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Chapter 2 - Craving

Aiko was thirty-three, newly married, and five months pregnant with her first child (her husband's child). Her body had changed overnight: breasts swollen to aching heaviness, hips wider, skin glowing but stretched tight. Her husband, a salaryman fifteen years older, had lost interest the moment her belly rounded. "Doctor's orders," he lied, already sleeping in the guest room.

Her stepson, Haruto, was nineteen, home from university for summer break. Tall, quiet, and (Aiko noticed with a guilty jolt) very grown-up.

The first time it happened was an accident.

She'd waddled to the bathroom at 3 a.m., bladder screaming. The door was cracked open; Haruto hadn't locked it. Steam still hung in the air from his shower. He stood at the sink in nothing but boxer briefs, toothbrush in mouth, staring at his reflection. The fabric was tented obscenely.

Aiko froze.

He was huge. Thick, long, curving upward with youthful arrogance. The outline alone made her mouth water and her thighs clench. Pregnancy hormones roared through her like wildfire. She hadn't been touched in weeks.

She backed away silently, heart hammering, but the image burned behind her eyes all night.

The next night, she waited until her husband's snores echoed down the hall. She slipped into Haruto's room wearing only a thin cotton nightgown, nipples dark and visible through the fabric. He was asleep on his back, sheet kicked low, the same proud erection straining against his shorts.

Aiko's breath trembled. Just a touch, she told herself. Just to feel it once.

She eased the waistband down. His cock sprang free, hot against her palm. She stroked once, twice (velvet over steel). Haruto stirred, mumbling in his sleep, but didn't wake.

She couldn't stop.

Carefully, she climbed onto the bed, knees bracketing his hips. Her belly made it awkward, but the ache between her legs was unbearable. She pulled her nightgown up, pushed her soaked panties aside, and sank down slowly.

The stretch was perfect. She bit her lip to keep from crying out as he filled her completely (bigger than her husband had ever been, even before pregnancy dulled everything).

She rode him in tiny, careful rolls of her hips, one hand braced on his chest, the other cradling her belly. Pleasure coiled tight and bright. She came silently, teeth sunk into her wrist, inner walls fluttering around him.

Haruto shifted beneath her, hips jerking once. Hot pulses flooded her as he came in his sleep, instinctively thrusting deeper.

Aiko stayed there a long moment, stuffed full, trembling. Then she slipped off, fixed his shorts, and fled.

It became a ritual.

Every night after her husband passed out, she crept in. Sometimes Haruto pretended to sleep; sometimes his eyes glinted open in the dark, watching her lower herself onto him with desperate gratitude. They never spoke. She just rode him slow and deep, breasts bouncing heavily, moaning softly into his shoulder until they both came (her first, always her first, then him spilling inside her like she was his personal breeding toy).

Her husband noticed nothing. He was just relieved the pregnancy cravings had "calmed down."

By the time she gave birth to a healthy daughter (dark hair, Haruto's nose), she was already pregnant again. The doctor blinked at the timeline, but said nothing.

Nine months later, another girl. Then twins the year after that (four children in five years, all with the same sharp cheekbones and quiet eyes).

Her husband beamed at his "virility." Took credit at every family gathering.

Aiko would smile demurely, hand resting on her perpetually rounded belly, while Haruto sat across the table, gaze locked on the swell of her breasts straining against her dress.

At night, when the house finally slept, she'd find him waiting.

No words.

Just the creak of the mattress, the soft slap of skin, her muffled cries as she took him again and again (greedy, insatiable, forever starving).

She never stopped craving.

She never would.

The house had grown louder (four small children under six, toys everywhere, constant crying). Aiko's husband moved to a company apartment in Osaka "for work." He sent money and came home twice a year. Everyone pretended that was normal.

Aiko was thirty-nine now, body softer, breasts heavier, hips wide from carrying and birthing. She was pregnant again (officially "a miracle late blessing," the doctor said, shaking his head at the math). Unofficially, she had stopped counting how many times Haruto had finished inside her since the first night.

Haruto was twenty-five, working remotely, supposedly helping with the kids. In reality he spent his days watching her move through the house: bending to pick up toys, breasts swaying in loose tank tops, belly already rounding with number five. He was hard from morning till night.

They no longer waited for darkness.

Mid-morning, while the children napped in the living room, Aiko would lock the kitchen door, hike up her skirt, and bend over the counter. Haruto would step behind her, yank her soaked panties aside, and drive in with one thrust. She'd bury her face in a dish towel to muffle the scream that always ripped out of her when he bottomed out.

He fucked her like he was trying to push the baby even deeper (hard, possessive, hands gripping the swell of her hips). She came fast and often, thighs shaking, milk already leaking from her nipples in thin streams that soaked her bra.

"More," she'd gasp when he tried to pull out. "Don't you dare waste it."

He never did.

Afternoons were for the shower. She'd drag him in while the baby monitor crackled with sleepy breathing. Water pounding, he'd lift her against the tile, her thick thighs wrapped around his waist, belly pressed between them. She'd ride him standing up, heavy breasts bouncing, begging in broken whispers.

"Give me another one, Haru… fill me again… I want to stay big for you…"

He'd groan and oblige, pumping rope after rope into her until it leaked down her legs with the water.

Evenings were slower. The kids finally asleep. She'd waddle to his room (no pretense now), strip naked, and straddle him on the floor so her belly didn't get in the way. She'd ride reverse, hands braced on his knees, watching in the mirror as her swollen body swallowed his cock again and again.

"Look," she'd moan, guiding his hand to the taut drum of her stomach. "Look what you do to me."

Some nights he took her on her side, spooning behind her, one hand cupping a leaking breast, the other splayed over the curve where his latest child grew. He'd rock into her gently until she was sobbing with overstimulation, then flip her over and pound until the headboard cracked against the wall.

She always begged for it raw. Always begged him to stay inside when he came.

By the time number six was born (another girl, dark hair, his nose again), Aiko's body was a permanent monument to breeding: stretch marks like silver lightning, breasts that never quite emptied, hips that swayed with the weight of constant pregnancy.

The neighbors whispered. Her husband sent larger checks and fewer visits.

Haruto simply moved into the master bedroom. The double bed became theirs. Her wedding photo went into a drawer.

One humid night, belly huge with number seven, she lay on her back (legs spread impossibly wide so he could still fit) while he moved slow and deep inside her.

"Marry me," he said suddenly, voice rough, hips never stopping.

Aiko laughed breathlessly, then moaned as he hit that perfect spot.

"Your father—"

"Is never coming back. We both know it."

She looked up at him (her stepson, her lover, the father of every child sleeping down the hall) and felt the familiar clench deep inside.

"Yes," she whispered, pulling him down into a messy, desperate kiss. "God, yes."

He came harder than ever, flooding her so full she felt it in her throat.

Nine months later she walked down the aisle of a tiny shrine, veil over silver-streaked hair, belly already rounding again with number eight (this one official, this one celebrated).

The children threw flower petals and called Haruto "Papa" without hesitation.

That night, in their own home, legally his, Aiko rode him one last time before the next baby made it impossible. Slow, reverent, tears on her cheeks.

"Thank you," she breathed against his lips as he filled her again. "For keeping me full."

Haruto kissed her swollen breasts, her stretched belly, the wet mess between her thighs.

"Always," he promised.

Outside, cicadas screamed into summer.

Inside, the bed creaked in steady, endless rhythm.

She was forty, radiant, and still, still, gloriously pregnant.

And she always would be.

Years slipped by like water through fingers.

Aiko turned forty-five. Then fifty.

The house had long since been renovated (walls knocked out, extra rooms added, a nursery that never stayed empty). Ten children now, soon eleven. The oldest daughter was in high school and already taller than her mother; the youngest still nursed at breasts that had never truly stopped leaking in fifteen years.

Haruto was thirty-one, broad-shouldered, calm, the quiet center of a storm of little feet and sticky hands. To the world he was the devoted husband who had "taken over" when his father abandoned the family. To Aiko he was simply everything.

Her body had settled into permanent fertility: hips wide as a doorway, belly soft and always, always rounded. Stretch marks mapped her like rivers on a globe. Her breasts hung heavy, veined, nipples perpetually dark and wet. She moved slowly now, waddled really, but every step made her sway in a way that still hardened Haruto in seconds.

They no longer bothered with separate rooms, separate beds, separate lives.

Mornings were soft and slow. She'd wake to him already inside her from behind, one arm under her breasts, the other splayed over the dome of her belly. He'd rock gently, barely moving, just enough to remind her she was full. She'd sigh and push back, milking him lazily until he spilled warm and thick inside her, then drift back to sleep still joined.

Afternoons were for the living-room floor. Children at school or napping, she'd lie on her side on the big sectional couch, one leg lifted over his shoulder. He'd kneel between her thighs and take her deep and steady, watching her face, whispering how beautiful she looked swollen with his baby again. She'd come quietly, biting a cushion, tears in her eyes from the sheer overwhelming love of it.

Evenings were rougher. After the kids were finally down, he'd bend her over the kitchen table (belly resting on a stack of pillows now) and fuck her like they were still twenty and desperate. She'd beg in hoarse whispers for it harder, deeper, more, until her water broke one memorable night right there among the dinner dishes. Number nine arrived two hours later, born on the living-room rug while the older girls boiled water and laughed and cried at the familiar chaos.

Doctors had stopped asking questions years ago. They just scheduled another C-section and shook their heads fondly at the woman who seemed to photosynthesize pregnancies.

At night, when the house finally quieted, Aiko would stand in front of the full-length mirror, naked, hands cradling the latest swell. Haruto would come behind her, slide into her from behind, and they'd watch themselves together: her heavy, radiant, ruined in the best way; him strong and steady, the only man who had ever truly filled her.

"Look at us," she'd whisper, tears slipping down her cheeks as he moved inside her. "Look what we made."

He'd kiss the salt from her skin and thrust deeper.

"Still not done," he'd promise against her ear.

She'd laugh through her moans. "Never. Keep me like this forever."

And he did.

Fifty came and went. Her hair turned silver at the temples, but her belly stayed round. Number twelve nursed beside number one's high-school graduation photo on the wall. The house overflowed with noise and life and love.

One quiet autumn night, belly huge with what they both knew would be the last (her body finally, gently saying enough), Aiko lay on her back in their bed, legs spread wide around the mountain of her stomach. Haruto moved above her carefully, reverently, tears in his own eyes for once.

She cupped his face.

"Thank you," she whispered as he came inside her one final time, slow and endless. "For every single one."

He kissed her, long and deep, still buried to the hilt.

"Thank you for letting me," he answered.

Outside, the first snow fell.

Inside, Aiko stayed warm, stayed full, stayed his.

Forever round.

Forever his.

Forever.

Spring again. Cherry blossoms drifted past the wide-open windows like slow pink snow.

Aiko was fifty-six.

The house had become a compound: two stories now, a garden where toddlers chased each other through laundry lines heavy with tiny clothes. Thirteen children (seven girls, six boys) ranging from twenty-four down to the chubby two-year-old currently asleep against Aiko's vast, milk-heavy breast. Her body had finally, gently closed the door after the last birth. No more swelling, no more kicks in the night. Just the soft, permanent roundness of a woman who had spent three decades either pregnant or nursing.

She sat on the engawa in the late afternoon sun, loose yukata open to the waist, feeding the youngest while three grandkids (yes, grandkids already) played at her feet. Her breasts, once proud and high, now rested on the shelf of her belly like overripe fruit, veined and soft and endlessly generous.

Haruto stepped out of the house behind her, thirty-seven now, a few silver threads at his temples, arms still strong as he carried a tray of barley tea. He set it down, then knelt without a word, slid one hand under her yukata, and cupped the warm, soaked place between her thighs. She was wet (always wet, even now). Some things never changed.

"Still?" he murmured against her ear, low enough the children wouldn't hear.

Aiko turned her head, kissed him slow and filthy, tasting thirty years of secrets.

"Always," she answered.

The toddler finished nursing and toddled off to chase a butterfly. The second the coast was clear, Haruto eased her down onto the sun-warmed wooden floor, pushed the yukata aside, and slid into her in one practiced motion. She sighed like a woman finally getting the one thing she'd craved all day.

They moved together lazily, familiar as breathing. No rush. No need to hide anymore. The older kids knew better than to bother Mama and Papa when the engawa door was closed. The younger ones just accepted that sometimes Mama needed "quiet grown-up time" with Papa and that was that.

He took his time, rocking deep, hands cradling the soft weight of her hips. She wrapped thick legs around him and pulled him closer, deeper, until he was buried to the root in the body that had carried his children, his future, his entire world.

"I love you like this," he whispered against her neck. "Soft. Used. Mine."

Aiko laughed breathlessly, clenching around him. "Still greedy after all these years?"

"Starving," he growled, and sped up just enough to make her gasp.

They came together quietly (her first, always her first), bodies trembling in the spring warmth. He stayed inside her long after, kissing the silver in her hair, the laugh lines around her eyes, the faint cesarean scars that mapped their life together.

Later, when the house filled again with shouting and laughter and the chaotic music of a dozen small feet, Aiko stood at the kitchen sink washing rice. Haruto came up behind her, arms around her wide waist, chin on her shoulder.

"Empty nest in ten years," he said softly.

She leaned back into him, smiling.

"Then we'll just have to fill it again," she answered.

He pressed a kiss beneath her ear and squeezed once (promise, threat, vow).

Outside, cherry blossoms kept falling.

Inside, Aiko's body stayed warm, stayed soft, stayed open.

Forever his.

Forever full.

The truest ending they could ever ask for.

Ten years later.

The house was quieter now.

The oldest had married and moved two train stops away, already pregnant with Aiko's third great-grandchild. The youngest (the chubby toddler who once nursed on the engawa) was twelve, lanky and embarrassed by everything. Only three children still lived at home full-time, and even they spent half their weeks at cram school or club practice.

The compound felt cavernous in the evenings.

Aiko was sixty-six. Her hair was snow-white, cut short for convenience. Her body had finally softened into true grandmother roundness: breasts heavy and pendulous, belly a gentle apron that folded over itself when she sat. She moved slower, hips aching on rainy days, but her eyes were bright and her smile still wicked.

Haruto (forty-seven, broad, salt-and-pepper, still devastatingly handsome) came home from the office he rarely used anymore and found her in the kitchen, sleeves rolled high, making okayu for no one in particular.

He didn't speak.

He simply walked up behind her, lifted her loose house-dress, tugged her cotton panties down to her knees, and bent her gently over the counter. She braced her hands on the cool granite and sighed like a woman who had waited all day for exactly this.

He took her slowly (no rush, no audience, just the soft slap of skin and the familiar wet sound of a body that still welcomed him like it was the first time).

Aiko's breath hitched when he slid home.

"Still fits," she whispered, half-laugh, half-moan.

"Always will," he answered, voice rough.

They moved together in the golden six-o'clock light, rice simmering forgotten on the stove. He reached around her wide hips, found her clit with practiced fingers, and rubbed slow circles until she shuddered and came with a quiet, broken cry that hadn't changed in forty years.

Only then did he let himself go, burying himself deep and staying there, pulsing, filling the place that had never once in four decades been empty of him for long.

Afterward, he pulled her panties back up, smoothed her dress, turned her around and kissed her slow and sweet.

"Dinner's ruined," she said against his mouth.

He grinned. "Order in."

They ate sushi on the engawa where it had all really begun, feeding each other with chopsticks, legs tangled under the low table like teenagers.

Later, in their oversized bed (the same mattress that had survived thirteen pregnancies and countless frantic nights), he took her again (on her side, one of her thick legs thrown over his hip so her back wouldn't complain). She fell asleep still joined to him, his hand cupped possessively over the soft, empty swell of her belly that would never round again.

Just before dawn, she woke to the familiar pressure of him hard against her back.

"Greedy old man," she murmured, already pushing back onto him.

"Greedy old woman," he countered, sliding home with a satisfied groan.

Outside, the first cherry blossoms of the season opened pale and perfect against a pink sky.

Inside, two bodies (worn, scarred, beautiful) moved together one more time.

Not for babies.

Not for secrets.

Just because they still could.

Just because they still wanted to.

Just because forty-five years of mornings and nights had taught them one unbreakable truth:

Some cravings never end.

They only get sweeter.

And Aiko and Haruto, white-haired and slow-moving and gloriously, permanently entwined, planned to keep feeding that craving until the very last blossom fell.

The End

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