Damn it. I find it just slightly harder to look at Nil now. And not like that weird romcom way. I'm talking about in conversation when you look the person in the eyes while you talk to them.
I noticed many things in the past few days, and some… They dealt huge irreparable damage to my soul…
There are only two days left, today and tomorrow, then we leave for home again.
Nil sat in silence, trying to figure out the sudden change that had subtly gone by:
Ugh, I keep averting my gaze! I can't keep up! Out of nowhere, I have started to feel Kea's observational gaze. It's embarrassing… But my heart says otherwise.
I'm seriously trying my absolute hardest not to crack my persona around Kea. But it gets harder every day. I don't want him seeing me like that… I would die of embarrassment…
I only need to wait… one more day. New Year's.