As, i am writing this with a feeling this won't be seen by anyone you can say this is just gonna be my views and negativity shaped into novel, as i will try to explain my pathetic self and my own failure as well.
This would be different from the normal novels, as just its just my random voices and thinking would be reflected in what i write.
As i am still weak in English, my words or sentences may be off so sorry in advance, as if you will still read after this reading this much nonsense and yapp, thanks for staying and reading.
It means a lot to me, as i am writing this after some unfortunate events which can't be healed easily as i try to heal, see my miserable thinking and my views on life.
In this i would ask random questions to me and i would answer myself as it, can be said as talking with myself, you can say i am little mentally unstable and idiot, i don't mind as i have no self respect left.
So if you are reading this, please enjoy my miserable and idiotic journey, i will try to express myself.