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Failed as Human

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What is life after birth as human? Are we really human or just living beings failed as being human in this generation. A classic realistic thinking of random person woven in words to immerse as his life and his failure as a human
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Chapter 1 - Life

What even is life?

This question can be said as the life is the thing which is valued as being alive person or animal of any living being which is alive can be said as life.

But as the life everyone has different starting points, some start at top and some do hardwork to reach at top, some are born with sliver spoon and some with everything to their name, but as some people are born as dirt poor too if we see both have different starting points.

Such as one is born in a wealthy household with lots of servant's to tend to their needs a food to eat three times and clothes to wear and people to take care of his/her needs.

Other side one is born with, nothing to his name no proper house or furniture and only their parents to take care of, they don't even have that type of money or situation that they can even afford a bread one time, they don't even have roof nor proper sanitation or care for their basic human needs.

As both of their life will be different and their needs and bringing up too, as the person who is born with every facility would get the best education they can get and all the better things as compared to life of the other kid he won't even get the education of any proper facilities or have to beg for their lives.

As we can take the rich kid as the RED and poor kid as Green, Red eats the the food of kings and green struggle's for even the crumbs left by red.

Here, we can say that red didn't had to struggle in their lives, they can be arrogant or they might be ungrateful for the things they have unless they are brought up nicely, with proper care of parents, red has generational wealth, green has nothing just a tent below the flyover.

As the story continue, we are gonna take red and green as the main character's.

We may be red in our life and green in someone else life, just like we must everything and have everything for the person which is red and they might be ungrateful even having all the things we give such as love, attention , care and efforts as they are valued by others as red which has quality of richness like looks or friend's and family.

But as the green in other life they are even satisfied with even the smallest and kindest words, they are never said by their parents or people that i am proud of you or you did best as, they have more expectations and burden by their own people unless red is constantly said as to be, we are proud of you being good in this field ( even if they are average) they are supported and loved, i am not saying green is not taken cared as but the care he get is different in nature then red is getting.

As, for me i am the green which wish to be red or replaced by red, as you might ask the question or will think that, why i said myself as green but how can you define red? 

As you can say that the red is from the pov of green, as green tries to reach red and red is already what green dreams of he has everything what he needs, his wants and everything he will be needed in life for the survival.

"As we can say in life is never fair and only people we are destined to become are the people we want to be."

This maybe the quote said by someone but i did remember this while writing, as when life gives us all the want we have, we never get satisfied as the human nature of life is very greedy and selfish even if they are red or green all of the human needs and wants come from greed and selfishness.

Someday green life would be better but what if he doesn't try ?

This can be said as the "failure as human" in my eyes, as myself is the person who is failing as human and will never achieve what i want to in the life, is there a reason to trying so hard for the little things in the life? 

Yes, it can be the life small things which give us joy or happiness, such as the human smile, some food you like or your hobbies which give you fun and enjoyment.

These are some of the minor reasons to try and to get better, the first thing of life is that even if its is valued differently, but after death their body is gone, I have heard people say this we came empty handed and are gone empty handed. this is like the worse line i have ever listened or heard, as the person is born and as red like we said as everything to their name as they are born so they are born with something not everyone has, where as green is born with hopes and expectations and burden of their own people (pretty funny if isay) But also after death we are not leaving empty handed, people would say why we are not leaving empty handed? I would say no matter how insignificant life is or unfair it is, we do have our memories and persons and connections and feelings it can be either or good or bad, such as this person died was so nice or good this guy is dead he was a nuisance and a headache for others as we are leaving with impressions on people mind can't be said empty handed for me if we achieve something we might never leave empty and handed and would be remembered by other persons as a nice person or a bad person such as hitler or mother teresa both have their own reasons to be remembered some would support their ideas and try to walk on their path such can be said as the person did not leave empty handed but what if the person was so insignificant that he never achieved anything nameless or homeless begger died on street for example he died empty handed no? i don't think he died empty handed he must have tried his best failed and tried again until failure that the world failed him.

We can say he died with regret and guilt and sorrow and not empty handed but with the burden and self loathe with the things he couldn't achieve.

So, in the end life is life no matter how we see it, it will be valued by the things we achieve and what we failed at, some achievement are not worth remembering and some failure's are worth more the achievements.

Life...the life of some things are valued as fodder for others and human stays at the top of food chain, as we say survival to the fittest, we are the top at chain but as human we don't even forgive and value human life, as we are greedy and selfish even animals are more human then human could ever be as we take the example if we help a dog on time he will be thankful for all of his life and see us as good even if we are worst piece of shit as human but as human we treat someone good and we failed doing so sometime, the 100 helps we gave won't be remembered but one no to help or bad things would wipe out those 100 things which we put effort on.

So we are all less human then a dog at life and its principles as i am not saying everyone is like this but this is the truth of today as we are all are failing as human and are creating fake delusions and feeding ourselves and over estimating and ego is ruining us and our life as well, so what me must not try the effort ever again for humans and be selfish? we can say that the efforts did for the genuine heart may backfire some times and our best won't be even bare minimum for others we may lack but we still try our best we must not think of failure even if we fail we try again as we must not compare to get ourselves down but compare in a way that yes they are better so what? we are trying we may not be better then them, or if we try maybe we will get better but as we are humans and everyone is different so for me, we would just try to better then ourselves, like better then yesterday everything can be taken as lesson for the positive mind and poison for the negative mind.