"Uogh!" A blaring almost ear piercing sound came seeping out from my throat.
Shit Ah shit! My head is spinning! I c-can't think! I-I
I tried to think more, I tried to scream more but all that came out from that gaping mouth of mine were a pair of crimson red blood.
"Uogh!" gushses of blood came seeping out one after the other as My head was filled with a heating panic.
The throat gushed with the broken bones the legs and hands gave away all there strengths ,panic took grip of every fragment of me as I desperately tired to move even one inch towards the living.
"Shit Shit! Am I ! Am I going to die!! I can't no i can't I-I
I Dont Want To Die!!"
I crawled up even without a flesh I screamed loud even with a throat I screamed I crawled as the light beneath me began to flicker away and die like a aged star.
SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!!!
My screams were futile my thoughts were futile my actions were futile as after all....
....I.Am.Already.Dead
Under the white ray of the shining sun there was a form unlike no other, it could not be perceived amongst the crowd of terrified humans.
The humans themselves were in a crowd of a large circle there eyes were bulged out in fear and some small whispers could be heard amongst there panicked groups.
My form without legs but with eyes that could perceive the other realm floated above there living body and towards the talk of the center.
...A-Ah so that's it huh.
As I looked towards the center, there was a turn over truck and a broken bicycle with a injured man laying next to it....and me.
A mangled unflattering corpse with teeth and bones that could be seen ripped out of its fleshy self, its eyes were dark without a soul and trickles of blood and tears could be seen dipping out of its bulging eyes.
....unlucky for the corpse when it was alive it was able to live a little longer to see its fate before death took it away to being well this.
I tried to move my hands infront but the form that came was a slimy shinny thing that could not be described with the dictionary of our time.
I forgo my thoughts to try to understand the being i now was and just chopped it up to me now being a dead soul.
I sighed internally and looked at the body in front....at me, I was dead now it was difficult to belive but the body in front was most definitely me.
Me now a dead kid hah if only this all thing was just another bad nightmare.....God wouldn't that be nice...
I sighed again I sure was quite calm about this huh, I could not explain it but for some reason I didn't felt too much panicked or scared or worried about what was happening to me.
Well saying that I was fully emotionless now would be a bit of an overstatement as after all I could still feel it, the fear the worry the anger only now though that I am...Well now this, can I think more logically than I would normally be able to.
So I guess this is the perk of me now being a dead soul huh neet, though I am sure that if living me was told that he would be turned into a half feeling slimy soul thing then it would have been quite the laugh from him, since after all i was always quite the skeptic of these stuff....but perhaps I should honer that part of me and give a big high laugh to mark the existence of that living me.
"HAHAHAHA"....Well that didn't do shit.
Sigh what am I doing.
I looked around aimlessly as i thought that.....no seriously what am I doing.
Am I going to be stuck here for eternity as a wandering soul or will the boney traveler from its interdimentional boat grab me and take me to my judgment day or perhaps I am going to be send to another world since I got hit by a truck and all.
I kept floatingly rotating in the air and increasing my speed out of boredom.
Staying here well I would be able to see the people I like live there life's out but eternity sounds like a pain, isekai on the other hand would be mega fun but just please if that does happen then dont be the rare otherworldly horror ones, please!!
"Helicopter Helicopter" I kept spinning while reciting the meme that poped up in my head.....sigh dude it hasn't even been 10 minutes yet how am I already losing my shit.
Ah
Ughhhh just kill me already!!!
"A-AHHH!!" A sudden jolt of a scream stopped my foolery from continuing any further.
A girl's voice?? I looked down and just as I heard, it was a girl but I.....dont know her.
I floated down close to her to get a better look.she was well a little cute I guess but the tears that flowed down from her socking eyes made even that cuteness appear disturbed.Her face was filled with panick and her eyes reflected a level of terror that I had never seen before.
Seeing this ,all I could think was who are you?I didn't know this girl her face was not in my memories her clothes were not in my memories and purely because that memory seem to not exists did an annoyance of panick and fear started to grip me tightly.
I wasn't forgetting my memories.....at least I dont think so but purely because of the act that I wasn't aware or that I wasn't able to remember something important enough to not know a person erked me enough to rise my level of panic to an unheard count
Who.the.hell.are.you
Who are you who are you who are you
Who.are.you
"Sob...i-i am sorry..." That was her reply to me a-a sorry? W-Why why what's to feel sorry for why-
Suddenly my head had began to bulge as my consciousness had started to flicker in this realm.
Shit not now!
My guess was that i finally would know what would happen to the souls of the dead but I don't want to do that right now, the panick that i now had was imminent I wanted to more than anything know who she was.
I tried my best to fight the slipping consciousness of mine and tried to hear more of what she had to say but her cries and tears was so loud that it was covering up all the real words that I wanted to hear from her.
Shit!
The loud noise made my head spin even more ,I couldn't stand her wailing but my unstoppable curiosity screamed back to keep listening.
Why am I torturing myself like this?
Why does who she is matter anyways and more importantly why in the hell is she crying so much!! Just shut up already i don't want to hear it, i dont want to hear this wailing cry anymore please just..just..h-huh
H-huh.
The world spined in my vision and my 'body' was struggling to keep its form as a deep deep chill ran down my nonexistent spine.
She.Can.See.Me
Not the girl that cried beneath me but a girl amongst the crowd a blond girl who i also didn't know, I tried to move towards her but by then my consciousness had already slipped far away to a darkness that I didn't know.
I was falling or floating or perhaps I was going up or perhaps down.....I dont know, i don't what this is!
All I could think was nothing.
Ahhh screw it this is the end right...
....but then it wasn't
Suddenly a red light like a small sun seeped out from my chest and before I knew it i had grabbed it instinctively.
H-huh
Slowly the red light consumed me and before long with the red light my consciousness begain to flutter away.
2nd turn
"Huh!" I lifted my head up from a soft pillow as I just stared straight at the blue color wall infront of me.
"W-what" As my brain regained some sense i immediately checked the state of my body.
It was of flesh and bone exactly like a human.
"W-was that a dream?" No that's not right that was way too realistic plus
I decided to stand up from my bed
Plus my body it feels so light and formless like as if I could still feel that slimy self of mine.
"No no wait it has to be a dream after all I don't remember almost anything about it"