I ran toward Xiao Lin took him and tied with my chest. Prepared my horse and covered him with my clothe. Started to moving. The heavy snow waves making harder to keep riding but I can't give up. I kept moving forward.
It's already the Seventh day. I kept giving my power to Xiao Lin. To keeping him warm. As I arrived there.
The Heaven's gate. The official's meeting. That ground.
Screamed every one's name,
Official Zheng, Xie, Ming, Tang, Liu. Come here. I Chen Jun begging you guys, Take my life but return his life back. Anything you Guys want to do with me. I am down with that but I can't see this innocent man dying.
Everyone arrived. Shouting to me.
You don't even deserve to die.
I screamed holding Xiao Lin, digging his head, digging into my chest.
I never could stay in peace. War, Fight, Ruin runs through my veins. It's my fault for seeking happiness. I know a little happiness costs me thousand sacrifice. But not him. My heart broking into pieces as my screams becoming louder.
His breath completely stopped. The body gradually getting cold. My head spinning in realization. I kept giving him my strength to keep his body warm, for not getting the body turns into ashes.
Then a message came between meeting hall. It's,
Moon Tribe completely cleared. They assured even the king is dead also. The mission successfully done.
My eyes raged into fire. As my screaming became wild enough to give them shiver.
You guys even harmed Moon clan. What did they done. They were innocent. Is that the justice you guys mutters.
I glared every one of them and a guilt feeling completely viewing on their face.
It all started by you. Burning down cities and markets. Weren't those Injustice.
I laughed with tears, an evil mask popping on my face.
Just see, What is the real injustice.
I drowned my sword. It's not the usual sword i used in battle. It's Seven Kill Sword. I pinned it on ground screamed out with my all power tearing the ground, arrived human world. How peacefully they were living after firing up my life. Xiao Lin was right. they took my precious things from me. My Xiao Lin now in this state for them. They snatched him. They snatched my Friend Xue Ye. How I can let them live happily when my heart is burning wild.
I spread Volcano everywhere. Whole world in fire. Which burning out everywhere. I don't care anymore.
Came back to Heavens gate. Grabbed Xiao Lin into my lap. Crashing everything there.
I don't care what punishment I have to get now. I will kill every one of them. You guys deserve it.
As the guards tried to hold me I thrown them. Other officials came to defeat me. But my rage burning heart putted me in that edge point like, i have more powers that, even when all official's using them together they couldn't hold me. I ruined everything. A relief I am feeling as seeing from beneath. the fire spreading everywhere, Peoples scream, The injured official's bullshit's.
You devil patriarch in immortal realm. Drowning Chen clan's name.
I was laughing out wickedly like a pure demon.
Oh, now you guys showing concern about my clan respects. What about that when you guys said "Us arrogant Chen clan became abolished from official's seat". How swift liar.
I squeezed Xiao Lin tight and kept giving him power but i am at my limit and started to vomiting blood. And in instant Xiao Lin started to Burning into ashes. Vanishing in airs. I couldn't gather them to put together. My soul crashing inside me. He is leaving me. My body trembling as he were disappearing from me.
I screamed out as hitting the ground with fist until it's broken. It breaks into pieces as I was falling into a deep ocean.
I grinned as I kept seeing the memory of Xiao Lin's that warm smile, Xue Ye's matured beautiful words. Like they are all in front of me. I reached my hand front. They vanished. I screamed desperately as falling and took my sword. Dugged inside my heart. It's all my fault. For this damn life of mine they sacrificed. No one exists now. All the people loved me already gone. As i fell in deep, the blood mixing with salty waters as my wounds aching. But I smiled in relief As everything became dark. My heart which felt like crashed Now actually crashed.
I don't deserve to live. I can't live with those pain and burden. I felt everything around me stopped like the world ends here for me. And with happy tears I left this cruel wide world.