Jay's POV
After a hectic day I finally came home at 9 ...as soon as I came home I landed my body on the couch... finally no heel,no English accent,no wig ,no make up... Percy wasn't at home ...may be he had gone to the bar...I went upstairs and took a clod shower...it felt great...I wore my cozy night dress and came to bed ..I opened the diary that I had taken from tita Serina 's table...as I turned The pages I realised that she didn't write diary everyday...she only wrote the important events here...I made myself comfortable and started reading...
Date: 12 th November ,2005
Well ..I don't know how to start...I got this diary from my bestfriend jeena on my birthday...well this is my first time recieving such an amazing gift...I always got chocolate, expensive necklaces ,cars , dresses on my birthday...but nobody even cared what I usually want... jeena for the first time gave me such a heartwarming gift ...I will keep it well ...I will write all my important events here till my death.....
Date: 25 th December, 2005
So my life changed in just one month..l never thought that I will marry a person whom I don't even know..Mark kaizer Watson...the buisness partner of my father's company..well after marriage our family will get merged and kaizer will take care of our family buisness..,but ,,,I really don't like him...still my grandfather has told me that I have to marry him,.. well my life has never been the way I like ...I should have knew it ..now I just only want kaizer to understand me...will he ?
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I sighed after reading that part ..tita Serina wanted kaizer to understand her but in return she faced humiliation and she died..she never deserved this ending....I flipped to the next page...
Date: 3 rd February,2006
Well I got married with kaizer...he seemed like a good person..he also behaved very well with our in law's...they already are telling us to have children...well can't I just take time to understand him? Can't we two spend some time together? We don't even know each other well .,.I am leaving everything and coming to a new place.,a new life... don't I need some time? Are all girls just a machine to give babies? I also wanted to run our company but .....maybe sometimes being able to born in a middle class family is a fortune rather than being a pawn of a rich family....
Date: 5 th June,2006
Well ...my diary..I have a good news to share ...I am pregnant..it's been 2 weeks... though I should have felt happy but I couldn't...all the members of my family and kaizer 's family including him ,. wants a boy ,,,they don't want a girl as kaizer 's brother has a boy as first born,,,..if our first child became a daughter then maybe clyde .. brother's fist born child will take over Watson group...well can't a girl take it ? Do we mother's face different pain while having boy or girl? ...
Date: 15 th August,2006
Well my bestfriend got pregnant....I am so happy for jenna ... though she and Jasfer isn't married but I think they will marry each other after their baby is born...oh yeah I forgot to tell ..I am having a baby boy..well I will name him keifer..I wish my bestfriend has a baby girl,,our children will get married...
Date: 28 th February,2007
With god's blessings I have a health baby boy ..well he is so cute,..my family is happy,.,but I know...it's because it's a boy . though they already knew the gender but they were still waiting for the baby to born...oh yeah.. Jenna is having twins and they are girls...well I am so happy....but who should I choose among them as my daughter in law? Well I will leave it on keifer...
Date: 4 th April,2007
Sometimes I think that ..is life only cruel to us ? Well I am thankful to God that I haven't told kaizer that Jenna is having twins girls... recently he had been very distant from me ...well maybe he is busy for work ..but I still couldn't get out from his words ...he told me last night that..he wants jeena to have a girl...as he will make keifer Marry her so that Watson's can take over mariano group...well seriously? Their two daughters will ofcourse run the mariano group..why they need a boy to take over? I don't want my keifer to grow up like this ...well would he be respectful to girls when he grows up ?
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I wanted to tell tita that she raised keifer so well he is really amazing... keifer is so responsible...if she was alive she must have felt proud.....
Date: 5 th may,2007
Well.....
( This rest will be at next chapter)