What a person is afraid of is what always happens.
He fell first and I fell harder.
We are a beautiful mess is all I can say
He fought for us hard, and that was the first time someone fighting for us, my first time to experience the love that is being against all sides. I have seen him in his highs and I saw every cost, the pressure he is in, the pressure of holding the everything and me I should feel okay.. I fell harder for that man God knows with every cell in me...
The security he gave me, I felt the world could fall today and I would be safe and sound in his arms.
And honestly seeing him all the fights wearing him down I felt pain for him but I had to stand firm for him and for us. Do I sound off selfish? But still am not giving up on this.
The future is indeed a mystery who would have thought that I would fall that hard for him gosh. Right now I don't know were we are heading but all I know is am not backing down.
So boy JJ you provoked a cancer, that's my zodiac sign, and they are stubborn to the core about things they value the most.
And I care about you and I can be crazy at sometimes. Your mine. There is no calling quitts.