How did it reached this point...
I sti remember the day that I boarded that bus to university the fears I felt about my future and how to conduct my myself
But he was not in the picture of that future of mine.
Before he did noticed me I did first but I knew that I had I boyfriend at that time whom I loved and so nothing came into my mind.
His glasses haha jokes in me, never knew I had a thing with people in glasses I think it's just him thou.
He would sit at the back and me at the front I would still here his chatter with friends and honestly I was intrigued.
He is the funny go guy person vibes that he gave and honestly those were the fun times.
Then he noticed me the chubby girl in the front. At first were the jokes with his friends about me and him and honestly I led them on.
I liked the words but I would act nonchalant so that I should not take it to heart
I still remember the first day that I convinced my self that handsome boys like that are womenizers.. haha
We had a dance together at school, I did drink a bit that time but not to the point that I did not have logic.
He escorted me to my hostels, i mentioned about my boyfriend a lot that hoping that please boy maybe you could back down before I fell for you.
He said he liked me first but I liked him earlier but I do not want him to know that. Knowing that it was impossible between the two of us.