Back to my room I lay on my bed smiling sadly with that feeling of emptiness eating me inside out. I felt my moods shift from worse to the next possible worst feeling I knew felt tears threatening to form in my eyes 'am I that alone' I thought to my self 'why why do I have to go through all this, why must i hope what can't be hoped'.
I stood up and started dressing slowly my mood feeling sour a tear dropping from my left eye 'am I doomed' i thought to my self as I looked in the mirror whipping the tear off my face and smiling 'since when were we not doomed' a voice resounded in my head 'ahhhh let me dream a little' I replied laughing at my demise.
"Am headed out" I said to my brother "wanna follow" I added before closing the door behind me. I put on my airpods and started playing miserable man by David kushner and went wherever my legs took me.
I found my self in a park and decided to lay down under a tree. I stopped the music and closed my eyes deciding to listen to nature the way the wind blew between the tree leaves making disorderly by rhythmitic sounds the earth giving off a wiff of its natural scent the wind blowing through the grass making rustling noises
"Ssssss" I heard a snake hiss next to my ears but I didn't open my eyes rather I smiled 'Dying of venom isn't a bad way to go' I thought to my self but then I heard the flow of wind get disrupted something moving fast unhindered by the wind reaching me in a split second. I heard a few thuds so I openedy eyes looking to my left only to see an eagle pecking at what I think would have been the snakes head the eagle stopped and looked at me before flying away leaving the snake.
I watched as the snake's body tried coiling around it's self at first in strong movements but as seconds passed by the movements became weaker until it stopped dead.
"Vrrrmmm" my phone's woke me from my stupor 'huh unknown number' I thought to myself 'Danirah' a voice said 'she can't call me' I thought picking up the call
"Hello... Jordan... are you there?"