‘’The Man I Shouldn't Want’’



Description 
He is older,he is powerful and he is the one I have been warned to stay away from 
One mistake in the office changed everything 
I should walk away but my heart won't heart listen ooh God 

Outline 
I'm a young woman who works at the sinful company as the receptionist in the company
But here comes a family friend who is very old, wealthy and powerful.
As I turn on the corner trying my possible best not to sight him the bum
He bump into me floating all the paper and documents in my hands into the atmosphere 
As I went on my knee picking it up then I felt a strange hand touching my arm 
I couldn't even breath as my heart pumping like ever before I rise up my head to find him looking at me 
His eyes which I couldn't let go off.
I felt a bit guilty,a mix of surprise and something I can't even explain.
I knew this moment was the beginning of tension between the both of us.
Then the unexpected happened.
He started visiting the company more often.
I try to act normal but something in me always wanted to weaken me.
But there are stolen glances,light teasing,and moment that feels dangerous
When he walked to me and offered me a coffee and asked how my day had been.
We had a small discussion and he started helping me with work.
I pretend I was okay but deep down I was getting more and more drawn to him.
Something which both of us knew couldn't happen and was not supposed to happen but we couldn't resist from it.
One evening I was given a specific task to complete but was really tired that day when everyone in the office went home and I was the only one there trying my best to complete it before morning.
He walked in unexpectedly as I was shocked to see him by that time, then I remembered he went for a late meeting.
The atmosphere shift is quite dim  just the both of.
He offered to help me but I resisted and couldn't help control myself when he got close to me but he still insisted.
The conversation  turned personal as he wanted to know more about me and I wanted to know him too.
We talked a lot, forgetting it was even late that I had to go home.
Then bum told me how he admired me and had been thinking about me since we met.
I couldn't even believe it. I thought it was a dream like is it real ooh my God I can't believe my ears.
I couldn't hold myself any longer. I tried to hide my feelings but he noticed it.
Then he started getting closer to me. I was also going back until I reached the end of the wall. He looked at me deep into my face touching my shoulder, brushing my hair then moving his hands towards my chin.
Then I had the ring of a phone,it was my phone my mom was calling. I used that opportunity to run away from him….

I never imagined my Monday morning would change everything for me.


I entered the office where I worked, which is a sinful company.


Which smells like fresh coffee and a new deadline 


I rushed down to my boss's office with documents and papers full in my arms, hoping not to fall.


Then I did the one thing I was trying to avoid.


I was caught off guard when someone unexpectedly allowed the file and papers in my hands to float in the air like butterflies, scattering them all over the floor like confetti.


I took a deep breath and went down to gather all the scattered files and papers, and I heard a deep, calm voice say, 'Careful, beautiful. ' I looked up and to my surprise it was Junior.


A family friend I have known for years, but this wasn't the man I knew from childhood, the man we went out with, went shopping, and also to dinner with. He looked different and decent.


This was Junior, looking tall in a suit and commanding every inch, radiating power.


Sarah he said with a soft voice offering me his hands my heartbeat jumped


Junior, is that you? I didn't know you were here.


He helped me up, our fingers brushing it should have meant nothing, but something in me was saying something different. We looked at each other for a minute. We couldn't let go of each other. Every blink of his eyes says something to me.


Hello why are you here I said in a soft tone 


He said I have a business with your company and I didn't know you worked here.


Wow, okay then, you are welcome. I tried to focus, but couldn't let go of his Cathy eye.


After helping me pack the file, he walked away. I couldn't take my eyes off him, still looking at him from afar.


I didn't know what was happening but I realised this moment was the beginning of something I couldn't escape.


I headed towards my boss's office to hand over the documents and I didn't expect him to be present.


He watched me while showing the documents to my boss….


Chapter 1 - chapter 1