally realized that it was real.
I struggled to breathe normally.
I gripped my chest as tears slowly overwhelmed me.
They couldn't stop flowing out of my eyes.
Her parents saw me fall to my knees bawling my eyes out.
I then screamed until I lost my voice.
Time passed and it was revealed that she was in a coma and she would be unable to walk when she woke up.
I couldn't show my face after that.
Which is why during the next day I was found dead after falling from a building and was buried at a nearby graveyard.
Abigail, if you are reading this then I'm sorry and I wanted to tell you but I've loved you since the first day wet.
Tears fall on the pages of the book.
She had just woken up from her coma yesterday and had just finished reading the book caiden made for her.
She held it close to her as tears slowly crawled down her face.
She then asked to go to the graveyard where he was buried and visited him.
She looked down at his grave with tears rolling down face still.
She gripped the book tightly.
Her caretaker turned away to give her space
Her breath was shaking but she tried to stay strong.
"I love you too Caiden"
"I'll always love you.."