"What are you talking about?"
After calming myself down, i looked straight into her eyes and asked her.
"You... aren't Vade are you?"
Fu*k Me!!
How... did she know...
"What? Why would you even ask somethings that crazy!"
"Yes Kanae, what made you ask such a question?"
"... Your accent for starters... It's different from the Vade I Know."
fuck! Is that the case? and why tell me that now? after 3 fkin years!!!
"It.. must be your imagination."
"That's not just the only reason... You are smart!"
"...Hehe I'll take that as a comlliment... Ahm i mean, are you telling me that your young master isn't Intelligent."
"That's exactly what I'm stating."
"You should have actually shut up after the 1st sentence... Even I'm suspecious now! Who are you?"
Even Selina started asking me questions.
I was backed into a corner.
"You... must be joking right? What do you mean who are you? Do you think someone will magically swap bodies with me or something? Hahahaha!! That's so stupid hahahaha!"
I tried covering it up as much as possible, but than realised... why am i trying to cover it up?
"Hmm... that makes sense actually. I'm sure of it, You aren't Vade... Based on the 3rd person pov you use and cover it up, it's happened a little too much for it to be a coincidence."
"... Haha, I thought i was keeping it a secret pretty well."
The question arises, why didn't they realise this before?
".. I thought you were doing it on purpose to make yourself seem like a different person... But, i jsyt had a feeling you seruously weren't the same person. So... i was actually right?"
"Wait... are you seriously not VADE?"
I decided to go ahead with it, maybe I'll get new allies.
"Busted, I'm not Vade..."
I told her everything about myself.
...
I was a common man, You'd find everywhere.
I had no ambition, i was worthless most of my life.
We were constantly poor, had no money.
Whrn i was constantly depressed due to not finding a job and being as worthless i could be.
I came across the Comic Reveared Utopia.
It was a great Comic with a good acerage story, ending with the mc getting the milf Elf
Queen.
The only problem was... most of the women who had an interest in him were young women and they were all rejected.
I felt very sad for them but i was also happy as i self inserted myself as the mc and he got the blonde milf.
Who was the most beautiful women I've ever laid my eyes on.
But after finishing i ws back to that shithole of a life.
My family thought that our lives would get better after i graduated and found a job.
But, i couldn't find one.
I graduated at 21 and until 23 i couldn't find a single job.
Due to our country's population density, finding jobs were almost impossible and the salaries were laughable.
In the end, when i was 21 after looking for a job for 6 months, i decided to take the exam for the ARMED FORCES.
I finally passed the written exam in April at the age of 23 and by January i passed the interview aswell.
By March the Training started and i passed the training by 24, january.
And i was in the armed forces until the day i died when i was 28 years old.
It was a terrorist attack on our base and i was the only one who died...
I was shot in the chest and died due to excessive blood loss.
Since everyone was busy with preparations to take down the enemy, i only got basic first aid.
It took too long to take down the enemy and i in the end died.
And came here.
...
"Into the body of this wretched piece of trash."
"..."
"..."
They were both quite, probably seemed unbelivable that i came from another planet or the exiatance of lufe putside this world.
"It's up to you, if you wanna believe me or not."
"... So, you claim to have read about our lives in a book?"
Aah, so that's your question.
"...Yes."
"So... what happened to us by the end?"
"You guys lived happily ever after. Though, he never accepted you guys, It was truly sad since i wanted you people to end up with him."
"Tch! Why should i believe you?"
Selina got very defencive as i asked her that.
"Whould you believe me... if i told you i havr the demon lord seed in me?"
"Huh?"
"What?"
They both got into a degencive stance as they heard the word demon lord.
"Would you... believe it if i told you that Milana was a demon aswell? To be more precise she's the demon king's daughter."
I decided to use my trump card this time.
"The hell? You think we'd believe that? You are starting to seem more and more suspecious."
"... Well, It's true! i have the demon lord seed because that bastard made a pact with the devil to betray you guys after he joins your party. To get revenge on Frey because of nonsense jeslousy, he was killed at the end."
"Huh? So what happened to Milana?"
".. She was genuine, she is and she'll always be genuine to you guys. She never intended to become the demon lord... the only reason why she became one was because i drove her into insanity. It was all my fault."
Maybe saying this made me realise the gravity of my existance as i kneeled down and started sobbing.
"..If if i hadn't been here, she wouldn't have become the demon lord... if i'd not destroyed the demon seed, she wouldn't have had to become a demon. It's... it's all my fault!"
At this point, i knew it better than anyone.
My fate was sealed, she broke up with me.
There's nobody on my side.
There is a demon seed in my body.
If i destroy it, she'll become one and have to be sacrificed.
So... there was only 1 answer to all this.
I'll have to take responsibility.
I don't know why i came here... or for what reason i was put in this bastard's body after he took the demon lord's seed.
"What? What are you talking about?"
"Could you please explain it properly so we can understand."
I couldn't stop sobbing.
Realising i might die one day without receivibg any love from anyone was truly sad.
I couldn't fathom the thought of dying alone like that again.
Much less die in the hands of people i love.
It happened once in my past round, and it'll happen again.
This time... i might actually die.
I don't even know if I'll come back to life and live in another world.
But, i felt somewhat reassured because... if i reincarnated into this world... I'll probably reincarnate into another one aswell won't i?
That was the only thought that made me stay sane.
So, i started explaining the two of them, about my first round and how it ended.
And the fact that my possible inclusion might have caused it.
...
We were currently at a cafe.
There was still around an hour and a half left so i just explained everything in general here.
They were quite, really quite once i was done with the explanation.
Until, Selina stated in a somewaht hoarse voice.
"I see... so you died twice? Once with a gun shot and the other time... killing yourself."
I guess it's somewhat unbelivable.
"Well, It sounds unbelivable but... please trust me. Now that I've told you the truth, i realy need your help... I Don't think it's possible to do it alone."
I stated, somewhat desperately.
"No... It's just that, did... you know that you might come back in time like this?"
"Huh? No... i didn't."
"And... you didn't hesitate even a little when you killed yourself?"
What kind of a stupid question was that?
"If i did... i probably would be rotting in an eternal hell thanks to that weird spell of her's."
somewhat terrified, i stated that.
"..."
"..."
They both looked at me, eyes filed with pity.
Until Selina again opened her mouth.
"So? What do you want from us?"
Kanae eagerly awaiting her answer looked at me with piercing gaze.
"... Well, as you know if my body hadn't taken over this guy's, things wouldn't have been that bad. The answer here... i guess it'd be the distruction of the demon lord seed.-"
"What are you Implying?"
Before i could continue, Selina asked a sharp question, peobably realising what i was going to do.
"I'll let the demon lord's seed stay in my body and turn into 1, 10 years from now. It'll be the time the demon god will descend.
I want all of you to trust me... I know ways to make every one of you stronger. For that, I want you to become a mediator... and train them the way i tell you to.
The demon god is truly powerful and without killing him, ya'll will go through an unlimited loop of death and rebirth. For that you have to kill him and he will descend.
But, if Milana becomes a demon lord... She'll one shot eceryone. You won't even be able to get to the demon god. She's insanely powerful, you need her to defeat the demon god."
She was the strongest ally they had, after Frey...
Her becoming a demon lord was truly something beyond my imagination.
"So... Than someone else will become the demon king if the both of you reject it?"
Kanae asked me a simple question to which i really had no answers.
"I don't know but... i don't wanna risk the strongest ally becoming a villain. I'll have to risk becoming one."
In all honesty, If i don't become one, It'll cause a shitty ending.
If the demon god descends into someone's body... Their soul get's sucked out by force and they'll be thrown into the Reveared Utopia.
Where souls are replineshed and reincarnated into new bodies.
I can't have the main heroine dying on me like that.
I'd much rather die than watch someone i like no longer exist in front of me.
"Than... if the demon god descends into your body... what will happen to you?"
Kanae asked.
Huh? Do you people actually care?
That's new!
"I'm not really sure."
I read the book, i know what happens.
If i tell them what will happen, they'll start fake caring about me.
Because they'll feel obligated to do so...
If i remember correctly, there should be a book related to that.
about what would happen if my body get's taken over by the demon god.
"Anyway... are you willing to help me? You just have to trust me and use the methods i tell you, And share it with the others aswell."
I don't know if they'll trust me in this... but, if they want to beat the demon god as quickly as possible...
They need those powers.
"Is there no other way?"
Asked Selina... somewhat sad.
"I can understand... it's probably very hard to to know that you'll have to fight the de-"
"That's not what I'm talking about!"
It's not? That what do you wanna ask.
"Is there a way... where you don't become the demon lord? We save everyone and live happily ever after?"
"..."
Haha... what the hell is up with that delusional protagonist line.
"Well, there's still 10 years left...maybe we can find another way!"
"Well than... let's go! it's about time for the tournaments to start."
I reassured her to which she smiled gently.
they walked in the front while i slowly walked at the back.
Feeling somewhat depressed.
In all honest, There was no other way...
I'd die by the end of all this.
But...
"Don't worry... Well definately find a way to save you... Young Master."
i don't think, I'll ever regret it.